Chapter 51: I'll Make You Love Me with a Clear Conscience

  Fang Li was paralyzed and sat on the ground, crying helplessly. At this time, an umbrella appeared above her head.

  "Let's break up, sorry Mo Xiao, I don't like you."

  "You like An Junli so much, but he doesn't like you. He only likes Du Ruo. Du Ruo used to like me, but I like you. Don't you think we have a lot of fate? It's just like cats and mice, always escaping from each other, chasing each other, hurting each other."

  He didn't use an umbrella to shelter the dark clouds gathering above Fang Li's head, instead exposing himself to the heavy rain. Rainwater flowed down his nose and dripped off. Sorrow also sank continuously, gradually settling into the hardest place in his heart, which would shake his entire heart with just one touch.

  "Sorry, Mo Xiao. I know you're great, but I couldn't control my feelings for him. I'm like a moth without direction, and I can only rush towards him recklessly, regardless of life or death. The noisy system in my heart is always with me." Fang Li sat directly on the ground, and the rainwater on the ground was like sorrowful waves gathering into a river, washing away the love that didn't belong to them. Fang Li's white dress fell freely to the ground, like a white elegy scattered in her youth.

  "Why do you have to hurt yourself like this, find someone who truly loves you to make up for the pain of loving someone. I am that person who will love you wholeheartedly and treat you well. I will always stand by your side, even if the one you love is Jun Li, I will let your love be justified."

  "Mo Xiao, why are you always so silly, so silly." Fang Li's tears flowed like a fountain, as if the entire sky's rain was pouring into her clear eyes.

  After that, Mo got into the habit of holding Fang Li's hand wherever he went. He would bring Fang Li to all the occasions he attended. He would go all out to be good to Fang Li, pull out a chair for Fang Li, go out to buy Fang Li's favorite drinks, pick dishes for Fang Li, and do everything that Fang Li thought was troublesome.

  "You're doing great, you'll be very happy." An Junli said to Fang Li with a calm and collected expression, his eyes still seeming indifferent to everything.

  "I won't mess up my life just because I like you, making it chaotic and disorderly. I don't allow someone who doesn't belong in my life to become the protagonist of my life. From now on, I will only live for those who love me."

  "Alright, from now on we'll each be happy in our own way." An Junli extended a hand to Fang Lei, but Fang Lei really didn't dare reach out her hand, she just said:

  "Alright, I wish you and Du Ruo happiness."

  Words can be easily spoken, but no matter what, after that, Fang Li and Mo Xiao always had the shadow of An Junli between them.

  Su Xia once said that Fang Li remembered in her heart, when she was heartbroken, she would recite it to herself and tell herself that being hurt by love is just because she's still too foolish, unable to distinguish between medicine and poison.

  Su Xia said, why should we let go decisively after being hurt, and lingering on is just self-destruction. If every woman who has been hurt in love becomes imperfect, then are there any perfect women left in this world?

  What Su Xia says is always considered classic by Fang Li and Meng Xi, but to herself, she only said it strongly and nonchalantly because of her stubbornness.

  Meng Xi once said to Su Xia, "Su Xia, actually until now you can't even deceive yourself, do you like Wei Mingyuan? You discovered that you liked this stubborn Wei Mingyuan when you had no intersection with him at all, but you've been covering up your own heart."

  "You are indeed the same in stubbornness, one is stubborn in love, and the other is stubborn in refusing to love. You are like two stars with the same magnetic field, seemingly so similar, yet repelling and distancing each other."

  Fang Li said to Su Xia, but in her heart she thought of herself. She and An Junli were not the same kind of stubbornness, for a person who loved someone else was stubborn. But An Junli was lucky, he conquered Du Ruo, while she didn't have the ability to conquer An Junli. Mo Xiao could enter her heart, but couldn't drive An Junli out, so his heart would still hurt. It was a kind of suffocating feeling, a helpless and desperate expansion.

  "Wei Mingyuan may love me, but she can't refuse the kindness of others towards him either. Loving someone is too tiring, if there's someone willing to treat him well wholeheartedly, what reason does he have to refuse?"

  "But what's going on with him and Yueyue? Weren't they fine just a few days ago? Besides, Yueyue really likes Wei Mingyuan."

