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Luo Lian won't get along with female colleagues and also won't get along with male colleagues.
To make matters worse, the male colleagues here are all very strange and Luolan can't understand them at all. When they order Luolan around, they don't show any tenderness or care, and when they're together, they don't have even a bit of courtesy or politeness. Many times, Luolan and the female colleagues will argue over something very small until their faces are red with anger, refusing to give in. It seems that this world doesn't have the customs and traditions of respecting and loving women, elderly, and children like Mingwanlia does. In Mingwanlia, those who don't respect and care for women, elderly, and children are considered barbarians.
Male colleagues have no special skills, but are very proud and don't know what to be proud of. When passing by Lu Lian face to face, they always look at her with their noses up, never taking the initiative to greet her, let alone talk to her. Their heads are stiff like being nailed to their necks, their eyeballs stuck in their eye sockets, not moving at all, and they just walk straight past.
Even the doorman thought Lian was insignificant, and one of them showed it most clearly. Whenever someone came in or out, he would nod and smile, but whenever Lian passed by, he wouldn't even glance at her, as if she were invisible. Instead, every time she walked past, Lian felt embarrassed and smiled at him proactively, but unfortunately, he couldn't see it. When Lian greeted him, the only response from his body was a slight twitch of his mouth, almost imperceptible. Lian had always treated people equally, never dividing them into high or low ranks, and never thinking that someone with a lower position was inferior. However, she seemed too simple-minded and pure-hearted. Reality, however, wasn't as she thought, believed, or hoped. That doorman, on the other hand, mentally categorized the people who passed in front of him into different ranks.
Luolian, due to her cross-functional role, didn't understand many things in the business, so she repeatedly and humbly asked for advice from a colleague sitting nearest to her desk. However, that colleague was originally arrogant and dismissive, and people around them started teasing, saying Luolian wasn't really ignorant but was making excuses to flirt with him. This remark was already too much for Luolian, and the male colleague further humiliated her with even more ruthless words: "Don't ask me any questions again, don't be self-delusional, don't have fantasies about me, I won't consider someone like you." Luolian felt this was utterly unreasonable - who was being self-delusional?
Luo Lian didn't know why she couldn't get along with others. Was it because she spent six years in an all-girls school that cultivated bookworms? Or was it because she lived in a single-person dormitory for four years at university? Or was it because she got used to having such good friends like Ming Wan Li Ya, the president of the Moonlight Pearl fan club, and the star of the Water Drama Club, as well as her good friend Whale King?
The whale king is a thousand times better than him. The whale king is so approachable, he has always been happy to help others, tolerant of others, and like Lu Lian, never arrogant, nor will he speak ill of others.
Lotus fell silent, her heart's loneliness could only be borne by the pages of paper, she wrote her innermost thoughts in her diary:
"I've never been likable, and I don't care. Nothing can hurt me now, I'm numb to everything because I have no heart, I won't be sad. No matter the environment, I'll endure humiliation and hardship. No matter the treatment, I'll remain silent. Even if my heart is bitter, I'll still wear a smile on my face. It's not a fake smile. I'm not pretending for anyone's sake, but only this way can I temporarily forget, both in dreams and reality, so as not to let myself sink into painful memories. I won't turn myself into a tear bomb, getting emotional at every sight. So I need to find joy for myself, comfort for myself, be patient, become smarter, and make myself live well. My bones are strong enough, I can hold everything up, everything will get through..."
