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  In the past, Luo Lian thought that her middle school days were the most bitter and darkest. Every day was like a mold, getting up early in the morning, rushing to school, attending class after class, listening to teachers talk without knowing what they were saying, doing endless homework, tests, and exercises at night, not wanting to do them but forcing herself to. There were small exams every day, big exams every three days, weekly exams, monthly exams, semester finals, and finally the college entrance exam that determined her university fate, just thinking about it gave her a headache.

  Luo Lian was only focused on her own bitterness at the time, but she didn't notice that Fan Rui was also going through the toughest days. No matter when Luo Lian's memories started, she knew that it was Fan Rui who raised her alone. Luo Lian had never seen her father and hadn't even heard anything about him. She only knew that others followed their fathers' surnames, but she followed her mother Fan Rui's surname. Countless times when people asked her the reason, she would answer with silence. Once, when someone pressed her for an answer, Fan Rui angrily retorted: "Am I not serving you well? If I were to dig out my heart and give it to you, you still wouldn't be satisfied, right?" From then on, Luo Lian didn't dare ask again.

  Luo Lian had asked Fan Rui before, but couldn't get an answer. She could only secretly think about it and discovered that if she subtracted her age from her mother's age, Fan Rui was not yet 18 years old when she gave birth to her. Therefore, she concluded that her father must be a bad person.

  Luo Lian hoped that Fan Rui would find her a stepfather, but Fan Rui's personality was introverted and tasteless, with a violent temper. Although people around them introduced a few men, they all liked lively, cheerful, sweet, and humorous women, looking down on Fan Rui for being weak-willed, taciturn, and dull. Moreover, they all disliked that she came with "baggage" (Luo Lian). When they were young, none of them had succeeded in finding a partner, and later when they grew older, Fan Rui had long given up on the idea.

  Luo Lian suddenly remembered the words her grandfather had said before his death, saying that only Fan Rui was the most obedient, only Fan Rui was the most filial, and only Fan Rui was a good child. Luo Lian thought these words were meant for herself to hear, and when she looked back on herself, she was shocked at how heartless she had been. She had always thought that this life was just about realizing her own dreams and values, and now that she had finally grown up, she could spread her wings and fly. All she cared about was her own pleasure, never thinking that Fan Rui had spent the best years of her life for her sake, never thinking of coming back to repay her, never thinking of reciprocating. She was filled with regret, hating her own ignorance and heartlessness.

  Luo Lian had given up the best years of her life for Fan Rui, and now that she was ruined, why couldn't she temporarily put aside her dreams to accompany Fan Rui through the rest of her life? Luo Lian vowed not to try to understand her own origins anymore, to forget herself, abandon herself, bury herself. From then on, whatever Fan Rui said, she would listen to, if Fan Rui told her to go east, she wouldn't dare go west, one hundred percent obedient to her, making up for the mistakes she had made. Even if Fan Rui scolded her again, with arrows flying from her mouth, Luo Lian would endure it, only letting Fan Rui feel comforted and relieved could she gradually alleviate the torment of guilt and self-blame.

  This mutual sacrifice, really don't know why, don't know if it's worth it...