Queen's Diary Volume Three
Mom, is this your answer? Is this your only wish? Unfortunately... I can't do it. — Shui Qingyou
Hanging up the phone, the sound of rain and water overflowing echoed in Yu's mind, so gentle yet so distant.
"Mom..."
She seems to have forgotten what Xīn Yuè Rù looks like, the only thing that left a deep impression on her is Xīn Yuè Rù's eyes.
When she looks at herself, she is full of loving care and pampering. In her eyes, she is a precious treasure from heaven, the pearl in her palm.
When it's cold, she would wrap her arms around herself, warming herself up, and tell stories to herself.
When it thunders, she will accompany herself and coax herself to sleep.
When hurt, will gently apply medicine for oneself and scold oneself.
But...
That day...
The gentle and kind mother lay in her own arms, the fresh blood staining the snow-white clothes, also setting off the pale face of Yu Rong.
Fresh blood slowly flowed out of her abdomen, as if it couldn't be stopped, but on Mom's face, there was still a gentle smile, and this time the smile even had a hint of relaxation, a hint of liberation.
"Yu'er, don't blame Mommy. Mommy has been accompanying you for so long and is already very happy. But Mommy is also tired. At first, I didn't know the right person and missed the one in front of me, but I got Yu'er instead, which is Mommy's good fortune. Yu'er, promise Mommy to live a good life, live happily and peacefully, for... this lifetime... safe and sound."
As he spoke, the hand covered in fresh blood slid weakly down Yuexiu's pale face, leaving behind a few spots of bright red blood, like a crimson plum blossom in the snow.
She only remembered that on that night, her mother left her.
That night, she sat on the cold ground with her mother's body in her arms for a whole night.
That night, she vowed in her heart that one day she would make those who had hurt her and her mother pay for their crimes.
However, a fall into water not long after in his past life caused him to lose his memory.
It also indirectly pushed its past self towards death.
In this life, although I remembered everything, that fall into the water still made my body weak.
If I hadn't met him...
At this thought, Shui Qingyu was stunned, how could she always remember Xi Yuehan at any time? It seemed that Xi Yuehan's meticulous care over the past few years had left a deep impression on her heart.
Forget it... I'll go find Xie Ze first and take a look at what's written in Mother's diary.

