Roses under the sun twenty-six stillbirths in the womb

  Gao Lunxiu is really like a husband, busy and happy. Ou Lian, shouldn't you be grateful now? Grateful to have such a good man accompanying you for so long, shouldn't you cherish him? Maybe if you miss him, there won't be a better man than him again, what's there to be timid about? I look at Yuan Bin's photo, Yuan Bin, can we really be together? Will you bless us? Yuan Bin just smiled brightly, perhaps he also wants to give me a positive answer.

  "Ou Zhen, come here and I'll teach you how to wrap dumplings."

  "You've cooked the sauce so quickly, it smells so good! I said, didn't you often cook for your girlfriend in the past?"

  "What? You want to know about my past too?"

  "It's okay to just talk about it."

  "So if I say that I've never had a girlfriend before and you're the first one I seriously love, would you believe me?"

  "I don't believe it."

  "You can go ask those brothers of mine, I think women have always been quite impressive, and it seems like you're the only one who has caught my eye."

  "When did you fall in love with me?"

  "Do you want to hear the truth?"

  "Of course, why so much nonsense, to be honest."

  "To be honest, it was when Yuan Bin introduced us for the first time, I was completely captivated by you from then on."

  "No wonder you had such a weird expression at that time, I always thought you weren't a good person."

  "I wasn't a good person to begin with, and yet I've fallen for my good brother's wife."

  "You're the bad guy."

  "Ou Zhen, have you let everything go now?"

  "What?"

  "Yuan Bin, have you let go? Can you accept my love for you?"

  "It's not that easy."

  "It's all over for so long, Ou Zhen, don't torture yourself like this."

  "I know what I'm doing, I'm fine. Now I just want to wait for our baby to arrive safely, and then the child will be my only concern."

  "What about me?"

  "Are you? Are you the child's uncle?"

  "Don't you want this child to have a father from the moment he's born? His childhood will be very miserable, he'll be bullied by his peers and looked down upon."

  "Yes, just like when I was a kid, nobody wanted to play with me. They said my mom was a prostitute and that I would definitely not turn out well when I grew up. They said I didn't know which customer's bastard I was, that I was just an unwanted wild child without a father. It's true that childhood without a dad is tough."

  "Ou Zhen, don't think about those things anymore, everything is fine now, you can live better than anyone else."

  "Can I? But look at me now, it's Chinese New Year and I don't even dare to go home. I came out to work and earn money for further studies, but I got pregnant instead. As they would say: 'She's just like her mother, nobody knows who got her belly big.' That's why I don't want to go back, besides, I don't want to go back to that home either."

  "Now I'm with you, don't be afraid of anything. From now on, no one will say that this child has no father. I am the child's father, and I will always protect you, not letting you suffer any grievances."

  "Will Lengxiu never get married? If he meets another woman who touches his heart, shouldn't he also get married?"

  "If you don't believe me, I'm willing to die to show you my determination of love."

  "If I say so, I won't be able to bear it, we can't die, we have to live well."

  "Come, I'll teach you how to make boiled dumplings."

  "Okay, it will be very ugly."

  "I'll eat it all, even if it doesn't look good."

  Gao Lunxiu, how long will your sincerity last? Won't you really regret it like I said if one day you meet a woman you like more? You'll definitely regret it then. How can I bear to let you regret it? I don't want to hold back your future. You should find a better woman. How can Ou Lian deserve so much love from you? If that day really doesn't come, I think I will be brave for you once.

  Although Gao Lunxiu's craftsmanship is very meticulous, it's still a bit unaccustomed to doing this kind of thing for the first time. Although it's almost complete, its beauty can't be considered. Gao Lunxiu really ate all those ugly ones, why does he always make me feel so moved?

  "It's really delicious as expected, is it because you put your heart into it? It's full of the taste of love."

  "Cut, you're poor, you've gone soft and it's still good to eat."

  "I'd rather eat Wonton Noodles from Au-yeung's, otherwise how can you call it Wonton Noodles? As long as it's made by Au-yeung, everything is delicious."

  "Gao Lunxiu, if you continue to speak so sweetly, I won't be able to eat my meal."

  "What's wrong? You're so touched that you can't eat now. Does that mean you won't be eating every day from now on?"

  "Hurry up and eat, it's getting cold."

  Why do you always make me speechless? Do you know how moved I am? I don't want to cry in front of you, really hoping that your sincerity is always true. Guo Lianxiu indeed gave me a lot of romance and surprises that Yuan Bin never gave me, and Ou Lin was really trapped. Maybe I can really fall in love again.

  "Didn't you feel anything unusual?"

  "What's wrong, doctor? The kids are all fine."

  "There's no fetal heartbeat."

  "What did you say? How is that possible? Didn't you hear it clearly? Listen again."

  "B ultrasound examination confirmed that the child indeed had no fetal movement and fetal heartbeat, the child was gone."

  "How is this possible? I've always been careful. This can't be right. You must have made a mistake, doctor. Can you please check again?"

  "I've checked it many times already, here are the results, take a look."

  Stillbirth?!! Oulian collapsed again, and could no longer cry with a calm expression. Losing the child was equivalent to losing hope in life for Oulian. Oulian sat on the edge of the bed wailing loudly, she refused to believe this fact, and would rather die than believe it.

  "Ou Zhen, don't be like this, don't be like this." Gao Lingxiu tightly hugged Ou Zhen, seeing her in such pain he couldn't help but shed tears too, because of this woman, even a big man like him would cry every day.

  "Xing Ge, it won't be like that, it can't be..." Ou Zhen grasped Gao Xing's sleeve, looking at him with an expression that was heart-wrenchingly sad.

  "Ou Chen, listen, child, you'll have more children..." Gao Lingxiu helped her wipe away tears, but his own cheeks were covered in tears.

  "That's different!!" Oulian roared again, how could there still be? There will never be again!

  "Are you a family member of the patient? Please take good care of her emotions. Also, the patient's condition requires surgery."

  "Alright, I understand, doctor."

  "Surgery? What surgery?"

  "Awaken, since the child is already dead, let's get rid of it."

  "It's already been six months, should I abort?"

  "But the child is already dead, there's no other way."

  "Why? Why didn't I protect him well, Yuan Bin will definitely blame me."

  "Ou Zhen, listen to me. Yuan Bin won't blame you. If you're willing to have a child for him, he'll definitely be very grateful to you. Now, just think of the child as going to find his dad, and they'll be reunited."

  "What about me? Am I supposed to be left all alone in this world?"

  "As long as I have you, I will spend the rest of my life with you."

  "Does Yuan Bin and the child also don't want me?"

  "In another world they won't welcome you, you should live well, now for me live well, okay?"

  "Can I live well for you too?"

  "It's okay, believe in yourself."

  Believe in yourself, how many times has she heard this phrase, but what reason does she have to believe in herself? Now even the child she can't protect, is it really like Guo Lianxiu said that the child and Yuan Bin are reunited? Why do they all want to leave me alone in the world so cruelly? Is there still something worth remembering in this world? Is it Guo Lianxiu? Will I remember him? Should I live on for his sake?

  Ou Zhen still couldn't bear Guo Lingxiu's bitter persuasion, yes, she must face reality rationally, since the child is no longer there, then let him rest in peace, will bury him in the same tomb as Huan Yuanbin, so they won't be lonely either.

  "Let me take a look at the kid."

  "It's better not to look anymore, you should get some rest."