Chapter 28 Let's Break Up

  I looked at Xiaohui with a face full of questions, and only then did she realize it, hastily sitting up and saying to me with some embarrassment: "I forgot that my aunt was coming these two days, and as a result, she came so inopportunely."

  "My brow furrowed into a line, I didn't think it would be like this when I'm old. But at that moment, my thing was already hard as steel, and I really wanted to release it. Xiaohui seemed to notice that I looked uncomfortable, and said she'd help me solve the problem. After thinking for a moment, I agreed, and let Xiaohui's hands take care of it."

  That feeling was really cool, I had a sense of rising to heaven. What made me most uncomfortable was that I couldn't even last two minutes. Xiaohui also pulled her hand out at the same time. After thinking about it, I thought this wasn't fun either, so I said why don't I go talk to Auntie now and ask her to stay for a few more days, then when Mom leaves... I can really do it, Xiaohui said okay. So I immediately put on my clothes and rushed out eagerly. I found that my dad and aunt were not in the living room, I should be in my dad's room.

  I immediately followed and rushed to my dad's room, but when I wanted to knock on the door, I found that it seemed very noisy inside. My aunt and my dad seemed to be having a big argument. I didn't want to go in now, plus curiosity, so I stuck to the door and listened to what they were arguing about.

  "Luoyan, are you going to give it to me or not? That thing was never yours to begin with, and giving it to me would be a loss for you? I'm doing all this for Xiaohui, as long as Xiaohui gets that thing, the Xuanmen will return to our hands." I heard Aunt say angrily.

  As a result, my dad fell silent for a few seconds, then said in a low voice: "No way, this belongs to Xiaomu. We can't take it. I've already wronged Xuan Shao, and I won't wrong Xiaomu."

  I'm a bit confused, I don't know what my dad is talking about. What they're saying is all very mysterious. But then my aunt's words made me suddenly shocked. She said coldly to my dad: "Don't pretend to be noble anymore, tell me if you've liked me for a long time. If you've had improper thoughts about me."

  I suddenly felt that the world was so mysterious, and it turned out that my dad actually liked my aunt. I knew they didn't have a blood relationship, so liking each other was normal. But what my dad said made me understand their relationship even more deeply. My dad said he was wrong for not being good to Xuan Shao. He took advantage of Auntie when she was drunk and slept with her.

  My eyes are wide open, I didn't expect that my dad would still do such a stupid thing. He actually made my uncle wear a green hat.

  But in the following words, I didn't laugh anymore. All I heard was my aunt saying angrily: "Luo Yan, how dare you say that you are so loyal to him? You slept with your elder brother's woman, do you think you still have the face to say that you maintain Gao Xuan's dignity? You no longer have the qualifications to say these things. Since you've already made a mistake, just make another one. Xiao Xi is your daughter."

  My head is going to explode, and Auntie finally said that Xiao Xi is my dad's daughter. What kind of relationship do I have with Xiao Xi now? I don't dare think about it anymore, I feel like I'm going crazy. Why did this happen? Before, I always thought Xiao Xi was just a cousin without any blood relation to me. But now, my cousin is actually my dad's biological daughter. Xiao Xi and I are siblings now, so what does everything I've done with my cousin count as now?

  I couldn't believe it was true, I opened my eyes wide and slowly got up, with a blank mind, leaving my dad's door. Unconsciously, I returned to my room. At this time, Xiaohui was still waiting for me on the bed, and what's worse, she hadn't put on her clothes after I had torn them off. She was still looking at me with a flirtatious pose as I walked in.

  I didn't dare look down anymore. I found myself making a mistake, I rushed to Xiaohui's side and covered her body with one hand, then turned my head and told her to hurry up and put on her clothes in the bathroom.

  My cousin asked me what was wrong, saying that I had seen everything before, so why wasn't I daring to look at her now. However, she still walked into the bathroom, and my mind was very confused at this time, I need to figure it out. Aunt Xie always said she's not my biological mother, but she wants me to be brothers with Xie Yi. I can sense Aunt Xie's meaning, plus that tattoo. I feel like Xie Yi is actually my biological brother, if that's the case, then Aunt Xie had an affair with my dad, and he slept with her, giving birth to Xie Yi. As for Aunt Xie previously asking me who my father was, knowing full well, I guess she wanted to confuse me.

  But now, my aunt actually said that my dad also had an affair with her and gave birth to Xiaohui. And my dad didn't deny it, which means it's all true. So, my dad has been with several people. As for why my mom is not here, I guess she probably found out about my dad's affairs and left in a fit of anger.

  Yes, it must be that way. Otherwise, every time I ask my mom about it, he would stammer and dodge the question, he must have a guilty conscience, so he doesn't dare tell me that my mom was driven away by him.

  At this point, even though I've figured it all out, it's already meaningless. Xiao Xi is my younger sister, and just now she almost got taken advantage of again, and to make matters worse, I would have had my own sister help me with her hands...

  I don't dare to think, I'm scared, I couldn't have imagined that I would do something so beastly. Now I really hate my dad, I hate him for having affairs everywhere and driving away my mom. And now even the woman I like the most is actually my own sister. What should I do now? How am I supposed to tell Xiao Xi?

  And I believe Xiao Xi must not have known, otherwise she wouldn't have agreed to be with me. Now if she finds out about this matter, won't she feel a shadow in her heart? After all, this is absolutely something that would bring shame and ridicule if it gets out. So I can't tell Xiao Xi about this matter, I mustn't let her know that I'm her own brother, so she won't suffer, won't be troubled, won't lose face, and especially won't bear the shameful name of being ignorant of propriety.

  I love Xiaoxi, I have always loved her, and will forever love her. But I know that it's impossible for us to be together now, or else we'll just keep making mistakes. So I need to break up with Xiaoxi, and it's already impossible for us to be together again. From now on, we can only be siblings.

  Xiaoxi quickly walked out of the bathroom, looking at me with a gloomy face. She immediately came to my side, leaning on my shoulder and wrapping her arms around my waist. Seeing that I didn't say anything, she raised her head and was about to kiss me when I suddenly pushed her onto the bed and stood up myself. I felt extremely painful, but I had no choice but to do so. Then, gritting my teeth, I looked at Xiaoxi who still looked bewildered at me and slowly said: "Xiaoxi, let's break up."

  Let's break up, these five words felt like a thousand pounds as they came out of my mouth. I feel my heart trembling, and I even think about jumping off the building to end it all.

  "What did you say? Say it again."