Queen's Diary Book (2)

  I didn't know that I had actually fallen in love with you long ago, unfortunately at that time my eyes were blinded by revenge. Now... am I still worthy of you? --- Shui Qingyou

  Looking at the records of the past, her eyes gradually became moist, and the hatred for herself that she had harbored since long ago still lingered vividly in her mind.

  Perhaps... At first, it wasn't love for Zuo Lixuan, but rather a sense of security from the aura around him.

  Maybe it's him, who saved me and accompanied me for seven years, that I love.

  That man who is as admirable as the moon in the dark of night, that man who is as unreachable as dust in the air. That man who is like a king in both the dark of night and the light of day.

  But...

  Can the self living at the bottom of the abyss deserve Qi Yuhan's so pure love?

  At first, blinded by a desire for revenge, I couldn't see his love.

  He deserves someone better and purer than me, I don't deserve his love at all.

  It's not that she has given up on herself, but rather she is unwilling to be hurt by love again. The wounds on her body can heal, but the wounds in her heart... will never heal.

  Fairy tales say there will be a rainbow after the rain

  But never said it would also turn into nothingness in an instant

  Wishing to hold onto the colorful and vibrant things tightly in one's hands

  Suddenly found you were gone

  Standing in the endless red dust, looking up at the sky where you once were...

  The soft ringing of the phone suddenly sounded, and also brought back Shui Jingyu's thoughts. Looking at the unfamiliar number on her mobile phone, she frowned tightly, but still pressed the answer button.

  "Hello?"

  "Little princess! I thought you wouldn't answer my call~"

  Hearing the sound of someone approaching, Shui Jingyu's eyebrows furrowed even tighter. What did this person want to do now?

  "Anything wrong?"

  "Don't be so cold and unfeeling... It's freezing me to death o(>_<)o"

  "What's going on? Speak up, or I'll hang up!" Water Qianyou's voice was already impatient.

  "Stop it, stop it." Upon hearing Shui Jingyu say this, Ke Ze also didn't dare to fool around anymore and quickly spoke of serious matters.

  Is it okay if I don't say anything and just get a cramp from being splashed with water?

  "There is a diary of your mother's here, would you like to come over and take a look or should I go over there?"

  "I'm now at the coffee shop opposite your villa ~"

  "......Alright." Usually when hearing news about Shui Ying Yu, Shui Qing Yu would be very agitated, but this time she should be the calmest.