Chapter Nineteen Surgery

  It's unclear whether Mo Xiao has really come to terms with things or is just pretending to be strong, but every day she cheerfully throws herself wholeheartedly into her studies and club activities, which have also kicked off in full swing. With Mo Xiao busy once again, everyone else can finally breathe a sigh of relief - the Mo Xiao they know is back!

  Carefree and innocent Mo Xiao Mo, who doesn't understand the hardships of the world, is back!

  Things are busy, Mo Xiao is naturally not a spider, every day is busy to the point where he can't even eat, just working on one side and stuffing a few mouthfuls of food on the other, not letting himself starve to death, which is already the greatest kindness to himself.

  "Xiao Xiao, as your sister, I don't know whether to be happy or worried seeing you so exhausted!" Liu Sha bought a piece of cake and a cup of milk and placed them beside Mo Xiao Xiao, sighing as she spoke.

  Mo Xiao pulled his head out of a pile of application forms, smiled foolishly for a moment, and suddenly thought of his older sister. It had been half a month since their last argument, and he didn't know if his sister was still angry with him. Mo Xiao felt that he should apologize to her.

  Recently, if it weren't for having too many things to do, Mo Xiao would have called Zhu Xiang Meng long ago. However, being busy until dawn every day, Mo Xiao didn't want to disturb her sister's rest.

  In the afternoon, all the work was almost done. Mo Xiao treated herself well and unusually didn't go to class to study. She watched a movie in her dormitory and prepared for sleep.

  "Sister, are you still angry?" Mo Xiao hesitated again and again before finally calling Zhu Xiangmeng.

  "It's fine as long as you're not angry! You're my sister, what can I be angry with you about? And Sister wasn't right either, she shouldn't have hit you." Zhu Xiangmeng listened to her sister's tone and seemed to have really come to her senses, and the anger naturally dissipated.

  To be honest, since Mo Xiao Xiao was beaten, Zhu Xiang Meng's heart has also been uneasy, but thinking of her sister's useless appearance, she felt a bellyful of anger.

  "Sister, I was wrong, I really was wrong. Can you forgive me?" Mo Xiao began to act spoiled and cute, something that the Mo family couldn't resist.

  Mo Xiao rarely throws a tantrum, always having an upright and confident demeanor, with the air of a strong woman. So when she does throw a tantrum, everyone will obediently surrender.

  "I wasn't mad at you in the first place, if you can understand that, then I won't have any worries. Alright, it's getting late now, and I still have to go to work! You focus on your studies, don't worry about it, and just call me if anything comes up, don't take matters into your own hands again, got it?" Zhu Xiangmou finally put down the stone in her heart, and everything was harmonious once more.

  After hanging up the phone, Mo Xiao couldn't help but do some more spider stuff for a while. It was just this short period of time that completely altered the trajectory of her life.

  Yang Yanjie left a temporary message for Mo Xiao:

  Xiaoxiao, I'm sorry. I know the words "I'm sorry" are too light to change anything, but please let me say these three words to you. Actually, I really want you to scold me and say: "Yang Yanjie, you're a piece of trash, get out of here!", it seems like this is just my own extravagant hope now. Xiaoxiao, remember, you must be happy, I'll be watching over you from heaven.

  Mo Xiao Xiao smiled bitterly, Yang Yan Jie, can't you bear to see me happy? I just let you go, and you come at me with this! Is this meant to force me to hate you?!

  In the days after they broke up, Mo Xiao sent Yang Yanjie emails and text messages every day. The last sentence was always: You must be happy, even if it's for me!

  But now? It's really laughable, Mo Xiao's heart is filled with mixed emotions, and she doesn't know what to say.

  "I don't have the habit of scolding people, you're doing great now, got a new girlfriend, I'm not bad either, got the life I should have. I said I'd wait for seven years, maybe you thought I was just talking nonsense, but I proved it to you. I didn't expect that in these seven years you would change your mind, I was just mourning my youth."

  Mo Xiao replied in this way.

  Yang Yanjie was online. Just as Mo Xiao was about to go offline, Yang Yanjie replied with a sentence: "I hope there won't be one day because I won't live until then."

  Mo Xiao seems to have become somewhat immune, perhaps because she just finished watching that Korean drama, and now car accidents and cancer are no longer a big deal, what's the point of worrying about life or death, it's all just fleeting clouds, not worth putting on her mind.

  "I think it's worth it."

  "Next month on the 14th I have surgery, with a success rate of only 10%."

  Mo Xiao was shocked and stared blankly for 30 seconds, it was clear that she had once again confused her own mind.

  "If you have a one-way trip, then I'd rather be in a car accident once and for all, either die or lose my memory, I don't want to owe you anything."

  Mo Xiao sent it out word by word and sentence by sentence.

  "Mo Xiao, can't you be less arbitrary! Is our over 100 days of romance just to tell me that I'm a burden on this earth and should die early? Shouldn't it be the opposite?"

  Moist and silent, he went underground without saying anything else.

  I was on the upper bunk, Mo Xiao Xiao suffered from insomnia again, the two words "operation" kept lingering in her mind, she couldn't bear such torture anymore, and called Zhu Xiang Meng again to tell her about it.

  Mo Xiao was very clear in her mind that Zhu Xiang Meng would definitely scold her again. She was indeed looking for a scolding, and perhaps with one scolding, she would wake up a bit and not reach the point of no return.

  "From what you write, are you living in a fantasy? I know about Andersen's fairy tales and Grimm's fairy tales, you've been reading them since you were little. But please, reality is not a fairy tale, can't you stop thinking everything is too good to be true? It's okay to chat with fairy tales when there's nothing going on, but you can't live in them! There's a saying that's been said to death: ideals are plump, reality is bony! You can't just think about idealizing and forget about reality!"

  "People say you've gone into ICU, and you actually believe it? People say they've seen God, and you really think they have?! What are you afraid of?! Besides, every second someone dies in this world, can you control it?! Can you handle it?! The biggest joke of the century is nothing more than this! And you're listening with relish! I even suspect he's a professional storyteller!"

  "I can guarantee with my personal integrity that the result they give you is a one-way trip, isn't he having surgery on the 14th? I'm telling you, by the 15th someone will tell you that he's gone! Regardless of whether it was successful or not, this will be the outcome! And what about you? You're just foolishly blaming yourself! Is it worth it? What's there to be nostalgic about? Even if you are nostalgic, it's not yours anymore! Can't you just die and be reborn early like others? I ask you to carefully weigh who is most important in your heart! Besides, what does their decision have to do with you? Don't be overly sentimental, okay?"

  "You're still so ambitious, can't forget and take drastic measures! I'm telling you, you're just a piece of trash, what drastic measures? You have this kind of heart, it's better to hurry up and be reborn, become a new person. Your parents are supported by me, who can't afford to raise now?! You're too selfish and willful!"

  As expected, Zhu Xiangmeng scolded again, while Mo Xiaoqiao just listened quietly.

  "Sister, thank you, I just wanted to sober up a bit, good night, sleep tight."

  Moist and gentle, a faint smile hung up the phone, Zhu Xiangmeng had an urge to kill her! If it weren't for the new phone, Zhu Xiangmeng might have smashed it!