Chapter 4: Thunderbolt Doubles

  After I woke up, Liang Xue started a round of gossip news bombardment. Faced with Liang Xue, such a harmless environmental girl, I naturally couldn't defend myself.

  So, I and Zhu Yang's past, in front of my four roommates, were all exposed.

  My roommate's reaction was exactly as I had expected: Heartless bastard! Son of a bitch! Stinky man! Human trash!

  You see, when a woman is hurt, there will be people who come to empathize with her. Then those negative terms are spoken out loud, but in fact, it's just spiritual comfort.

  Just as I was still immersed in Zhu Yang's deception and couldn't wake up, my phone rang. I looked at the screen, it was Zhu Yang's phone number, this number is too familiar to me, so many years have passed, he has never changed his number.

  I stared at the screen, dazed for a long time, until Liang Xue touched my arm and asked me: "What's wrong? Why aren't you answering the phone?" I finally came back to my senses and replied to her: "It was Zhu Yang's call..."

  The roommates heard it was Zhu Yang's phone call, and the four of them stared with wide eyes.

  Li Xue snatched the phone and said: "Ah! Speak of Cao Cao, Cao Cao arrives! Come on, answer the phone, let's see what he has to say!"

  Liang Xue picked up the phone and pressed the connect button, then pressed the speakerphone key. This way, all her roommates could hear my conversation with Zhu Yang.

  "Hello! Is this Li Weiming?" At this time, a voice that I had been thinking about for a long time appeared on the other end of the phone.

  The moment I heard his voice, I felt numb all over, I couldn't speak, I just wanted to cry.

  Liáng Xuě noticed my mistake, she touched my arm again and then used her eyes to signal me to speak quickly.

  I quickly snapped out of it and mustered up the courage to say into the phone: "Hello?"

  "Unnamed, you should know that I've come to this school, right!" Zhu Yang's voice was still crisp and pleasant, but with a few more unfamiliar tones.

  "Ah, I know! I saw you at the military training assembly! But didn't you say..." Before I could finish my question, Zhu Yang hastily interrupted me.

  "I know what you want to ask me, but that's not the point right now. I'm asking you, why are our photos still on your QQ space? Haven't we already broken up?! Leaving those photos there will make my friends misunderstand!"

  "No way! I've already encrypted the album, and it's only open to you. Have you seen it? Aren't those memories beautiful?" I know my tone is particularly low and humble at this moment, but because I love him, I couldn't control myself.

  "Isn't that all in the past? Can't you just delete it? To be honest with you, I already have a new girlfriend and she's been on my QQ recently. She even went into your space and saw the photos. I don't want her to misunderstand, so would you mind deleting them?"

  Zhu Yang's tone was still calm and quiet with a hint of indifference, while I had already been sobbing uncontrollably on the other end of the phone.

  Liang Xue saw that I was emotionally out of control and couldn't speak, so she picked up the phone and scolded loudly: "Who do you think you are? You actually dare to make demands on our family's Li Weiming! She must be blind to have fallen for someone like you who doesn't keep promises and is a heartless bastard! What if we don't delete the photos? What if we make the album visible to you? I'm telling you, from now on, stop calling our home and Li Weiming! Get lost!"

  Liang Xue finished speaking, and then my roommates Lin Yishui, Jiang Yun, and Jiang Xiaoqiao all shouted in unison into the phone, "Get out!"

  Then Liang Xue hung up the phone, and the four of them surrounded me together, handing me tissues.

  At this moment, I suddenly felt that it wasn't so hard to bear anymore. Maybe my feelings for Zhu Yang had really sunk to the point where I could abandon my dignity, but because of our friendship, my heart truly warmed up a lot. I'm really glad I still have them.

  But my pain is still just mine, no one can take it away from me, and I also cannot escape. What's to come next, I can only leave it to time to heal.

  I shifted my gaze to the window, looking at the scenery outside. There were not many people outside, only a few scattered couples strolling on the playground. And my heart, carrying my despair, flew somewhere and escaped somewhere.

  I seemed to be desperately searching for Zhu Yang's figure among the several couples on the playground, I really wanted to see him and his girlfriend with my own eyes, to see that scene that could make me completely desperate.

  Later, I heard Lin Yishui say that she had seen Zhu Yang's new girlfriend in the library. The girl was exceptionally beautiful and had a great figure, obviously from a wealthy family, and could be said to be three times more beautiful than Liang Xue.

  I used to think that Zhu Yang liked me because of my inner self. Now, I finally understand that men are all the same, and everyone will chase after beautiful things.

  At this moment, how much I need a push, a force that helps me fall into the abyss of despair.

  But no one with a kind heart came to give me a push. I couldn't see the brutal fact of tearing flesh, and life was so indulgent that it let me live in my own illusion, making me unable to give up.