Forty-eight emotions with no place to settle

  Shen Xiaoqiu just looked out the window, she no longer wanted to see this man's disgusting face. She was fed up and sometimes told herself that she had had enough of these days. She shouldn't have married him in the first place. Wasn't it a woman's fate to marry the man who took her virginity? If not for that accident, maybe she would be living a different life now, one where having a husband was no different from not having one, just like a joke.

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  Shen Junao had no choice but to grit his teeth and take Shen Xiaoqiu to the mall. In the past, he actually enjoyed accompanying women to the mall, liked watching them reveal a sly smile when they were satisfied with material goods, and liked seeing the money in his card dwindle for the woman he liked. He thought that was the most enjoyable thing. But today, the one he had to accompany was his own wife, and what she wanted to buy was maternity clothes. Shen Junao felt an indescribable heaviness in his heart... He had already said that if he didn't acknowledge the child, he wouldn't acknowledge it, even if it was really his own. What's the difference? Women and children aren't just about giving them money, are they? In this world, only emotional people need love, so let Shen Xiaoqiu reap what she sowed.

  Shen Xiaoqiu simply bought a few pieces and still had to check the prices, picking only the cheapest ones. Shen Junao followed her and looked a bit dazed, what's going on? Is this woman trying to save money for herself or something? Aren't women supposed to love buying the most expensive clothes, especially when there's a man paying the bill? What's wrong with this Shen Xiaoqiu? Hehe, it's just weird being a woman.

  "Want to go upstairs? There are children's clothes there." Shen Junao also seemed to have suddenly become interested.

  "No need to buy so early, don't even know if it's a boy or girl yet." Shen Xiaoqiu didn't look at him, she knew the man was just joking around, so she just responded casually.

  "Then just buy both the boy and girl ones, it doesn't matter, we have plenty of money." This is also what Shen Junao feels most proud of, especially in front of women.

  "It's okay, just like you said, whether this child can be born safely is still an unknown number. I don't want to hold the baby's clothes and cry later." Shen Xiaoqiu looked at Shen Junao with a smile and walked to the cashier.

  Shen Jun Ao was taken aback, himself... had he ever said that? How could he not remember? How could Shen Jun Ao be so cruel and vicious, even if he didn't like it, he wouldn't wish death on this little life, although he wouldn't admit it, but bringing joy to his mother's heart wasn't bad either, after all, it was just a child, just an extra mouth to feed, what's the big deal?

  "The total is 1298." The cashier printed out the receipt and handed it to Shen Xiaoqiu.

  Shen Xiaoqiu took a look and made sure there was no mistake before taking out her own bank card.

  "Please enter your password."

  Shen Xiaoqiu thought for a moment and then pressed several numbers.

  "Alright ma'am, I've got your package ready for you, please take it."

  The cashier smiled and handed Shen Xiaoqiu her clothes.

  "Thank you." Shen Xiaoqiu took the clothes and walked towards the exit without inviting Shen Junao.

  Shen Jun Ao was stunned, why didn't this woman ask him to pay the bill? Didn't she ever think of letting him spend money? How could he not even have the qualifications to pay for this small amount of 1298 yuan? What did this woman take herself for?!

  "Xiaoqiu Shen! Stop right there!" Shen Jun'ao stepped forward and grabbed Xiaoqiu Shen's arm.

  "What? Are you going back? Do you want to buy clothes?" Shen Xiaoqiu looked at him, without any surprise.

  "Why won't you let me pay? What do you mean." Shen Junao felt that not paying was a loss.

  "Why should you pay? I'm just buying maternity clothes." Shen Xiaoqiu was unconvinced.

  "Don't you know that men should pay for women's consumption? Do you want me to follow you and do what? Just be a decoration, and why are you so cheap to buy the cheapest ones? There are thousands of maternity clothes there, how come you didn't buy any, buying such cheap ones makes you look stingy! Shen Junao felt he had a belly full of grievances, why? Was it just because he didn't have the chance to pay the bill? When did he become so cheap too? No, this was just habit."

  "Is there a clear distinction between husband and wife? When couples go shopping together, regardless of who pays the bill, it's all shared property. I'm not one of those women who like luxury brands, so you don't need to worry about what price range of clothes I buy, nor do you need to pay for me. I am your wife, not one of those women who only care about your money." Shen Xiaoqiu was also quite serious, this man really knew how to be unreasonable and make a fuss, as if he wouldn't stoop to the same level as those other women.

  Shen Junao didn't say a word, he couldn't think of any language to refute Shen Xiaochun's words. It turned out that he also had such an embarrassing moment, and it wasn't every woman who cared about the money in his pocket. Shen Xiaochun got on the car, but he hesitated to follow, choosing to sit in the passenger seat because he didn't know how to face Shen Xiaochun anymore. He too had moments of being at a loss, especially when facing a woman like Shen Xiaochun, haha.

