Section 57

  Hua Hua's pictures are great, they gave me a lot of inspiration.

  Don't stay up late tonight, everyone. I have to finish the assignment that my boss assigned tonight.

  Have a great weekend!

  Today I need to scan my computer for viruses, tidy up my room and download some good movies.

  Monday is coming...

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  Fifty-seven

  School has started, and Shen Shuxian feels a strange feeling in her heart. At the opening ceremony, there are not many familiar teachers, dormitory supervisor Zhang Xiaoping is still here, but the principal's position is empty, and Vice Principal Cai Lihuan hosted the opening ceremony.

  At this moment, Ning Xingguo came to mind. Separated by yin and yang, Shen Shuxian's nose was a little sour. Witnessing his death with her own eyes, she felt heartbroken but helpless, and a sense of guilt arose spontaneously.

  The new students stood in a neat row, and Shen Shuxian saw Xu Sailing making faces at her. She was indeed outstanding among them, whether it was her clothes or height.

  An official from the Ministry of Education read out: "Due to personnel changes in schools, former principal Zong Xiuyu and teachers Su Peiling, substitute teacher Ning Xingguo were transferred to Changchun Girls' School..."

  Then the new teacher met with the students one by one, each of them had an egg-shaped face, as if they were eggs laid by the same goose, oval in shape, all with a faint greenish tint.

  Arrange dormitory, Xu Saille shouted to follow Shen Shuxian in a dormitory, saying that she was afraid of being alone in a room. So I had to rely on it.

  Luo Xiaoyu did not come to class, the school said she automatically dropped out due to her family moving away.

  Then an empty bed was left, Xu Sairen took it, she slept in Kang Mi's bed and said that the position of the bed was good for feng shui and comfortable.

  "Change another one," Shen Shuxian said coldly, "This girl is dead."

  "Oh, I'm not afraid." Xu Saille stuck out her tongue, "But I'll still listen to you."

  After finishing, Xu Sairen moved to Luo Xiaoyu's empty bed, the bed sheet was padded with a woolen blanket, and the quilt was thick. Jingyi was afraid that she would not have a good time at school, so one big box was full of clothes, and another was filled with dried plums, candies and other snacks. Xu Saihan dissuaded her, anyway, he would come back every week, why spoil him.

  After getting engaged, Shen Shuxian's overall spirit improved a lot. With the weather getting better day by day, she could see the future blooming with spring flowers, and her complexion became even more rosy. She also ate more richly than before. Although her frame was small, adding some meat didn't show much difference, but Xu Saihan could feel it. He often took advantage of opportunities when no one was around to sneak a peek at whether she had gained weight. Shen Shuxian tried to avoid him, but still ended up being caught with a smile, feeling a bit embarrassed, but slowly getting used to it. Anyway, after graduation, she would be his, so being a bit more reckless wasn't a big deal. The opportunity for recklessness came once a week, and having distance created imagination. The beauty of imagination was even more beautiful than the beauty of insertion.

  At night, Xu Saille, this heartless guy, slept after a day of fatigue, eating dinner and a few grapes, emitting even breathing sounds, really enviable.

  Shen Shuxian looked at the empty and desolate bed, feeling as if she was still sleeping on it. The Buddhist utensils brought back were placed beside the pillow, seeming to bring some comfort.

  The window had glass installed and curtains added, so even if it was windy outside, she wasn't afraid of the wind blowing in. Nevertheless, Shen Shuxian had a premonition that today would be a sleepless night. Every time she dozed off, she felt as though the artifact was humming, and wondered if there were any filthy things lurking outside her door.

  Zhang Xiaoping's footsteps are always so familiar, will she go to the backyard, have all the weapons in the backyard been moved away? They won't come back. If Xu Saihan knew I was a murderer, he wouldn't like me, would Xu Baoshan kill my whole family? What about my mother? Or maybe this matter will just pass quietly and no one will mention it again.

  The warden's footsteps were getting closer and closer.

  She knocked on the door, and Shen Shuxian came out wearing a cotton nightgown, closing the door behind her. It was expected that Zhang Xiaoping would look for her, as she had gotten off the bus with Xu Baoshan's daughter and entered school together.

  Strolling on the playground, the familiar playground, now many people are no longer there. The withered grass is blown by the wind to lower its head, and a few old mice quickly slip away, adding a sense of desolation. Shen Shuxian wanted to explain, but Zhang Xiaoping spoke first.

  "I know your difficulties. You don't need to explain." Zhang Xiaoping pressed her shoulder, "They left, I chose to stay, my child is on this side, and I will take good care of you."

  "Kang Mi... she..."

  "She was unfortunate, but at least she went with the one she loved, didn't she?" Zhang Xiaoping raised his head, "Look up at this dark sky, darkness can't stop the footsteps of dawn."

  Shen Shuxian nodded, "We will definitely win."

  "I heard you're engaged to Mr. Xu?" Zhang Xiaoping asked.

  "Yes, so my current position is a bit awkward." Shen Shuxian shook her head, the things she had accepted from Ning Xingguo before now had to be completely overturned, which might be the reason for her insomnia.

  "As long as you're happy, that's all that matters, Shu Xian. Trust me." Zhang Xiao Ping looked at her firmly, "Go back. For those who have already left, learn to forget and also learn to let go."

  Looking into the distance, Kang Yu seemed to be waving at herself, that familiar smile, thinking of her helpless look before she died, thinking of her stiff corpse on the city gate, a complex taste suddenly surged up in my heart. Maybe I could have saved her, but why didn't I save her then? I could have completely saved her, Xu Baoshan covered the sky with one hand, as long as I opened my mouth, everything could have changed.

  It was her own selfishness and foolishness that ruined her, causing her to leave this world in her best years, suffering a lot, giving herself so much trust, and finally getting such a result.

  Step by step, walking back, that kind of guilt is getting heavier and heavier. Wanting to make up for her, her whole family was wiped out, leaving a lifelong heart disease. Some things are not unwilling to look back, but afraid, fearing that once you turn around, those past events will be vividly remembered, wanting to change but powerless.

  It feels like someone is following behind, but when turning back, there's nothing.

  Back in the dormitory, quietly, the closet door was open, Kang's empty closet, inside pitch black, didn't dare to look inside.