Distant Kiss
"Are you kidding me?" Seeing Xu Yan didn't respond, Gao Yuan asked again: "You really don't care?"
Xu Yan looked at her own shoes and sighed, saying: "Alas, I originally wanted to wear high heels on purpose to win today's bet, so that I would look more like a woman, more gentle! But who knew such a thing would happen, ruining my dinner plans!" Xu Yan suddenly changed the subject to her shoes, wait, did Xu Yan say she was wearing high heels?
She glanced at her feet in disbelief, and indeed they were high heels. She couldn't believe that Xu Yan, a tomboy, would wear high heels! Wait, what was going on? They weren't even discussing this topic, were they? She added hastily: "Xu Yan, answer my question first!"
"Yes, I don't care, just like you said, my life doesn't need others to evaluate."
"Is it okay if Dong Jie is the only one who decides?" Gao Yuan's anger turned into a smile.
Xu Yan thought for a moment, nodded, and then shook her head: "It's now, but not necessarily in the future. Maybe one day I'll forget him, but... let's talk about that when that day comes!" Xu Yan felt that she was open-minded, waved her hand, as if everything was fine. But Xu Yan said she was open-minded, actually it was just what she said, but in her heart, she didn't necessarily think so.
Gaoyuan didn't like the lack of spirit in Xu Yan's words, Xu Yan... should always be a tomboy type, otherwise she wouldn't be Xu Yan! Gaoyuan was conflicted, she said it didn't matter, was that true? Why not try to see how it goes? Gaoyuan was thinking to herself.
Gaoyuan pulled up Xuyan, who was sitting on the ground, and didn't care that she was wearing high heels at the moment, or whether she would sprain her ankle. He tightly wrapped his arms around her waist, holding her close: "Since you really don't mind, then I'll tell you, I like you. Accept me, and maybe you can quickly forget about Dongjie. To forget a past love, you have to start a new one, how about it?"
Xu Yan shook her head: "I won't do that, it's self-deception, and I don't think this can make me forget my old love." Xu Yan struggled for a moment, unable to break free from Gao Yuan's tight hug: "Let go of me, you and I are just ordinary friends, I don't want others to misunderstand us."
"But I really like you! Yan Yan, will you promise me? I'll treat you well."
Xu Yan shook her head, "Do you really like me? I don't think so. Gao Yuan, let's just be friends!"
"Alright, I'll show you!" He said and went to kiss her. Xuyan dodged: "A forced melon is not sweet. And I don't like others touching me." Gaoyuan secretly laughed in his heart, Xuyan, don't you still have something that concerns you?
"Who says it's not sweet? Even a strong and stubborn melon can be sweet too. If you're with me, I promise I'll take good care of you, protect you. I won't hurt you." After saying that, he wrapped his arms around Xu Yan and leaned against the wall, about to kiss her.
Xu Yan was after all a girl, no matter how tough she usually acted, or how much of a tomboy she was, she was still a girl, and what's more, she was a weak girl! She naturally couldn't push him away, so in the end, she was kissed by Gao Yuan! After tasting Xu Yan's sweetness, he became infatuated and wanted to take things further, his hand slowly reaching into her clothes. Xu Yan felt that he only had one hand holding her down, so she struggled with all her might, but still couldn't break free, so she lifted her foot...
She had wanted to kick him in the groin, but then thought better of it - what if she kicked too hard and he became disabled? She'd have to pay compensation for the rest of her life. It was a good thing that Xu Yan could still think clearly at this moment, who knows what's going on inside her head! Can't help but say, she's really a magnolia flower.
She then turned to viciously trample on his instep, at this time after all it was late summer and early autumn, everyone's shoes were thin, plus she happened to be wearing high heels today! The saying that heaven won't help those who don't help themselves is probably just like this. Xun Yan thought so, feeling very fortunate for herself.
As expected, Xu Yan successfully escaped the devil's claws. She ran under the light to prevent herself from being taken advantage of again: "Sorry, if you want to be friends, I think I can pretend nothing happened. But if you don't want to, I don't care either. Having one more friend doesn't make a difference, and having one less doesn't matter."
"Hmph, pretending to be noble." Gaoyuan scolded himself in his heart, how could he have lost control just now, and now his mouth was still so cheap, how could he say such a thing! It's clearly not what he really thought...
Most of the boys in college are like this, most of them are interested in you but don't really like or love you, they just think you're interesting or pretty. From the start, they weren't sincere. And now there are also many who go to a hotel on the first day of dating and break up after a few days. So, a reaction like Xu Yan's would naturally be seen as pretending to be noble in their eyes.
But actually, Gao Yuan didn't mean it that way. He intentionally acted like a bad person because Xu Yan said she didn't care, he wanted to make her understand that in fact, she did care. Even if she got angry, he still had to let her know that her life was for herself, not for Dong Jie!
"I don't care what I do with men. I never have! Even if it's sleeping with them, as long as I'm willing, that's all that matters. What I care about is my self-respect. Others may not respect me, but I won't disrespect myself. I know exactly what I've done. Whether or not I'm pretending to be noble is also none of your business. As the saying goes, 'if our goals are different, then our paths will not converge.' Since that's the case, we have different goals and shouldn't collaborate."
Xu said as soon as he finished speaking, suddenly thought of something and turned back to say: "Right, you just said... the sweet melon that was forced to be sweet is it? Then hug your own sweet melon and go to sweetness! Oh, right, I want to warn you, eating too much can easily get diabetes!" After finishing, he also squeezed his eyes, then left with a swagger.
Gao Yuan watched her leaving figure and smiled, Xu Yan, you still care, you're not as indifferent as you said. At least your self-esteem is something you care about, no one can trample on your self-esteem. This is an irrefutable fact, even Dong Jie cannot!
Suddenly I feel like my foot is a bit sore? "Ah!" Gaoyuan suddenly remembered that his foot was also trampled by her! This dead girl doesn't know how to be gentle! By the way, would you let go of her if she were gentle?

