Chapter 83: A Good Medicine is a Jealous Servant

  They say I'm Feng Tengxu's lucky charm, so I have to take on the responsibility of helping him recover from his illness. But how did it turn into me having to accompany him in bathing and sleeping?

  He even forced himself to say that his words were orders, and if I didn't obey, he would find a way to make me.

  I got myself into a kind of dead end, needing him to save me, but losing myself...

  "It's not like it's the first time anyway, what's there to be entangled about!" Feng Tongxu asked me with a cool face, and then pulled my hand out again.

  Looking at his impatient and incomprehensible expression, I really had the urge to spit. But as soon as I thought of Xiong Xiaotuo's uncertain fate, my heart began to darken. It turned out that this was the feeling of being oppressed, just like being brutally deceived and never being able to exist fully again.

  I feel like I've already been messed with by Feng Tongxu, so in terms of words, I don't want to be too polite to him either. Coldly, I sneered: "I just think that your love for Mo Qianer is really cheap!"

  I thought Feng Tongxu's love for Mo Qianer was deep, even if I looked like her, he wouldn't do anything to me. But now? When he wants to behave in such a way, don't think I'll be too friendly to him.

  Feng Tongxu seemed to have anticipated my reaction, so he didn't get angry either. He just said calmly: "She's already gone, even if it was something precious, I wouldn't be able to get anything out of it. Besides, you should feel honored instead, not every woman can get on...my bed!"

  Men are really practical animals. Once the old lover is gone, they don't need to care about other women, whether it's true love or not. Is a man's true love only for his first woman? This doesn't seem right either, wasn't I also Zhan Zhonglan's first woman? If it weren't for "him" and Xu Yuanyuan getting together, then I wouldn't have broken up with him either.

  If, as expected, I also thought about it. Get married after graduation. However, the initial romantic fantasy eventually became a beautiful happy bubble. The farther it floats, the more invisible and traceless it becomes.

  Unexpectedly, the warm water pool was very close to Huan Xuan Ge. Only about a hundred steps away.

  And what about his so-called treatment? Just thinking about it makes me blush and my heart skip a beat, I don't want to do that kind of thing with him. But at the same time, I don't want to see my companions come to harm, even though they're just handsome men I met while doing tasks, but I genuinely consider them as my own people. If it weren't for them, who knows, maybe I'd already be dead.

  If sacrificing me can save a few of them, then it's worth it!

  Then. Feng Tongxu loosened his hands and took off his clothes by himself. I didn't have the mood to appreciate his body, so I just looked away.

  "Take off your clothes and get in!" Feng Tongxu's cold voice rang out.

  I had my hand on my waist, but I still couldn't bring myself to do it, and even my hands were shaking.

  "Are you still asking me to help you take it off?" Feng Tuo Xu's voice was like a devil, forcing himself to make an unwilling decision. If he let him touch himself, he would definitely take the opportunity to eat tofu. He had no intention of being with himself, and only treated himself as a medicine person!

  A tragic fate has already been sealed, and do I still want to struggle? Nothing is more important than saving them. Closing my eyes, I took off my clothes, then, not daring to look at my naked body, I looked forward and stepped into the warm water pool.

  However, this time the warm water had a fragrance of medicinal herbs. So, it seems that this arrogant leader of the Li Heng Sect really thinks I'm a precious medicine that can cure his illness?

  "Help me wipe my back!" Feng Tongxu also didn't look at me, he just gave orders.

  But my heart is trembling with fear that he might drown himself in the warm water. However, didn't we say we would sleep together? I guess he won't be in a hurry, right?

  Holding the cloth to gently wipe his sturdy back, I truly felt anxious, every thought was flustered, I didn't know how many more days of such a life I still had to go through, even if he clearly said it would be for several days, I didn't dare confirm whether he would go back on his word.

  Peacefully bathed with Feng Tongxu, and didn't go to sleep immediately. He ordered someone to prepare a sumptuous meal for me. Looking at the table, the dishes were full of color, fragrance, and flavor, but I had no appetite at all.

  Now I'm just a fat sheep to be slaughtered by Feng Tongxu, it's hard for me to truly be happy. All I hope is that these few days will pass in the blink of an eye, but now I've also fallen into deep confusion.

  I don't like this kind of life, in the past, I was never suffered in the real world, always being pampered by my family and cared for by friends, but now, I'm treated as a slave by Feng Tongxu!

  When can I truly own myself? Or should I find a way to become stronger and not always rely on others, because when others help you with things, they always want to gain something in return. If there's no gain, then people who genuinely do things for themselves are probably non-existent...

  "Eat your fill, drink to your heart's content, and then you'll have the energy to serve me properly, right?" Feng Tongxu still spoke in a tone devoid of any emotion, and then picked up a piece of crispy fried chicken to eat.

