Chapter 4 Fission 1. Tell me how far forever is (1)

  The first thing I was aware of was the helicopter's face. It really hurt! My injured shoulder and arm were throbbing with pain, and my senses were slowly coming back to me. I felt softness and fragrance, and I knew it was a girl's embrace. She held my head and half of my body in her arms, afraid that the helicopter's turbulence would hurt me. She held me against her chest, afraid that I would be in pain when I moved.

  I could still feel her tears occasionally dripping onto my face.

  I could still feel her fingers occasionally sliding over my cheek.

  I can still feel her lips occasionally kissing my forehead.

  And then I felt soft and peaceful.

  "Xiao Ying..." I softly called out to her. She didn't say a word, just held me tighter and tighter. Tears flowed even more. And then I subconsciously smiled: "This is my party fee..."

  I originally wanted to make a joke, but she suddenly burst into tears. I immediately opened my eyes wide. This crying sound wasn't Xiaoying, and I hadn't reacted yet.

  "I'm Xiaofei..." In a daze, she held me tightly and sobbed. I woke up to see Xiaofei's red and swollen eyes. What's going on?! How did I end up in Xiaofei's arms?! I tried to struggle but had no strength because I was injured. She stroked my dark and thin face, staring at me stubbornly: "Don't move!"

  Her eyes were different from Xiaoying's, a different kind of bird. I didn't dare move. Men are always fake in front of women. I just looked at her crying. She didn't say anything, just hugged me and cried. I didn't know what to say. If it were you, would you know what to say? She just hugged me, not speaking, just shedding tears. And then she even dared to gently kiss me once.

  But I still dare not move. I am a 16-year-old Chinese soldier! I'm really stupid! Just flying and flying, flying towards the provincial city.

  Why did I get hurt? If I'm being honest, it's just my fate. Can the guards of the deputy commander of the military region, a Liberation Army lieutenant general, not carry handguns with live ammunition?! It just so happens that because it was related to military matters, I couldn't say more about it, and could only tell you that it was about researching tactics for dealing with infiltration by special forces like our "Dog Head" unit. He went to inspect and listen to reports from the commander, political commissar, and chief of staff of another unit. That's when I snuck in. The guards heard gunshots and their professional instincts told them someone was trying to assassinate the leader! To be honest, I really was trying to "assassinate" him, but with blank cartridges and smoke grenades only. But what could the guards do in that situation?! They opened fire! Protected the leader! Even now, I think they did nothing wrong, getting shot was my fate. Who told me to take action at that time?! If the guards hadn't opened fire, I would have thought they were incompetent and should be replaced.

  Why did Little Phi come? The deputy commander of the military region, a People's Liberation Army major general, is also human, and he likes his granddaughter too. It just so happens that he really has heart disease, and the hospital experts have instructed him to bring a nurse whenever he goes out. His granddaughter is also a nurse at the hospital's chest department. You tell me, who else would he bring? It's not wrong in any way! Finally having an opportunity for Grandpa to play with his granddaughter, you say this is called a public expense trip? I don't think so, it's just a little bit of human pleasure. My Little Zhuang was staring at Little Phi crying, and I didn't say a word. There were tears in Little Phi's eyes. Even an idiot knows that those tears aren't just because she's my sister-in-law. And when it comes to girls, I'm really not an idiot! But I didn't dare say anything. Nor did I dare hide, even when she kissed me, I didn't dare hide. She hugged me tightly, afraid that I would get hurt or feel pain. I just stuck stupidly to her chest. What kind of special soldier am I?! What's going on here?! In the army, these things are absolutely not allowed to be said, one mention and you'll be beaten by your comrades! The brothers are all in the mountains being monks, you don't even have one, how dare you take two female soldiers?! And they're both beautiful?!

  But you say, can I be blamed for this? I say, it's all fate.

  The helicopter hummed and prepared to land, the sky was also getting brighter. Until it landed on the rooftop, a small soldier came to open the hatch. Xiaofei slowly let go of me. I looked at her without saying anything. She lightly kissed my lips once, just that light once.

  At that time, the cabin door had just been opened. When she got up from my face, I heard screams downstairs:

  "Black monkey!" Then I was in a big cry, and I was hugged again. Of course, this time it was Xiao Ying, not Xiao Fei. I was hugged by a female soldier on the plane all the way. Then when the plane landed, I was hugged by another female soldier. Both female soldiers were crying, both because of a private named Xiao Zhuang. What kind of thing is this?! But it's really true.

  I was held by Xiaoying and carried by the little soldiers on a stretcher off the plane. I could see the helicopter parked on the rooftop and Xiaofei standing in front of the plane getting farther and farther away. Xiaofei's face still had tears. At that time, I didn't know why. Later, when I wrote something else, I thought of a word - it was "desolate".

  Did Xiaoying see it? I think now, she must have seen it! It's impossible that she didn't see it! She was staring at the helicopter landing with such eagerness! Before the cabin door even opened, she wanted to rush in! At the moment the cabin door opened, Xiaofei's lips were still on mine! So, I now have time to reflect on past events, and I'm certain that she saw it.

  But Xiao Ying didn't say anything. I didn't say anything either, am I stupid?! I thought Xiao Ying hadn't seen it. Now I know she saw it, and I also know why she didn't say anything. Emotions are really subtle things!