  "Things are hard to predict, I heard he has a new girlfriend, won't she become another An Junlei who welcomes anyone?" Egg suddenly appeared at Su Xia's home wearing a new shirt after being missing for half a month.

  "Egg white, where have you been lately? Do you take me as your girlfriend? You often disappear for ten days or half a month." As soon as she saw Egg White, Meng Xi rushed up to him.

  "Of course, you're the woman I care about the most." Egg Tart said with a playful and irreverent tone.

  "Please tell me, how many women like me are in your heart?" Meng Xi's voice was very thin, and a loud shout made it even thinner, piercing people's eardrums painfully.

  "None of them are as important as you." Egg white still has an attitude of not caring, being nonchalant, picking up a killer to be his wife latest chapter.

  "You... anyway, you first tell me what you've been doing for this half month?"

  "I had a strange thing happen to me..." Eggwhite was just about to start telling an emotional and detailed story when he was interrupted by Meng Xi.

  "Stop, don't say that your phone was lost abroad, and don't say that you had a dream for no reason and found out that half a month has passed. And definitely don't say that you traveled through time and space and just thought of a way to come back today."

  "Are you going to speak?" Meng Xi waited with a frantic heart, making her feel that in the next second he would be standing on the edge of the desert, watching love turn to dust.

  "Isn't it not allowed to say?" Egg white still had an unorthodox expression, didn't take it seriously.

  "You... Yuelin Feng, don't apply those nonsense you used on other girls to me. I'll ask you again, how do you plan to explain this to me." Meng Xi tried to hold back her anger, which might erupt in the next second.

  "I really have no explanation, I can only say that I didn't do anything to wrong you." He said seriously for the first time, with a solemn expression.

  "Why won't you tell me, why?" Meng Xi went crazy and picked up everything within reach, smashing them to the ground. The egg whites, the cup that was given to Meng Xi, the pink notebook - nothing escaped disaster. Su Xia's entire home became a massive crime scene.

  The pages of the book slipped from Egg's face and Dream Creek had already run out of the room in tears.

  Meng Xi:

  Don't blame me for being mean to you, I'm just afraid of being too good to you. I have to make you get used to the days when I'm not around and also make you understand that you can still live well without me. I will slowly exit your life, like a burnt-out matchstick, blown away by a gust of wind. From now on, I'll see you, but you won't remember who I am anymore.

  Egg white

  "Fang Li, are you blaming me for hurting your friend?" Egg Qing asked the remaining Fang Li, but in fact he was more curious why Fang Li didn't go after Meng Xi.

  "I blame you, but you are also my friend. What I least want to see is you guys killing each other. Can you tell me what happened?" Fang Li's extremely serious expression was as if she were at a funeral, her sharp eyes were putting Egg Tart on trial.

  "What's there?" Egg whites can only choose to avoid.

  "You deceived me, you didn't used to be like this, you've been disappearing too frequently and each time it's as if you vanished into thin air. We went to your home to look for you, but the door was locked tight. We mustered up the courage to go to your father's company, worried that something might have happened to you. But when we arrived, your father's secretary said that your father had accompanied you abroad. Isn't this too strange?"

  "There's no need, my dad is old, I should accompany him to relax." Egg's eyes obviously sank, he was afraid that he didn't know how soon he would not be able to accompany his friends again, and secretly watch his beloved Meng Xi. He was afraid that he would never have the chance to accompany his father whom he had hated for so many years.

  "Is that really all, are you afraid of disturbing your mood by making a phone call? Are we so annoying to you?" Fang stepped closer and closer, she wouldn't believe Egg's explanation.

  "Fang, don't ask me again, I have my reasons. I need to do what I think is right." What Egg really needed to do was to love his friends well and take good care of Xi Jue. He absolutely couldn't tell Fang that he was undergoing treatment for a life that was counting down.

  Forget it, maybe we girls really can't understand your world as boys.

  Dang Qing excitedly rushed to Fang Li, smiling and reminding Su Xia that if she liked Ming Yuan, then Ming Yuan was really worth her going all out to chase after him and spend the rest of her life with him.

  Fang Li didn't understand what Egg Tart was looking at, she just thought, "I will definitely find a way to figure out what you're doing behind our backs."

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