47. You're not the wind, I'm not the sand (Second update)
Tomorrow is October 1st, and school is also on holiday. After seeing off her dormitory roommates, Xu Yan sat alone in the dormitory, not knowing what to do, feeling very lonely! So she took out her phone, just wanting to call Jiang Feng, but then thought of his words that day...
Alas, although Xu Yan seemed nonchalant, she actually did mind. Jiang Feng's words that day were so clear, telling Xu Yan he didn't like her, just treating her as a friend... Xu Yan wondered if she should keep some distance?
Xu Yan, what should you do now?
Just got anxious, the phone rang, took a look and it was Jiang Feng calling, Xu Yan bit her lip tightly and hung up. Jiang Feng persisted in calling again and again... On the Nth time, Xu Yan answered with great impatience: "Damn it! I pressed something by mistake! What's wrong with you, calling nonstop like this? Are you possessed or did your wife run away?"
Jiang Feng's mouth twitched violently. "Xu Yan, you've got some nerve! You hung up on me and now you're asking for my help? 'My wife is lost, help me find her.'"
Xu Yan's anger suddenly subsided... The words he said kept echoing in his ears: "My wife is lost, help me find her." Over and over again... It was as if a sharp blade was rubbing back and forth on Xu Yan's heart, the wound not deep but the pain was fatal. Xu Yan didn't understand, could liking someone make him care so much? Was it just because he liked her that his every word made him feel so down?
I used to think that I could die for love, but now I understand that love can't kill us. It will only prick us with a needle in the most painful place, cut us with a knife, and torture us. Then we are left with no tears to cry, tossing and turning, becoming experts at enduring illness, and being tempered like steel. By then... you are not the wind, I am not the sand, and even if we cling to each other, we can't reach the ends of the earth.
"Oh, it's gone, so be it." Xuyan said calmly, "What does it have to do with me? You can't even take care of your own wife, and I'm supposed to help you keep an eye on her? Besides, I didn't even know you had a wife!" Xuyan spoke with a sour tone, feeling uncomfortable in her heart. At this moment, she had no idea that Jiang Feng really didn't have a girlfriend...
"Every time I make a joke, why are you so serious?" Jiang Feng said helplessly, "Didn't you say my wife was lost?"
"Joking? Then you don't have a wife?" Xu Yan suddenly regained his energy, what a weirdo.
"Say, we've known each other for so long, is there anything about me you don't know?"
Xu Yan thought about it and realized that just now... she suddenly remembered, it was something she said casually, Jiang Feng's servant was trying to shut her up, so he casually said it. Xu Yan heavily knocked on her own head: "Idiot!"
"What? How did I become an idiot again?" Jiang Feng was speechless. What had he done, and how did he go from being a fool to becoming an idiot?
"I said... why do you like picking fights! What's the point of calling!"
"Want to go out and have some fun? I'll take you out for dinner."
"I won't go! I won't eat!" Xuyan was still in a huff!
"Not going? Not eating? Are you sure? It's still early now, it'll be dark soon... The rumor in the girls' dorm..."
Jiang Feng was absolutely intentional, he dragged out the tone and then stopped talking, just waiting for Xu Yan's reaction. Jiang Feng counted silently in his heart, five, four, three, two... "I'm going!" Jiang Feng was shocked, a second faster than expected.
"Okay, good, very well-behaved, I'm waiting for you downstairs, come down!"
Xu Yan ran to the window and looked out, and indeed saw Jiang Feng standing under the dormitory building. He was looking up at her with his head raised, Xu Yan had a feeling of a white-clothed prince riding a white horse... Hmm, Xu Yan really was fantastical. Jiang Feng was clearly wearing blue jeans and a black T-shirt, so how could he become a white-clothed prince? Was Xu Yan colorblind?
Xu Yan quickly changed her clothes, today she wore a light blue jeans and white T-shirt, casually combed her hair, and walked out of the dormitory. Who knew that as soon as she stepped out, she ran into Liu Hongxia, who asked: "Going on a date?"
Xu Yan coldly swept past her and walked away after she turned around. Liu Hongxia laughed: "Hey, fool, don't run to the wrong place!"
"Hum, who wants you to manage this river east lion? You think you can date when you run to the wrong place and still have to run!"
After finishing speaking, Xu Yan was about to quickly go downstairs. She really wanted to hurry up and leave, but suddenly felt that being scolded by her again was very unpleasant. So Xu Yan turned around, with a smiling face: "Oh, I forgot, He Dong has at least someone who married him, someone who loves him! I know you don't!"
He finished speaking and turned around to leave.
Liu Hongxia was so angry she stomped her feet, who told her that nobody loved her!
Xu Yan arrived downstairs and saw Jiang Feng, feeling a bit sad and unsure of how to face him. He didn't expect that the difference between facing each other in person and looking from upstairs would be so great! "Yan Yan, you're so slow!"
"I'm a girl, I have to dress up." Xuyan said with a guilty conscience. Although she did dress up a bit, most of the time was wasted on staring down Liu Hongxia, wasn't it?
Jiang Feng seemed to have heard some earth-shattering joke, laughing so hard that his shoulders were shaking. Xu Yan glared at Jiang Feng, "I'm watching you, how long are you going to laugh?"
Jiang Feng coughed: "Yan Yan, I think you're not suitable for telling this kind of cold joke."
"But I see you're laughing very happily!"
"I didn't mean to. Actually, I wasn't going to laugh, but when I thought of you standing in front of the mirror and dressing yourself up... honestly, do you know how shocking that is? Actually, I think it's a cold joke when others say it, because women dressing up is normal, but when you say it, it's... terrifying."
Xu Yan's eyes twitched, Jiang Feng you sister, can't I be a girl? Did I dress up for nothing? You wait for me, one day I'll scare you to death! Xu Yan made up her mind, on some future day she would dress up properly and scare Jiang Feng blind!
Alas, poor Jiang Feng, did you know that Xu Niang is now calculating in her heart how to scare you to death? Did you know she's calculating how to scare your eyes blind?
"Where are we going to eat?" Xuyan abruptly changed the subject, of course she wouldn't let Jiang Feng see her calculations.
"Where do you want to go eat?"
"Didn't you say you'd take me out for a good meal?" Xǔ Yán asked in confusion.
"We were just calling Zhang Yan, and Gao Yuan hasn't left yet. The four of us... are a bit short-handed, why don't we call your dorm mates..." Jiang Feng suddenly remembered that he had come to find Xu Yan because everyone in his dorm had already left. Jiang Feng smiled awkwardly: "My memory has been bad lately."
"It's obvious, money can cure everything." Xǔ Yán said indifferently.
"What's wrong? You seem less happy today."
"No, it's not that I'm unhappy, it's just that I'm scared. I don't know what to do at night... Although you're with me now, but you're not a girl, so you can't stay in the girls' dormitory... At night, won't I still be alone?!" Xu Yan was indeed thinking this way, she was afraid. In fact, she didn't even know what she was really afraid of, was it being alone by herself or was it the loneliness?
"Say say, I will give you a call, how's your sleep?"
"Really?" Xǔ Yán's eyes sparkled as he stared at Jiāng Fēng, making his eyes dizzy.
He nodded, and Xu Yan lowered her head and smiled secretly, she didn't even know why she was smiling...
"Let's go, let's go! Go eat first!"
Xu Yan nodded and followed Jiang Feng as he walked towards the snack street on Qipai Boulevard.
I'm really out of stock... Will I have to stop updating in a few days?? So, if it's not necessary, I'll temporarily update once a day from now on! Lately, work has been too busy, and finally, on a day off, I went out to play, nothing serious!
