Chapter Seven: Missing Those Unforgettable Days

  Missing those unforgettable days. The friendship of cycling trips, warm words, everything is like a beautiful fairy tale carved in my heart.

  What Western movies once said to me still often linger in my ears. After the evening self-study, I walked in front and he caught up with me and said: "Can I send you back?" I smiled slightly and sat on the back seat of his bicycle under his warm gaze. It was already evening, the fragrance was secretly sent in the evening breeze, and the stars twinkled in the sky like a swan's velvet curtain. The autumn night was warm and beautiful, music floated over, suddenly thinking that it had been a long time since I sang a song, a Sakura Grass Meeting wants to be given to the person who accompanied me. Being with him feels warm.

  One day in the morning it was still sunny, but in the afternoon it started raining, and the rain got heavier and heavier until school let out, what to do?

  Now go back, isn't it all wet? Looking at this heavy rain, I'm so anxious in my heart, can't go back, just wait a bit and see if it will get smaller before going back! I thought so, returned to the desk again, continued reading and doing homework. Ah, unknowingly the sky has darkened, can't delay anymore, standing in the school hall, looking at the rain, preparing to rush into the rain, I'm calculating the time to reach the station, getting wet is inevitable.

  But on my head... Oh, someone held an umbrella for me, great, timely help. It's Xi Ying, his eyes are filled with warmth and sadness. "Qing Yi, here you go. I saw that you didn't leave, must not have brought an umbrella, waiting for the rain to stop. I went to get one for you, just in time, you hadn't left yet."

  I know the person riding a bike is wearing a raincoat. So he must have gone to get an umbrella on purpose for me. We haven't spoken in a long time, but you're still caring about me. I clearly knew that my initial rejection was wrong, but because I was so helpless, I'm not a brave person, and I didn't want my teachers or parents to worry about me, they think everything should be focused on the college entrance exam, such a tense time, can't be distracted, otherwise, the exam will fail, no future. In front of you, what a boring reason this is. However, it's reality, no one can transcend this reality.

  At this moment, my heart is infinitely moved, and I gently shed tears. If it weren't for my studies, I would be happily together with you. But when I thought that you would never appear in my world again, why have you come back to me at the time when I need help?

  I remember that day, you said to me: "Let me send you back." I calmly refused: "No, I have something to do today!" I saw you walk away, a few steps later, you turned your head and smiled at me, then quickly disappeared from my line of sight. I felt something because I read the sadness in your eyes. From that day on, you never spoke another word to me until today.

  At that moment, I regretted it so much. I wished you would say to me: "Not today, how about tomorrow?" In fact, I was looking forward to tomorrow when you could send me off like before. Do you know? That day, they found me and said something that gave my emotions a buffer of one day's time. If I had known that this matter would also bring me deep hurt afterwards, I definitely wouldn't have spoken to you like that.

  Because it was raining, Xiying let me sit on the back of his bicycle and took me home. He said, "It's getting late and it's still raining, I'll take you home!"

  But, Xiying, you don't know that the me sitting behind you wishes time could stand still, and in this instant I've already felt a sense of happiness, wishing that time would forever stay here, never returning to reality.

  Reality is something we must get used to. We have to be sad.