  "Se-ya sister, why are you coming so late?" Seeing Han Se-ya enter the door, Dai Meiqi went over to ask with concern.

  "I'm fine, just stuck in traffic." Hanyi Ya smiled wearily.

  "It's really frustrating, your phone is also turned off, I'm worried to death"

  Dai Meiluo looked wronged.

  "I'm such a big person, what can happen to me......" She was busy consoling Dai Meichao, but Han Shiya didn't notice the man sitting on the hospital bed with Ou Zhen at first.

  Ou Jie Feng?! He... how is he here?! How did he find this place?!

  "Mom, you're back..." Eulim exclaimed excitedly as he looked at Hanyeol.

  "How...how did you find this place?" Han Se-ya walked over, her eyes gleaming with a cold light.

  "Shi Ya sister, he said... knows you, so I let him in..." Dai Meiqiu whispered to Han Shiya. Looking at the two people's familiarity, but their relationship seems not good?

  "There's no search, it was just an accidental discovery." Ou Jie Feng's response made Han Shi Ya's heart turn cold. Is this also something a father should say? His own daughter is about to die and he can still be so calm and indifferent? It seems that this man has completely changed, she won't have any illusions about him anymore.

  "So, get out of here right now, you're not welcome here." Hanyi smiled.

  "I've asked the doctor about Ou Lian's condition, she needs surgery, I've already paid 200,000 yuan, if it's not enough, I have more here." As he spoke, Ou Jie Feng placed the bank card on the table.

  "What did you say? We don't need it, please return the money you paid immediately. We have our own money." Han Shiya found it unbelievable that this man still had a conscience to pay for his daughter's life-saving money.

  "What's wrong with you? Do you have that much money? Han Shi Ya, this isn't the time for you to be stubborn. Treating Ou Zhen's illness is what's important, so stop being obstinate." Oujie Feng didn't want to argue with her anymore.

  "I said I have money!" Han Shiya also took out her own bank card, she had checked it before, and there was indeed 1.2 million in it, the 1.2 million earned with her own body made her feel cleaner than Ou Jie's money!

  "How much? Do you know how much Oulian needs?"

  "I have 120,000." Hee-ya smiled triumphantly.

  Dai Meiluo looked at Han Shiya in surprise, but it wasn't time to ask questions yet, so she could only make wild guesses on her own...

  Ou Jie Feng was taken aback, it seems that doing that kind of thing can make money quickly.

  But he didn't want to mock or sneer; he wanted to comfort and persuade, but couldn't find the words.

  "Now you know, right? Yesterday evening, that Shen Zong was very generous, gave me 1.2 million in one night, now - I have money." Han Shiya deliberately raised her voice, Ouyang Feng felt it was piercing his ears.

  "Is this your life, Han Shi Ya? Are you going to be a mistress for the rest of your life?" Ou Jie Feng didn't blame her because he knew he wasn't qualified to do so. He also knew that it was all because of him that Han Shi Ya had become like this. All he felt was regret, regret that Han Shi Ya's fate had turned out like this, and it was all his fault. No matter how he tried to make up for it, it would never be enough.

  "What? Do you think your money is cleaner than mine? I spend the money given by men, and you're not different, spending money given by women. The only difference between us is that I'm a hostess, serving different customers every day, while you're a mistress, being kept by someone for life. Haha." Hee-seo-ah laughed freely, thinking that it was indeed the case, and Eojjeok-pung had nothing to be proud of either.

  Ou Jie Feng didn't say a word, what could he defend himself with? Wasn't he indeed this kind of person? What's the difference between being a live-in son-in-law and being kept by a rich woman? He still didn't love that woman, only out of gratitude, although that woman truly loved him but he just couldn't put his heart into it. Why? Because his heart was with Han Shi Ya, following her breathing, following her tears, following her laughter, and would also follow her to death... He was just a soulless body, sleeping with whoever at night didn't matter, as long as his heart was with that person he would feel at peace...

  "Mom, what's wrong? Don't quarrel with Uncle..." Ou Lin got up from the bed and hugged Han Shi Ya.

  "Mom didn't quarrel, Oulian. Oulian is well-behaved, the surgery will be done soon, and then Oulian can go to school again, and grow up healthily." Han Shiya hugged Oulian and shed tears.

  She deceived herself that these were tears for Ou Lian, but only her own heart was clear that these tears were for Ou Jie Feng... This man whom she had loved and hated for so many years still managed to entangle her heart, still made her heart ache. Why? How could Han Shi Ya be so worthless!

  "Ou Zhen, you must listen to your mom's words carefully. Uncle will come visit you often from now on." Ou Jie Feng stroked Ou Zhen's head with a smile, that kind of warmth was just like her father's, the warmth Ou Zhen had never felt before.

  "No need, Ou Jie Feng. I don't want Ou Lan to grow up and know that she has a father like you who abandoned her mother to live a good life with another family. She will hate you to death."

  The Forty-Eighth Chapter: No Place for the Heart to Rest (End of Chapter)