Chapter 82: Don't Want to be a Stand-in
A fake marriage was what I thought of as a temporary measure. I reckon that Feng Tengxu, who has no interest in me, would agree with both hands and feet.
"Fake? Are you sure?" Feng Tung-hsu's eyes flashed with a hint of uncertainty as he asked me.
Looking at his astonished expression, and the ambiguous movements lingering between us... Just now I didn't successfully push him away, only because he mentioned that masked man's intentions did I bring up the proposal of a fake marriage.
This sudden discovery made my little face play, extremely shy and wanting to push him away, but Feng Tuo Xu had a bad heart and hugged me tightly. Making the original body still have fine gaps, now it's really closely attached, feeling his extremely solid chest, just feel like there is a ball of fire in my body, constantly bursting out.
"Let go of me, I don't want to be anyone's substitute!" I shouted loudly, how could I tolerate Feng Tuo Xu's impudent approach? Did he really think I would take Mo Qian Er's place? I can endure uncle's behavior but not this kind of outcome!
Although Feng Tongxu is the master of this sect, I am absolutely unwilling to become someone's substitute. Although I have already had a physical relationship with him, that was just an accident. I cannot let accidents keep happening, otherwise, it would be too unfair to myself!
"I didn't say you're someone's substitute, but your innocence is gone. If you don't follow me, who can you follow?" Feng Tongxu raised an eyebrow and asked me with a rich and playful tone, his strength was reduced, but still made it impossible for me to escape his grasp.
Feng Tongxu's words make me feel uncomfortable. He really is a pot that can't be mentioned, not a clean body, how many men can accept it? I don't know if people here have such outdated ideas. However, in our real society, even if a woman has been divorced, as long as she still has charm, she can also be very popular.
I would rather not settle for this, it's really unacceptable, and he still can't forget that Mo Qian'er.
"This isn't your concern. In short, I don't want to be a substitute for anyone!" I glared at Feng Tuo Xu, unable to push him away. Honestly, why did it have to be me? Can't we just have a marriage without any actual benefits? Anyway, he and I didn't have feelings for each other, so there was no need to do the things that couples should do."
Moreover, what I'm even more afraid of is that Feng Tuo Xu will subconsciously treat himself as a substitute for Mo Qian Er. Moreover, Mo Qian Er has been in his heart for a long time. It's impossible to make him forget all at once, and just this face of mine can probably remind him what he lost.
"I didn't say you were someone's substitute." Feng Tongxu suddenly let go of me. Then, pointing to the painting on the wall, he said: "Although you and she look very alike. But you are you. She is her."
"If it's really like that, then what's wrong with us pretending to be a couple?" I just don't get it, if Feng Tuo Xu also thinks that we're not meant to be, then why does he still want to make our fake relationship real?
"You should understand one thing, she's really gone, and we had that relationship because of an accident. I just want to take responsibility. Maybe there was never a what-if between you and me, but that accident gave us a what-if. And last time, when you and I did that, didn't use any protection, can you guarantee there won't be any consequences?" Feng Tuo Xu suddenly lowered his hand, asking me with a hint of implication.
As I saw his gaze suddenly shoot towards my belly, I also felt strange. Subconsciously touched it a bit, but didn't feel anything...
It's impossible, it can't be that easy! I didn't expect that the master of a sect would be willing to marry an emotionless woman just for that unexpected reason. Doesn't he have any other women besides Mo Qian'er?
The face of the woman in pink flashed through his mind, no way, he must have had many women, could it be that he wanted to get together just to get rid of those annoying girls? Thinking carefully, this is also possible.
"I think..." I deliberately prolonged the tone and said loudly: "It's impossible for me to be so unlucky, just once and I got your seed!"
"Besides, if you want to get rid of someone, I can help you with that. However, please don't think about using marriage as an excuse, okay?" I've said everything I wanted to say, and all I hope is that Feng Tuo Xu will accept my proposal, then we can just have a fake marriage."
On one hand, it can satisfy the requirements of the masked man, and on the other hand, it can also save people.
"Am I really that scary? The position of the mistress, is it what many women dream of?" Feng Tongxu asked me with a puzzled face. Looking at the doubt in his eyes, I also knew that it would be hard for him to believe, but as a modern woman, how could I be swayed by so-called status?
"Yes, many people want to, but that doesn't include me!" I replied firmly, because that's the fact. I don't need to cater to anyone or change for anyone.
