Chapter 45: Put Away Pride and Self-Respect

  He got what he wanted, and I indeed didn't have a good ending. In my previous life, I must have brought calamity to the people and the country; otherwise, this life wouldn't have ended up in such a miserable state.

  A martial artist always has a vital point, and Gongzi Xingtian is very clear about where mine is.

  My birthmark is located below the left cheekbone.

  He stroked my cheek, not out of tenderness or love, but to grip my life tightly in his hand, so I wouldn't dare have a single thought of disobedience.

  Glory, glory, come and save me, save me.

  Glory did not suddenly appear, nor has there been the arrival of heavenly soldiers and generals.

  Facts have once again proven that everything in operas is fake.

  The fact also proves that I am a real cup and cannon fodder.

  I have long been prepared for this fate at all times.

  The young master pinched my life gate for a full half an hour, and in this half an hour, not to mention wealth and glory, not even a bird flew by.

  Just as I closed my eyes and was about to meet with Hei Bai Wu Chang's two messengers, Young Master Xing Tian suddenly slowly loosened his grip.

  I forgot again, back then he spared this dog's life, had long since made up his mind to make me unable to live or die as I pleased.

  He could crush me as easily as he would an ant, but he won't let me die that easily.

  Just like the first day I met him, he waited for nothing more than me kneeling in front of him, hugging his legs, and begging for mercy with a nose full of snot and tears.

  Unfortunately, the word "surrender" is as distant from me as something from outer space.

  Rong Hua always said: "Xun Er, why are you always so stubborn? If you weren't stubborn, that would be great!"

  In the past, I often didn't understand why he said I was stubborn.

  After I left him, after I embarked on the journey of awakening, I gradually came to understand some things.

  After Ronghua quietly left me, until now, I roughly understand about 70-80%.

  However, this stubbornness of mine has already penetrated into my bones and become a deep-seated illness.

  Character determines destiny, this sentence is an unchanging truth since ancient times. The mountains and rivers can be changed, but the nature of a person cannot be moved, this is also an eternal and unchanging truth.

  However, if I don't fawn and beg for mercy like a dog, Young Master Heaven's Punishment will not let me off; if he won't let me off, then I'll never be able to escape his Five Elements Mountain in this lifetime; if I can never escape his Five Elements Mountain in this lifetime, then I'll never see glory or my old demon.

  For the sake of glory, I plan to put away the stubbornness in my bones, put away what I call self-respect, and put away all my pride.

  "Spare me, please! What do I have to do for you to let me go?" I begged.

  Having lived for twenty some years, I'm begging you with these three words, it's actually the first time in my life that I've said them.

  Don't even mention begging you, all the words of begging, in my opinion, are only spoken by the weak.

  Always thought of himself as a strong person, and a strong person would never bow his head to anyone.

  However, for honor, for my old demon, don't mention begging for mercy, don't mention fawning and flattering, even if it means I die, I am willing.

  My stubbornness has penetrated into my bones and become a chronic disease.

  And my feelings for Ronghua have surpassed my life.

  "Why say such pleading words, you're not that kind of person."

  In Gongzi Xing Tian's eyes, it wasn't disgust, but a hint of surprise.