Chapter 46 is just a disaster

  Why say words of begging for mercy? It's just because I cannot die, I want to survive, I must survive, and then stand in front of Ronghua and ask him, why did he ruthlessly abandon me a year ago.

  "Am I not such a person? Then what kind of person am I in your eyes?" I retorted.

  Gongzi Xing Tian didn't respond, but suddenly pinched my chin and said with hatred: "You are even more ruthless than I am. Who would have thought that for the sake of a man, you would sink to such a despicable level of being afraid of death."

  "Are you even more ruthless and cruel than me? What nonsense are you talking about?" I continued to ask back.

  "The martial arts you're practicing are supposed to be free from emotions and love. If you get emotional, what will happen? Have you really forgotten everything?"

  Heartless and loveless? Heartless and loveless?

  In my mind, it's like being struck by five thunderbolts - what kind of martial arts have I been practicing?

  Vaguely remembering, my martial arts skills weren't bad, but why do I only have the skills of a three-legged cat now?

  At this time, his voice came again from beside her ear, "I thought you would never be moved by a man."

  The gaze of Gongzi Xing Tian was extremely terrifying, I had never seen him with such an expression before.

  "Is this envy, jealousy or hatred? You're reacting so strongly, could it be that you've had feelings for me all along?" I retorted.

  "I don't like it!" replied Gongzi Xing Tian in one breath.

  Suddenly, a scene from the past flashed in my mind. At that time, I asked Ronghua if he liked me, and his answer was: No, he didn't like me.

  The thought of glory is unbearably painful.

  "Hurry up and take back your words, continuing to retort: 'Don't like it? Is that loving me?'"

  "Love? Do you understand love? You and I are both people who don't understand love. A person who doesn't understand love saying the word 'love', don't you think it's a bit absurd?" Gongzi Xing Tian replied coldly.

  Don't understand love? I'll spit blood at you to death! If I don't understand love, then what is my feeling towards Rong Hua? Is it a joke? A game of make-believe?

  "A person who doesn't understand love, if they truly fall in love with someone else, it's a disaster for that person."

  After Gongzi Xing Tian finished saying this sentence, he seemed to fall into deep thought, his expression extremely ethereal.

  Gongzi Xing Tian is a person who has never said "I love you", only because in his entire life, he had never experienced love.

  He has never experienced love before, so he doesn't understand it.

  A person who doesn't understand love has actually said something so philosophical, it's unbelievable.

  In my lifetime, I have had a full share of love, and so I understand love, I deeply understand love.

  I understand love, so I won't bring disaster to Ronghua, absolutely not, absolutely not.

  "I continued to get to the point, 'How can you let me go?'"

  Gongzi Xing Tian recovered from the daze and sneered: "Let you off? Who is it that won't let who go?"

  "What on earth are you talking about?" I shouted loudly.

  Before I met you, I indeed hated you in my heart. But after meeting you, I suddenly felt a little pity for you. I thought I was pitiful, but unexpectedly, you are even more pitiful than me. It's worth noting that self-deception is the most pitiful thing in this world. I woke up, but you're still in confusion.

  Perhaps it's because we haven't seen each other for nine years, but he and I are no longer on the same wavelength.

  What is he talking about? I don't understand a word, not at all, completely can't understand.