  "Uh-huh, got it." I could only reply faintly. Originally, I didn't want to eat a big meal, but then I thought about it - if I don't fill myself up a bit, where would I get the energy to escape? And besides, he's bullying me like this, and if I appear too weak, wouldn't that just be what he wants?

  Suddenly, a harsh female voice came from outside the door: "Let me in quickly, why are you even stopping me!"

  However, listening to that voice, I feel like it's very similar to the woman in pink clothes I saw last time. Could it be her?

  Haha, his troubles have arrived, just thinking about it makes my mood a bit brighter, I couldn't help but raise an eyebrow and tease: "See, your little lover has come to your doorstep, let's see how you'll explain this!"

  "Ying Mo sister, she's not even my little lover." Feng Tong Xu just shook his head and turned to ask me: "What? Are you jealous?"

  "I don't need to eat vinegar, it turns out you know him, why not meet up and see what happens!" I was thinking that if Feng Tongxu could meet with that woman named Yingyu, then I could take advantage of their argument to slip away, or go outside and try to summon my handsome guys.

  Here, I don't find it convenient to summon them, because this is the place farthest from Heng Jiao, and what they lack the least is people. The principle of being outnumbered, I understand. So, only after I escape myself can I conveniently call them over.

  Anyway, it's too long and troublesome, I don't have time to think about it, just want to escape!

  "Are you sure you want to meet up? Are you sure it's worth wasting our precious dinner time for someone insignificant?" Feng Tongxu didn't have any opposing views, but instead turned the question back on me. But why did I always feel a little off about this, as if we were a couple or something, when in fact we were nothing at all?!

  Just like Feng Tung-hsu said before, I'm just the one he wants to use to cure his illness! Hehe... Is it possible that's what it is? In fact, he was pretending to be calm and intentionally asking me what to do, as long as I agreed, he could avoid seeing her. But do I have to sacrifice myself for him and not see this emotional sister?

  "Confirmed." I replied crisply, meeting Feng Tuo Xu's icy gaze fearlessly. In fact, compared to Nai Si's previous coldness, I think Feng Tuo Xu might be even more so, because he seems to have everything, yet appears somewhat unresigned. Although I don't understand what he's unresigned about, I just have this feeling...

  The cold Feng Tuo Xu seemed unwilling to accept something, then began to recklessly trample on other people's lives!

  "Alright, I'll listen to you." Feng Tongxu didn't say anything else, but instead said to the outside: "Let her in!"

  Only saw a woman in pink clothes entering the house, when she saw him, her beautiful eyes were filled with spring, but when she saw me beside him, her face turned bad again.

  "Brother Feng Tongxu, haven't seen you for a few days, are you feeling better?" Zhu Yingmeng asked with a warm smile, as if I didn't exist.

  *Sigh*... It feels like a chore. Just now, she was making a fuss outside wanting to see Feng Tuo Xu, and now she's being overly polite here. It can't be denied that Feng Tuo Xu has great charm, even at this late hour, there are still people who want to see him. Is it possible that if it were an ordinary day, she would still want to stay overnight?

  I couldn't help but want to shake off the yellow thoughts in my mind, scolding myself for not being able to. Feng Tengxu had nothing to do with me, so why did he provoke that woman?

  If they can make peace like Qin and Jin, from now on, spare me one horse, maybe I will even thank this woman in pink clothes. However... looking at Feng Tuo Xu's attitude when he spoke to me just now, there is a feeling that he wants to take advantage of this girl!

  "You won't need to study Huoxue Wan or Lingxue Dan anymore, your body has already developed drug resistance, and they have no effect at all." Feng Tongxu just gave Zhu Ying a faint smile, but his smile did not reach his eyes.

  I couldn't help but mutter to myself: What a complicated man, he actually wanted to dump her, yet still had the nerve to flirt with her?

  "Brother Akira, I know you must be blaming me, but I won't give up. One day, I'll develop a medicine that can cure your illness. Please don't give up, okay?" Zhu Yingmei's face turned pale again, looking genuinely worried about him, yet her eyes still shone with determination.

  "No need, I already have a better medicine!" Feng Tongxu's gaze fell on me, and he said slowly: "She is my lucky charm, as long as she is here, one day my illness will be cured, so don't bother yourself!"

  "Her?" Zhu Yingmei looked at me with an incredulous expression, then turned her head and accused: "Xu Gege, don't joke about your own body, she just looks like Mo Qianer and can't help you cure your illness!"

  "As soon as she appeared, my poison was cured, this is the most powerful evidence!" Feng Tongxu looked at Zhu Yingmeng with a calm face.

  I suddenly felt a bit nervous, afraid that he would say something like "sleeping with me can cure the illness" and I would be too ashamed to show my face!