Chapter 18: Heartbreaking Confession

  "Sister, I thought you would understand me, but you don't either!" Mo Xiao covered her burning face and ran out crying.

  Zhu sister irritably sighed and sat on a chair, staring blankly.

  She couldn't understand it, what was wrong with her own sister? What kind of trick had Yang Yanjie used to bewitch her sister into this state?!

  It seems that fox spirit doesn't just refer to women, but also men!

  Mo Xiao Xiao went to the supermarket in a dispirited manner and bought some beer, sat by the pond, blowing in the cold wind, drinking her sorrows away, tears streaming down her face, unsure if it was because of her sister's scolding or her own incompetence, perhaps both.

  "I'm really afraid you'll accidentally jump into the pond!" Ji Teng said with a smile, strolling over and sitting down beside Mo Xiao.

  Mo Xiao raised her eyes and then lowered her head, she didn't know what to say. Since they broke up, Ji Teng had been calling every day, sending text messages, saying all the good things, but Mo Xiao was stubborn and couldn't turn that corner, which left Ji Teng speechless.

  "You, for the sake of someone who isn't worth it, punish yourself, that's your own fault. But you're punishing us too, don't you think that's unfair to us?" Ji Teng said with a bitter smile.

  Moist and silent, with both hands tightly grasping the wine can, the easy-pull can has already started to deform.

  "In this world, even if you don't owe anyone else, you can't owe yourself. You've been tormenting yourself for so long, why can't you let go? I'll tell you! Everyone says that the two of you are impossible, and even you think so too. But you guys were together before, there's a 'once had' between not getting it and losing it, so you feel like nothing is impossible. You broke up, lost each other, and you think it's your fault. If it wasn't for your own actions, you wouldn't have broken up, right? But what you haven't thought of is that this kind of love is very humble. Even if you're happy now, you won't be able to be happy in the future."

  It has to be said that Ji Teng is right, if Mo Xiao Xiao and Yang Yan Jie hadn't started anything, then Mo Xiao Xiao wouldn't have been torturing herself like this. Just like how Mo Xiao Xiao admired her handsome department head, she looked up to him but never had any expectations, even now that the department head has a girlfriend, she's just happy for him, delighted for him, and wishes him well, nothing more.

  "Reality is not a fairy tale, you need to distinguish it clearly. Women living in fairy tales are easily hurt, and you are a very vivid example. If you can't forget, don't force yourself to forget, just let go, and stop torturing yourself for anyone's sake, that's the greatest victory. Love is not about who takes it seriously first and loses, but who lets go first and wins!"

  Ji Teng took out a can of beer from the plastic bag and drank it with Mo Xiao. With her personality, without an IQ of 180 and the courage to break through the boat, wanting to persuade her is probably a fool's dream! Ji Teng thought that he had already said enough, and it was up to each person's own enlightenment.

  Watching Mo Xuanxuan drink almost enough, Ji Teng called Liu Sha to let Liu Sha come and pick up Mo Xuanxuan back to the dormitory. Liu Sha saw Mo Xuanxuan in this state, naturally also had no choice but to sigh, having advised for over a month without seeing any improvement, the wound was indeed deep!

  In fact, the sisters in the dormitory had been persuading for five years and still couldn't persuade her.

  Mo Xiao woke up after nine o'clock, with a severe headache that felt like it was about to explode. The sisters in the dormitory were completely speechless towards Mo Xiao and didn't try to persuade her anymore.

  "I want to eat something, but the restaurant is also closed. I'll go buy some at the supermarket." Liu Sha poured her a glass of water and put it on the table.

  "I don't want to eat anything." Mo Xiao buried her head in the pillow.

  "Are you uncomfortable?" Kang Yuqing asked.

  "It's fine, don't worry." Mo Xiao felt a headache, but everything else was okay.

  It's been more than half a month since she last logged in, but Mo Xiao still turned on her computer and logged into QQ. She really was asking for trouble - if she hadn't turned it on, nothing would have happened, but now that she has, everything is ruined!

  The chat record is from several days ago.

  Yang Yanjie: Luo Yan classmate, I know many people like me, but now I tell you, I only like you one, can you be my girlfriend?

  A dream of falling smoke: Uh...

  Sunshine Angel: Sister Yan, all the group owners have confessed, why don't you agree?

  Maple leaves are red: The group owner's confession is too mediocre!

  Yang Yanjie: It doesn't matter if confessing is awkward or not, as long as your heart is true to her.

  Waiting for sunshine: The group owner said it right! Shouldn't we be scattering flowers now?!

  ...and there were many more behind her. Mo Xiao felt that her eyes stung from looking at them, but in fact she didn't know that it was because she had cried until they hurt.

  Sister-in-law is good, maybe it can only start this dialogue like this.

  These few days' chat records were just two people flirting, Mo Xiao Xiao smiled wryly, didn't say anything, but it seemed like there was a netizen named A Liang Huai Huai whose heart was leaning towards Mo Xiao Xiao.

  Ah Li: Author, aren't you afraid of hurting Xiao Xiao's heart by doing this?

  Yang Yanjie: Some things, you don't understand.

  Ah Liang: I don't understand, but what I do understand is that you chose to hurt Xiao Xiao in order not to hurt Luo Yan. This kind of logic, I really can't comprehend!

  Yang Yanjie: If you hate me, then leave!

  Ah Liang: Xiangxiang doesn't hate me, what I hate is... Just telling you, as a person, can't be too ruthless!

  Mo Xiao didn't know who this Ah Li was, but having someone understand her like that made Mo Xiao feel a mix of emotions, more sorrow than joy.

  People who used to love each other treat me like this, but a stranger can still stand up for me and speak on my behalf. What an interesting encounter!

  Mo Xiao thought of Yang Yanjie's confession to her back then:

  What is love?

  Love is knowing what true heart is after meeting you!

  Love is knowing what kindness is after meeting you!

  Love is knowing what warmth is after meeting you!

  Love is knowing what it means to care after meeting you!

  Love is knowing what sweetness is after meeting you!

  Love is knowing what happiness is after meeting you...

  Gently, I met you in the crowd, and I don't want to let go anymore. Will you be my girlfriend?

  ……

  Yang Yanjie, you're really cruel!

  The computer was on at the desk in the dormitory, and then went down to the bathroom and vomited.

  The man made her feel really sick.

  Sitting at the stairs, Mo Xiao unconsciously touched his cheek, as if there were no tears, maybe he had cried dry. Mo Xiao smiled bitterly, originally he also had such a helpless side.

  "People always reserve their tyrannical and cold side for those closest to them, while giving tolerance and understanding to strangers." The second sister somehow also sat down beside Mo Xuanxuan.

  "I was wrong." Mo Xiao said in extreme disappointment.

  "You're not wrong, you just loved the wrong person. Now that you understand, let it go! Be happy and be yourself again, we're all waiting for your comeback!" Er Jie said with a faint smile.

  "I suddenly feel so pathetic." Mo Xiao Xiao self-deprecatingly looked at her second sister, helplessly smiling.

  "If one day you can laugh and talk about your pain, it means that it can no longer hurt you. But now you still can't, so don't dig up that wound again!" Second sister gently stroked Mo Xuan's hair and said softly.

  If you can smile when facing scars, then all wounds are no longer painful.