"This matter will stop here, anyway, he just said that we should get married in a year, and now you are nominally my fiancée, anyway, I have to say so to outsiders, just remember not to refute it at that time." Feng Tongxu said coldly, although he didn't show it, but I know, maybe he's unhappy.
Maybe it's because I dared to disobey Feng Tongxu's meaning, making him feel very embarrassed? However, this can't be blamed on me, can it? Am I supposed to enter a loveless marriage? By doing so, I'm also doing it for his own good. If he gets locked down by me, he won't have the chance to encounter true love either.
Her gaze fell unconsciously on the portrait, never expecting that he and Mo Qianer would match so well... Although I look very similar to her, but the temperament shown in my eyes is different, always feeling that there is a bit more gentleness in her eyes, and the small face is filled with a happy aura.
That's happiness... I was also thinking that if Mo Qianer hadn't died, perhaps Feng Tuo Xu would really be happy now.
"Uh-huh, okay." As long as Feng Tung-hsu doesn't make things difficult for himself, I'm willing to answer any questions.
However, since you've already come, as the person who's supposed to bring me good fortune, shouldn't you be taking good care of my illness? Feng Tuo Xu actually curled up his lips and smiled lightly.
I couldn't help but feel a shock, he who doesn't smile often, this one smile seemed to be able to move people's hearts, as if it was frozen in this second. However, he said something about me being his lucky charm, saying that I had to cure his illness, and honestly, I really didn't understand what he meant!
"Cure his illness? I'm not a doctor!" I felt greatly perplexed, why should I help him cure his illness myself? Besides, how am I supposed to know how to treat his illness?
"To be honest, I'm also puzzled. Normally, when my cold toxin acts up, even if I soak in a warm water pool, I need to lie down for several days. But because of your unexpected intrusion, it seems...I can still walk around freely now. So, I think..." Feng Tuo Xu's gaze fell on me again, and he said slowly: "Or perhaps..."
"Stop it..." I shook my head immediately and said, "This is because Master taught you the unparalleled martial arts, so you can already practice to the point where you can control the cold poison by yourself. It's absolutely not because of what we did!"
Alas... If he really thought that it's good to have done that kind of thing with me, then wouldn't I become a sex slave in disguise? No way!
"Your words are definitely wrong, because I didn't practice any skills at all. However, if my physical condition doesn't recover a bit, it's also impossible for me to let you and them reunite, so you'd better stay by my side for a few more days!" Feng Tongxu actually gave the order with an overbearing face, listening to his words, I felt uncomfortable from the start.
"It's not because of that kind of thing, don't even think about it..." I shook my head, the more I said, the redder my face became.
"I didn't say that I must do this, but... " Feng Tongxu suddenly said in a low voice: "It's just that I hope you can sleep with me and take a bath together!"
"Ah......" I listened to Feng Tung-hsu's words, and my entire face felt even redder. Excuse me, what's the difference between taking a bath together and sleeping together, and being real lovers?
"You should know, my words are orders. If you don't obey, I'll use force, because I have the right to do so. Even if the poison in my body hasn't been fully cleared, you're still no match for me!" Feng Tongxu said slowly and calmly, his threat making me feel like my world was about to be destroyed. Why is this happening? I really feel like I'm heading towards a tragedy!
It's really the weak are bullied by others, and the weak horses are ridden by others. He actually dares to threaten himself, is it really beyond his own expectations? ! Or maybe, in this world, there are really no good people... He, a sect master of Li Heng Jiao, how can he be sincere for himself? In the end, he is still doing it for himself!
If I don't take a bath with him, if I don't sleep with him, or even if I don't let myself see them safe and sound. It turns out that from the moment I was chosen to be a beautiful summoner, my miserable fate had already been sealed.
I want to return to the real world, but I have to rely on their power. But if I continue to be used by them like this, can I still retain my former innocence and simplicity?
Feng Tuo Xu is right in front of me, but to me, he's a devil!
"What? You hate me now?" Feng Tuo Xu's words sounded icy and sarcastic.
"Knowing the answer, yet asking." I rolled my eyes at Feng Tongxu, and suddenly felt very helpless. At this point, there really was no one who could help me, it turned out that the world of the weak is pitiful!
Apart from being constantly exploited and bullied, what else can be gained?
"Let's get started now!"
My heart is rapidly freezing, I just want all of this to end soon! I really want to escape, but where can I go?

