Volume 1 Chapter 65 Polarization

  "Dou Ruo, no matter what, I'll always be by your side." [Ha Shi Ba] "Even if you can't dance, in my heart, you're still just as beautiful." An Junli grabbed Dou Ruo's hand, and Dou Ruo stopped throwing things. "No, this is my life, I love dancing just like I love you." Dou Ruo cried and struggled free from An Junli, squatting on the ground with disheveled hair, looking like a defeated fighting cock.

  "Then let me blend into your life, from now on I'll be with you, and I absolutely won't let you face the future alone." An Junli also squatted down, patiently looking at Du Ruo, and wrapped Du Ruo in his own arms.

  "Junli, thank you for always being by my side. But I will never let go of those who have wronged me." Du Ruo's eyes were filled with resentment, and her normally calm face twisted slightly.

  "Du Ruo, you're really too sharp, like a dagger that always leaves its edge for others. I don't know how to make you give up this posture and stop being ready to fight at all times. I'll let you know that not everyone in the world will turn their backs on you."

  "Junli, thank you so much, because of you I'm willing to believe that my life is no longer a tragedy."

  Fang Li, regardless of whether it's your fault or not, I'll take the blame for Du Ruo's resentment towards you. You should live a happy life, and neither Du Ruo nor I should have entered your life. But we got lost in your world and stumbled along with you for so long, now we should get up and leave your pure world. An Jun Li

  An Junli returned home, closed the door and lay down on his bed weakly. Although there were many painful memories in this house, it still had a magical power of home, An Junli felt relaxed and comfortable as soon as he lay down. Even though it was cold and desolate here.

  Du Ruo, how can I help you? Only I know your deepest pain, but I'm unable to help. You won't accept anyone's financial aid, and I also can't let you know that I see through everything about you. That way, you'll only run further away. An Junli sighed, the warm sunlight shining on his narrowed eyes.

  If An Junli hadn't accidentally seen Du Ruo's diary that day, he wouldn't have known such a Du Ruo, and finally understood why she was so guarded, and finally understood why she didn't care about anything.

  Originally, one day An Junli went to find Du Ruo, Du Ruo was too tired and fell asleep on the table, An Junli wanted to put a coat on her, just saw the diary under Du Ruo's hand.

  Driven by curiosity, An Junli saw a line of words and continued reading.

  If it wasn't for reading Du Ruo's diary this time, An Junli and Du Ruo would have ended up like two people who started thinking about each other. An Junli helped Du Ruo get the first prize, Du Ruo withdrew from Mo Xiao and Fang Li's relationship, and after the competition was over, the two of them were at peace with each other, and that was it.

  But Du Ruo's diary reads: My brother's eyes may not be okay, it's my fault for not getting the first prize money. Who made me not have a useful dad? But I won't blame him, I can only blame fate, but Du Yu is still so young. People say doing good deeds should make you proud, but Xiao Yu was blinded by someone after saving a stranger's child, and now he's in danger of infection again. Why did bad luck come to our family one after another? Why did my dad's company go bankrupt just as I'm about to go abroad to study dance? Why did Xiao Yu go blind on his way to practice piano, why did it happen at a time when we had nothing? I put all my hopes on this competition, if I can win, I'll have money to cure Xiao Yu's illness, Xiao Yu must wait for his sister.

  An Junlei suddenly thought of the content in Du Ruo's diary, and tears slowly fell down, silently disappearing into the torrent of time. Now Du Ruo's last hope is also gone, even sacrificing his lifelong proud capital. Standing on the same track of life, why do some people lose again and again?

  Life is also a polarized phenomenon, where those who are content become increasingly so, while those who are miserable only become more wretched. Pity has never been a popular phrase among people, and in reality, there's no such thing as being young and reckless; only the winners reign supreme. Some rules won't be nullified just because you don't understand them.

  The hospital has already prepared for Du Ruo to be discharged, but without the bonus to cure Du Yu's illness, Du Ruo still dares not to call home. If she can't get a sum of money within a period of time, she will definitely go back home and kill Du Yu with her own hands. Because she would rather have a living brother killed than be humiliated to death by reality, waiting for death due to lack of money is such a great sorrow.

  But Du Ruo would not get money by asking for other people's charity, she felt that even if she robbed a bank herself, it would be more reassuring than that. So at first, she could increase her chances of winning by getting close to Mo Xiao, but she was unwilling to accept Mo Xiao's money for nothing.

  An Junli sent Du Ruo back home and fell asleep as soon as he closed the door. However, he was like a startled cat, waking up at the slightest sound. It's no wonder that since his parents had an accident, he had never felt safe again, even in a confined space, he still had an inexplicable fear deep down.

  "Xiāo, how did you come?" An Junli slowly opened his eyes, and without looking at the light, he knew who it was just by listening to the familiar footsteps. "I know you're tired and must be at home, so I came to see you. Lately, you've been with Du Ruo all the time, and my brother and I haven't had a chance to have a good talk or drink together." "Well, don't waste any more words, quickly hand over the wine in your hand!" An Junli directly asked for the wine in Xiāo's hand without beating around the bush. Xiāo threw the wine over, and An Junli caught it with one hand, opening it and pouring it down his throat, making a satisfied sound. "You're still a good brother, understanding me." An Junli pulled Xiāo onto the bed to sit down. "Of course." The two of them lay on the bed like nothing was wrong, comfortably resting their heads on each other's shoulders. In the days they spent together, they had been through thick and thin side by side, knowing each other's pain, so they understood how to support each other. Whenever An Junli was with Xiāo, he could put down his exhaustion and relax completely. Xiāo could find a sense of belonging; An Junli was the closest person to him, and when they were together, Xiāo felt happy like he was with family. He had said that Xiāo was his gate, which could close off his unhappiness while releasing his longing for beauty. As for Shen Fangli, he himself was like a gate, closing off his joy and love, resisting Fangli's endless chatter.