Chapter 10: 05. You've Always Deeply Loved Him

  In this life of mine, I've done too many wrong things. What I regret the most is that I personally killed the woman I loved the most.

  It's your mother, I used to try so hard, even with my whole life to love her, but in the end, fate still played a trick on me, whatever I care about, he wants to destroy.

  I'm really glad that Xiao Chen didn't turn out like his dad, I'm really glad.

  When I saw you covered in blood, lying in the kitchen, I knew I had another episode and this time, I almost killed you. I couldn't repeat it again, so I decided to kill myself.

  This way, Xiao Chen may have a new beginning. I finally... will no longer be the nightmare in your life.

  Actually, I've always been thinking, why does heaven have to be so cruel to me, every time making me destroy with my own hands the things I love the most. Even you are not an exception.

  But this time it can no longer control me, as long as I destroy myself, I don't have to be afraid anymore.

  After finishing this letter, I will pick up the kitchen knife and end my life. My time is limited, can't say too much, but for the last time, forgive dad. Xiao Chen.

  Maybe I don't deserve to say I love you, but I still want to tell you that I love you very much, and also love your mom. It's like this now, and it will always be the same in the future, even if I die, it won't change.

  I hope you remember the me from back then, not the me who lost my mind.

  Finally, promise Dad, live well.

  Your father is Ryōgi

  "Cry. It'll be better if you cry it out." The cat walked over, gently hugged him, and said this while his own eyes were already moistening.

  Stop pretending anymore, the shadow that has followed you for so many years, the mystery that has been suppressed in you for so many years, is actually just one word, love.

  Li Chen's father has always deeply loved Li Chen. He and your mother are the same, they would not hesitate to sacrifice their own lives to protect you and let you live a good life.

  Li Chen pursed his lips tightly, his sharp chin trembling uncontrollably. He clenched the sheets with all his might, until the entire mattress was pulled up.

  Actually, Liang Chen... has always deeply loved him too, hoping that one day he can get better, it's just that you... have never been willing to admit it.

  Wei Chi looked at them silently for a moment, then walked outside. In the empty corridor, he leaned against the wall, lowered his head, and his flaxen hair covered half of his face.

  The sorrow in one's eyes gradually accumulates in places where others cannot see.

  Soon after, a low and mournful cry came from the sickroom, like that of a wounded animal. The crying was suppressed, but it made one's heart feel suffocated.

  Wei Chi blinked and exhaled, and the white gas quickly dispersed in the air.

  A few days later, it was time for Liang Chen to be discharged from the hospital. Every time this happened, Jing would suddenly appear out of nowhere. Unexpectedly, this time she brought a group of classmates with her, packing the hospital corridor to the point where it was hard to move. I heard her say that the police had already gone to the school to explain things, so Liang Chen could continue going back to school.

  After she finished speaking, she took out the gift she had brought. This time it wasn't a wreath, but real flowers, which made Liang Chen feel a bit embarrassed.

  Lena also stood up, seeing Liang Chen feeling a bit guilty, but later under Jing's pull, she let go and patted Liang Chen's shoulder generously, from now on, we're buddies!

  From now on, we're all your buddies. Everyone go give Liang Chen a pat on the back and flash a big smile. Liang Chen suddenly found himself with so many brothers and sisters, and couldn't help but feel a little shocked.

  Alright, alright, alright! Liang Chen just got out of the hospital, don't send him back again.