Twenty-five Gao Lun's gentle feelings

  "What did I say about you again, my little aunt?"

  "What's with the big mouth? Can't you see I'm a cherry small mouth?"

  "Pffft... Really? Let me see? Let me take a closer look?"

  "Ou Jingxuan, I want you to remember me forever, this scar is the proof of my eternal love for you."

  "What? Then you might as well give me a tattoo, that way I'll remember it better"

  。”

  "You think I don't dare? What pattern do you want?"

  "If I have a small photo of you, then I will see you every day and never forget you for the rest of my life."

  She gently bent down and kissed me, I completely melted into her warm embrace...

  Every time, Xiao Xiao is so gentle, and I am also gentle like a good man. Now I am just a good man, right? But this time, the love seems to be more intense than before, I cherish it carefully, loving with all my heart, doing things with love, for the first time, the feeling of bliss is so real, it seems that I have really melted.

  I'm a mess, Ou Jingxuan. It seems you're really serious this time. You've fallen in love with that girl, haven't you? Ou Zhen has always been the knot in your heart, the more unattainable she is, the more you want her. Unfortunately, now you don't need her anymore because you have Xiao Xiao. Now you can finally tell her loudly that you love her, and you must not let her down. This woman will be the one for the rest of your life, so you should cherish her as much as she cherishes you. As for Ou Zhen, you can keep guarding it, but that love should remain forever hidden in your heart.

  "The weather is nice today, and the sun is shining brightly, feeling good, right?"

  "Yeah, it feels much better coming out and taking a walk."

  "I told you it's not good to stay cooped up at home all day, it's not good for the kids either."

  "I thought it was going to be winter soon and it would be very cold outside, but unexpectedly it's still okay."

  "How about going out to eat together?"

  "What's for dinner?"

  "I'd rather have Olan make me some noodles."

  "This is easy, I've already done it for you, go to my house."

  "Alright, I'll have to trouble you then."

  "What's the trouble? Let's go."

  Is this a feeling of going home together? If it's really going home together, how good would that be. Unfortunately, this is not my home but your Ou Lan's treasured baby.

  "Xingxiu ge, you sit first, the noodles will be ready soon."

  "Good, I'm actually getting a bit hungry."

  。”

  "It will be fine immediately."

  It's still the same as before, Ou Zhen hasn't changed anything for Yuan Bin, as if he's still the same. Is it really necessary to be so infatuated? Can't you see my efforts at all? What do I need to do to get into your heart? Ou Zhen, no matter what, take a look at me, I also love you very much, not one bit less than Yuan Bin's love for you.

  "Alright, dig in!"

  "You're really skilled, Oulian learns everything quickly."

  "Maybe it's because you're too clever?"

  "If you still want to go to university, I'll support you, kid. I'll find someone to take good care of you."

  "It's meaningless now, without Yuan Bin. No matter how successful I am, I won't feel happy as long as the kids are with me, let's just consider university a bubble fantasy."

  "Have you really given up without regret?"

  "Is there anything in life that won't be regretted? Having regrets is also a good memory."

  "You really are broad-minded."

  "Of course, if I couldn't let go, how could I continue?"

  "Ou Zhen, why don't you move over and live with me? I'll take good care of you and the child."

  "You also saw that I'm very good at being alone."

  "Are you going to spend your whole life alone?"

  "Yes."

  "Do you want me to wait for a lifetime?"

  "Liuxiu Ge, the noodles are sticking together, eat quickly."

  "It's okay, even if I have to wait for a lifetime, it's worth waiting several lifetimes for you."

  Lingxiu, why do you have to shake my determination? I'm not as good as you think I am, I don't deserve you. Why would you like me? You should go find someone who truly likes and suits you, and it's not me.

  Don't fall in love with a woman like me who has lost her heart, you will regret it. And how can I accept you? Even if I'm moved, I have to pretend that nothing matters, right? Even if it's tiring and heartbreaking, I must be ruthless, right? Oulian is not a good girl, she doesn't deserve your love, nor does she deserve your wait. Forget her, this girl who has never brought you anything, forget her, maybe you will be happier that way.

  This winter came particularly quickly and was especially cold, is it because there's no one by my side? Baby grows up every day, so I don't feel lonely anymore. Yuanbin, you've always been by my side, right? I can feel that you never left me.

  During the Chinese New Year, my mother urged me to go back home but I didn't respond. Instead, I let my brother go back and accompany her. In this state, how can I face her? Don't want to trouble her again. I warned Ou Jingxuan not to tell my mom about my situation, he reluctantly agreed.

  The city is always bustling during the New Year, but this year I can only stay in this room alone, looking at Yuanbin's photos as if he were sitting next to me celebrating the New Year. Yuanbin, it's time for you to come back home, do you know how much I miss you? Do you miss me too? I thought all my tears had dried up, but they haven't, and now I'm crying again. One can cry freely when alone, because no one will see or care. Yuanbin, I miss you...

  "Ou Zhen, what's wrong? Cried again, thinking of Yuan Bin again, right?"

  This is the only bad place, Guo Lengxiu has Yuan Bin's house key, although it can be found at any time whether I am dead or alive, but seeing my loss of composure like this is not good, sometimes I also want to be alone for a while, how can you barge into my life like this.

  "You, how did you come?"

  Before I could even reach for a tissue, he had already wiped away the tears on my face with both hands. Looking at his pained expression, I couldn't help but want to laugh, but why did I want to laugh? Was it because I was happy? But what was I happy about? Was it because he cared about me and felt sorry for me? How could this be, Ou Lian? You can't let yourself be moved like this.

  "It's New Year and I won't come to keep you company? How can I bear to let you stay at home alone and cry?"

  "How did you know I'd be hiding at home and crying?"

  "I heard it, the voice of your heart."

  "Cut, you've seen me cry so ugly now."

  "No, Oulian is forever the most beautiful in my heart"

  。”

  "You're really good at comforting people."

  "I'm telling you everything from the bottom of my heart."

  Gao Lengxiu held me in his arms, the feeling was exactly the same as when Yuan Bin did. What's wrong, Ou Lian? Have you fallen in love with this man who loves you so much? No, how could you possibly admit it, never will admit it.

  "It's Chinese New Year, why didn't you go back home to accompany your parents?"

  "I said I wanted to stay and take care of the woman who was most important to me, and they readily agreed."

  "Cut it out, don't talk about me like that."

  "How did you know I was talking about you? So you've been thinking that all along."

  "Gaolingxiu you hate me, actually blew me up!"

  "No, Oulian is the most important woman in my life."

  "I want to eat dumplings."

  "It's Chinese New Year, of course we have to eat dumplings! Does Oulian want to help me wrap them?"

  "Sorry, I've never wrapped that thing before."

  "Aren't girls supposed to know everything? Don't worry, I'll teach you."

  "The bun is really ugly, you're not allowed to laugh at me."

  "Don't worry, I won't laugh at you, just a few sarcastic remarks."

  "I didn't expect Lianxiu's brother to be such a person, it's really chilling."

  "So, what does Ou Zhen think of me?"

  "You're okay, I suppose."

  "It's just barely acceptable? It's really chilling!"

  "What's wrong with you? Hurry up and go wash the vegetables and cut the meat, I want to eat beef."

  "Don't worry, brother makes dumplings that are top-notch."

  (Tender Feelings of Twenty-Five Guo's Ridge) End of Chapter