Chapter 88: Cherish a Man's Tears (11)

  Back in the classroom, Ouyang Yiweng's mind was a bit confused. She took out a foreign language book and flipped through it aimlessly, again and again. Unconsciously, she turned her head to look at Chen Haonan again.

  At this time, Chen Haonan was sitting upright, his back straight, his eyes staring at the book on his desk, and his hands occasionally moving slightly - flipping through the pages. At first glance, everyone would think he was reading seriously, but a closer look would reveal that he was actually in a daze! This is not surprising, since his father passed away, Chen Haonan has always thought he had seen through life and death, yet suddenly another person around him quietly left - he fell into panic: it turned out that death was still so terrifying!

  Chen Haonan's dazed expression was something that Ouyang Ywen had seen many times before, and she was used to it. She knew that at such moments, his thoughts would often wander to the ends of the earth. And at this moment, she knew he must be thinking about Lin Yuwei's affairs.

  "What should I do now?" Ouyang Yiweng couldn't help but ask herself over and over again. Thinking about what she had just promised her class teacher, she couldn't help but feel a little flustered again. Ouyang Yiweng was very clear in her heart that although Lin Yuwei hadn't explicitly said anything before her death, she must have especially hoped for Chen Haonan to see her off on her last journey, because he was the person she had always deeply loved, and also the only person she couldn't put her mind at ease about...

  However, Ouyang Yiweng was even more aware of Chen Haonan's stubbornness - he generally wouldn't make decisions easily, but once he made up his mind, he would stick to it no matter what! "What should I do?" Ouyang Yiweng asked herself again in her heart. At this moment, she suddenly thought of someone.

  This is Xiao Nian teacher. This 22-year-old young female teacher has a special affinity and charm, she took over class 214 for less than a week and got along with the students immediately. The students all like her, of course, she also likes them, especially Ou Yang Yi Wen, Chen Hao Nan and Lin Yu Fei etc., who have better writing skills, she is even more willing to get close to them and befriend them. For a long time, Xiao Nian teacher's eyes have been filled with infinite care and love for these few students, this time Lin Yu Fei passed away due to illness also made her heart ache endlessly.

  Thinking of this, Ouyang Yiweng couldn't help but feel a little excited. She knew that Teacher Xiao Nie would definitely help her out. So, she decided to go find dear Teacher Xiao Nie during the next morning's self-study session...

  At the end of the fourth class in the afternoon, Teacher Xiao Nie's "imperial decree" arrived, and Chen Haonan didn't have time to think much, so he quickly rushed to the Chinese department office. As usual, Teacher Xiao Nie's "imperial decree" was conveyed by Ouyang Yiweng again. She had long been accustomed to this role of a messenger, and whenever she couldn't find Chen Haonan directly, Teacher Xiao Nie would ask her to help convey it.

  These days, Chen Haonan has experienced many things, and his heart is a bit confused. He always feels that it was the heavens' intention to arrange these things, making people feel sad, painful, and unable to hold back tears. However, he also clearly knows that there is no such thing as the heavens in this world - but the fact is that Lin Yufei's passing has undoubtedly given him a heavy blow! Furthermore, her words, diary, and letters have made Chen Haonan deeply feel her love and concern. But at the moment of her death, he couldn't do anything for her: his heart is filled with guilt and regret...

  Upon receiving Xiao Nie's "imperial decree", Chen Haonan's somewhat vague heart suddenly went "ding": what could Xiao Nie have at this time? Although so, he still flashed a slight smile at Ouyang Yiweng and quickly ran out of the classroom.

  The office of the language group was empty, and other colleagues had all gone out to have lunch. Only Xiao Nie teacher was waiting for Chen Haonan's arrival. She was planning and brewing in her heart...

  Suddenly, someone gently knocked on the office door.

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  As soon as Chen Haonan left the office of the Chinese department, he realized his mistake, and of course, he also felt a different kind of relief. Goodbye to Xiaoni teacher, he didn't have time to go to the cafeteria for lunch, and he was in a hurry to find Ouyang Yiweng to discuss some things.

  However, at this time, Ouyang Yiweng was waiting for Chen Haonan under the teacher's office building. As soon as the class was over, she watched him walk out of the classroom, and then she followed him - watching him enter the teacher's office building.

  As soon as Chen Haonan walked out of the corridor, Ouyang Yiweng went forward to meet him. Seeing a relaxed smile on his face, her heart felt much more at ease...

  "Yi Er, I'm so glad to see you!" Chen Haonan smiled and greeted Ouyang Yiweng, "I was just about to go find you, didn't expect you..."

  Ouyang Yiweng deliberately curled up the corner of her mouth and smiled, saying: "What didn't you expect? Is it that I'm waiting for you downstairs?"

  "Haha! Probably so!" Chen Haonan scratched the back of his head with one hand, laughing continuously.

  "Come on, stop grinning like an idiot!" Ouyang Yiweng said with a pout, "Let's go eat, I'm starving!"

  "Haha, you haven't eaten yet either, let's hurry up and go!" With a smile, Chen Haonan grabbed Ouyang Yiweng's hand and started running...

  In the small side hall of the cafeteria, Chen Haonan and Ouyang Yiweng sat face to face at a small table. In front of them were two large bowls of stir-fried noodles, and as they ate, they started talking.

  "Hao Nan, tell me, what did Little Nie teacher say to you?" After eating a mouthful of powder, Ouyang Yiweng wiped the corner of her mouth with a tissue and said, "How come you look more spirited as soon as you came out of the teachers' office building? It seems that our Little Nie teacher can now put up a sign to be a psychologist!"

  "We didn't say much, just talked about some ordinary things, but what she said made sense!" As he spoke, Chen Haonan gently put down his chopsticks. Looking at Ouyang Yiweng's face, he continued: "Honestly, Yier, I really need to thank you this time! If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have heard Teacher Nian's words that hit the nail on the head, and I wouldn't have been able to confront my own mistakes... maybe I would have continued making mistakes..."

  "Don't thank me, you should thank Xiao Nian teacher instead!" Ouyang Yiweng smiled and shook her hand, "But what exactly did Xiao Nian teacher say? You tell me!"

  Seeing Ouyang Yiweng begging, Chen Haonan smiled slightly and put down the chopsticks in his hand. After thinking for a moment, he opened his mouth, but his tone seemed to be heavier: "Teacher Xiao Nie said that there are some things in life that will regret if done, but not doing them will make you more regretful; she also said that some things ultimately need to be faced by one person, and escaping is not the way to solve problems. Escaping is a weak behavior... She's right, some things can't be escaped, even if they can be avoided for a while, maybe, or perhaps, I will regret it for a lifetime - these days, I've been avoiding Rainie's affairs, not because I'm afraid of life and death, but because I've been forcing myself not to accept the fact that she's gone! In fact, I could have done something for Rainie before, but I didn't do anything, which has become an irreparable regret in my life! So this time, I should and must go send her off on her last journey, because I'm afraid... I'm afraid of regretting again, feeling regretful again..."

  At some point, Chen Haonan's eyes overflowed with tears, which slowly dripped down his cheeks, one drop, two drops, three drops... Ouyang Yiweng took out a tissue and gently helped him wipe them away.