Chapter 41: Let's Get a Divorce For Gulu'er 1211 More

  "What's to be done?"

  "To tell the truth."

  "Really? Really?" I asked in surprise.

  "You said you liked Su Jinan, of course I couldn't say it was me. This way I can also step out and help you. Let's go fight him." Ji Lan said with a smile.

  I'm getting angry, "Ji Lan, this is no time for joking."

  "I'm not joking, I'm serious. Tell him that you've fallen in love with Su Jinan, the Su Jinan you've only met a few times. Hit him where it hurts and he'll leave you on his own initiative. If you drag things out, it will be even more hurtful to him. You don't want to hurt him, do you? Although you don't love him, he is your husband, and you can't bear the thought of hurting him, right?" Ji Lan's eyes seemed to have X-ray vision, seeing right through my heart.

  "That... I..."

  "You just do what I say, aren't you thinking that whatever I say, you'll do it?"

  "How did you know what I was thinking?" I asked in surprise, looking up at him.

  "I can see all your thoughts, and I don't know why, when you think on that side, I immediately feel it over here. Probably because I've moved into your heart." Ji Lian smiled.

  I don't know why, but I always feel that Jie Luan has become more mysterious than before. In the past, at least I could confirm that he loved me, now it seems that even this point I can no longer be certain of.

  He seems to have become a completely different person, but thinking about it, how can I blame him? What he has been through, I can't perceive, but I can imagine what kind of despair that is.

  He must also be hating Sun Wen in his heart, resenting him for bewildering me. I can feel it. So now he wants to take revenge on Sun Wen a bit, make him suffer a bit, and experience what he used to feel.

  At this time, my heart felt like it was being twisted by a knife, I really didn't know what to do, but I was sure that I had to leave Sun Wen.

  It's been over ten days since I last saw Sun Wen, and he has lost some weight.

  "As soon as he saw me, his first sentence was: 'Liang Pei, are you sick? Why have you become so thin?'"

  When he asked me this way, I turned around and took a look at the mirror on the wall of the restaurant. This glance made me startled myself, where is the original round and full me?

  Both cheeks were raised high because of the lack of flesh, and even the eye sockets had sunk in a bit.

  I looked at my own arm and saw that my originally slender wrist had become even thinner. This period of time, I've been entangled with Ji Lian who has transformed into Su Jinan, and after experiencing a miscarriage, my body has deteriorated.

  Sun Wen's hand grasped mine with a hint of tenderness, and he gently placed it on his lips for a kiss. "Liang Pei, I'm always unable to accompany you, and sometimes my heart feels unfulfilled. That's why I want to have a child soon, at least the child can keep you company."

  My heart ached, the moment the child was lost, the pain was not just physical, but also suddenly lost a piece in my heart.

  I choked with emotion, almost shedding tears. Perhaps... I should tell Sun Wen, he wants children so badly, can't let him not even know if his own child is gone, that would be too cruel to him.

  "Sun Yat-sen..."

  "What's wrong?"

  "I have something to say, I want to tell you." I hesitated, still wavering.

  "What's there to say? We're husband and wife now, we'll be spending our lives together, what else are you unwilling to tell me?"

  "Let's get a divorce."

  I spoke with my head hung low, and when I finished, I didn't dare lift it for a long time.