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Luo Lian's makeup and dressing style didn't match with her female colleagues, and their personalities were also vastly different. Those girls were all talkative and lively, lovely and cute, while Luo Lian was...
She is clumsy and taciturn, dull and stupid. Just as everyone says, she is simply an alien creature.
There are often people who say that Luolan is incompetent, but Luolan doesn't know what it means to be "competent". She has never been good at using tactics or schemes, nor does she know how to flatter others by being overly sweet and gentle. Some people say she can't speak properly, but Luolan doesn't understand what it means to "speak properly". She is completely clueless about social etiquette, unable to be tactful, insincere, or use honeyed words to win people over. She just can't comprehend why those girls' flattering words, which are so obviously fake, can still deceive others. But why do people always prefer smooth talkers and not straightforward ones? In reality, people would rather be deceived than hear the truth. Pleasant-sounding words, even if they're lies, are indeed useful tools for getting things done, especially when it comes to achieving success.
Everyone likes girls who can talk and laugh, lively and lovely. They seem to have a kind of inexplicable magic that no one can resist. Luolan was curious and wanted to adapt to this world, so she went against her heart and tried to learn how to be lively and outgoing. She even said with a shoulder shrug: "Beauty, you're really beautiful!" But after just one try, she felt very exaggerated and unrefined, that's what they call "disgusting". She was the first to dislike herself. This kind of talk, she could only say it to her silver spirit whale, but the girl in her arms looked more and more like a panda with dark circles under its eyes. Those two small eyes stared blankly in the dark circles, wide open. Luolan quickly let go of her hands, and the usually chatty girl was also scared into silence.
It seems that Luolan is unable to learn no matter what. She then made an effort to study the opposite of this, which is to train herself to focus on her own affairs, close her doors, and not be influenced by external factors. She thought that if she could do it so that when they spoke, she really couldn't hear them, that would be enough. Now, however, she was pretending not to hear, ignoring them, and thinking of becoming deaf. Intentionally isolating herself from outside information, her work often had problems, frequently receiving criticism and blame. But even so, she would rather let everyone think she's stupid than argue about right or wrong. She pretended to be deaf and dumb, regarding others' discussions about her, Luolan made an effort to see but not see, hear but not hear.
But now she still can't help but become so sensitive and suspicious, whenever others gather in a group to talk or whisper to each other, she would think, are they talking about her? Every time this happens, she quietly slips away to the side, not speaking to them, not participating in their gathering, and even not showing her face in front of them. She hides alone in a distant corner, continuing to work diligently with her head down. She prefers to be with objects that won't talk back.
Luo Lian went to the opposite extreme, moving further and further away from her female colleagues. She became more and more self-deprecating, more and more closed off, until she was alone, standing at the edge of the world. Perhaps she had never really entered this world in the first place. But why did heaven put her in a place that didn't suit her? When would heaven realize its mistake?
