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After some days, Fen Lei pulled herself together and went back to work.
Lian couldn't bear to watch Fenru go to work anymore, and just sat at home waiting to be fed. Fenru also said: "Lian, you're already 23 years old, it's time for you to grow up! I don't expect you to support me back, but at least you should learn to be independent? I'm getting old, I won't be able to support you all my life, you need to learn how to survive on your own. Otherwise, what will you do after I die?"
Luo Lian had made a promise to Fan Rui, and she would do whatever Fan Rui said. So Luo Lian started looking for work. Her major was water, her hobby was also water, and what she was good at was still water. However, in this city far from the ocean, not even seeing large rivers, the only places related to water were the swimming center and the aquarium in the zoo. Luo Lian wanted to do a job related to water, but before she could think of a way, Fan Rui had already dissuaded her: "You studied abroad for four years, you should do what university students should do. Going to the aquarium to perform those shows, even elementary school graduates can do it! Why don't you go find a more serious job?" But what exactly was a "serious" job? And what could she do with her major in marine biology? There was no ocean here, where would she find marine life to study? This had once been the pride of Mingwan University's Marine College, but now it was a super cold door. What else did Luo Lian know how to do? She was fluent in reading and writing Mingwanlian, unfortunately, it wasn't needed here. Luo Lian, who used to hold multiple jobs, returned to her hometown far from the coast and became a useless person with no skills.
She eventually had to give up her profession, hide her unique talent, and forget about her exceptional skills. She went around searching for a "proper" job in various industries, trying everything she could think of, regardless of whether she was suited for it or not. However, none of the numerous companies she interviewed with gave her a response. At first, Luolan still held onto hope, thinking that with so many job openings available, it was impossible that none of them would be suitable for her. But as time went on and she continued to face rejection, she became increasingly desperate, wandering aimlessly through the crowded streets like a lost soul. Her interviews had become a negative experience, making her more and more numb, and causing her to lower her self-worth and expectations. She must have failed those interviews for a reason, but she would never know why, because her innocent mind, pure as a silver dolphin, could never comprehend the rules of the game in the real world.
Not long ago, she was still in school, eating and drinking without worry, never knowing that after graduation, if there was no job, it would be such an empty and helpless feeling. This feeling is really unbearable. She is still grieving for the collapse of her ideals, how could she know that this grief is a kind of elegant and luxurious grief? When in school, who would have thought that one day they would worry about food? Who would have thought that without a job, they would really go hungry? In girls' school, teachers and classmates all said, "Romance can't be eaten as rice", "Take the university entrance exam, graduate, find a good job..." At that time, Lian didn't listen to any of it. Now she has experienced survival difficulties and is beginning to understand the heartfelt words of her elders. Unfortunately, now that she understands, it's too late, understanding after growing up often becomes a kind of complaint. Even if you go back and choose again, it would still be the same choice as before.
