Counter poison with poison
I put down the phone and immediately drove my wheelchair to open the door. In front of me was a girl with clear eyebrows and eyes, about 1 meter 65 centimeters tall, with short student hair that reached her eyebrows, wearing glasses, dressed in a red down jacket and striped trousers. I couldn't connect the bloody words "I want to kill" with this beautiful, slender, yet elegant-looking girl who looked like a typical student. I even doubted whether she was the girl who made the phone call. She was too clever.
Forced a smile:
"Teacher Si, looking at me like this, does it seem like I would be capable of murder?"
As soon as she finished speaking, a hint of coldness flashed across her face that was hard to detect. My professional instincts told me that this wasn't just a simple client, she must have gone through too much for someone of her age. I didn't speak immediately, but kept staring at her with my eyes. I don't know what kind of gaze it was at the time, but later she told me that it made her heart skip a beat.
"Could you tell me your name? If you don't want to reveal your real name, a temporary alias would be fine for our conversation."
"Why make up a fake name? I didn't do anything shameful, my name is Bai Xue and I'm 17 years old."
What a beautiful name - Baixue! This pure white snowflake, how did it become the little demon king who wants to kill people? In order to let her say everything she wanted to say, I intentionally turned the topic around and guided her to talk about her experiences. Our conversation started like this...
Bai Xue, a high school student in her second year. Her parents divorced when she was very young, and she lived with her father. Due to family reasons, she had been self-abased since childhood, always walking alone to and from school, introverted and not sociable. Despite this, her classmates still bullied her, calling her "the poor girl without a mother"; often suffered from her classmates' beatings and scoldings, sometimes crying all the way home, wiping away tears before arriving home. Her father did not remarry because of her, but she did not receive the paternal love she deserved. One time, Bai Xue returned home injured, but instead of receiving sympathy from her father, he scolded her, "You're a stupid pig, can't even protect yourself, got beaten up, serves you right!" She lay in bed crying for a long, long time...
The next day on the way to school, several male classmates blocked her again, punching and kicking her. Just as she was at a loss, one of the boys took out a pencil sharpener and cut her hand. The weak little girl was suddenly enraged, pouncing on the boys like a madwoman, scratching, clawing, hitting and kicking. In the end, those boys ran away without her even noticing. This time, she tasted the flavor of "the soft are afraid of the hard, the hard are afraid of those who don't care about their lives".
With a body full of injuries, her hands still bleeding, and her heart also bleeding, she returned to the classroom with trepidation. When she saw the teacher, she cried grievously. Because she didn't have a mother, she felt that the person closest to her was the teacher. But what she never expected was that when the teacher saw the bloodstains all over her body, not only did she not ask any questions, but also scolded her harshly without distinguishing right from wrong, and sternly ordered her:
"Ask your mom to come to school for a while."
She said: "I don't have a mom..."
The teacher said with a sarcastic tone:
"No wonder! A child without a mother is indeed ill-mannered!"
This weak, self-abased and helpless child's already extremely fragile self-esteem was thoroughly shattered by the teacher's words. She said that as soon as the teacher spoke, she felt a sharp pain in her heart like being stabbed with a knife. She rushed out of the classroom and didn't go to school for several days. She went to ask those big kids who dared to fight and were feared by everyone for advice. Unexpectedly, as soon as she spoke, she was kicked out of the door. Her mouth was bleeding, her arm was broken, but she didn't cry. She got up and walked to the person she thought was the most formidable, a man named Big Head, and begged: "Big Head brother, I'm a child without a mother, always bullied at school, and discriminated against by teachers..." She stretched out her hand that had been cut open, and tears flowed down.
The big head pressed down on her head and turned around to say to his younger brothers:
"If you see anyone bullying her again, just teach them a lesson and I'll take responsibility if anything happens. What I hate the most are those who bully the weak and fear the strong, don't they have mothers or do they think they're sinless?"
Originally, "Big Head" was a child without a mother. His father had been sentenced to life imprisonment for his crimes when he was very young, and his mother had abandoned him. He began wandering the streets, growing up amidst beatings and scuffles. He couldn't remember how many times his head had bled or how many bones in his body had been broken, but he had never been to a hospital or taken any medicine. He had his own principles for being human: he never bullied girls, nor did he steal money from the elderly or children. Therefore, all the wild kids were willing to follow him. The kick White Snow received earlier was a test to see if she was worthy; if she had cried loudly at that moment, she would have been rejected outright. White Snow bravely got up, and especially since her miserable circumstances were similar to his own, he took her in as an "apprentice".
From then on, Bai Xue was no longer afraid of being bullied. It was also from that day on that she began to fight back without mercy against anyone who bullied her. When she first clenched her fist and punched a boy who had once made her tremble with fear, causing his nose to bleed, she felt an unprecedented thrill. Before long, she became known as "Little Heroine", and no one dared to touch her again. At that time, she was only thirteen years old.
She started playing truant, disrupting classroom discipline, beating and scolding her classmates, forcing younger classmates to carry her schoolbag and bring things from home for her. She really became a naughty girl. The school would often summon her father to talk to him, and when she got home, she would be beaten. After a long time, her father also got tired of it and stopped going to the school whenever they called. Bai Xue's academic performance got worse and worse, and her father was at his wit's end. In anger, he drove her out, and she had to wander the streets. How much she yearned to meet her mother on the road! But her mother had long since remarried and had children of her own.
Seeing peers having happy families with loving fathers and mothers, she also has a father and mother, but does not have the love that her parents should give her. She begins to resent this world, taking pleasure in hurting others and causing them trouble.
Just a while ago, a lower grade student had her money stolen. Because it was dark, the child didn't see clearly who did it and wrongly accused her. She repeatedly assured the teacher that she didn't steal, no matter how sincerely she confessed to the teacher, the teacher just wouldn't believe her and arbitrarily said:
"No matter if you admit it or not, it was you who stole it. Only you could do such a bad thing..." In front of the whole class, she got angry and had a big argument with the teacher. The teacher wouldn't let her attend classes, no matter how hard she begged. With exams approaching, she didn't ask for excellent grades, but at least passing was necessary. However, the teacher still refused to let her attend classes and sent her to the security department for processing. If she still didn't admit it, they would send her to a detention center. Her father not only didn't care about her but also said that if she went into the detention center, he would cut off all ties with her. Feeling hopeless, in a fit of rage, she bought a knife on the street and planned to kill the teacher.
