Forty-Nine Days of Alternative Life of Han Shi Ya

  "I know, I know, you'll all definitely hate me..." Ouyang Feng knew this was inevitable.

  "So, I ask you not to appear in front of Ou Zhen again from now on."

  "I want to give Oulian a father's love, she needs a dad." Ou Jie Feng looked at Oulian, also feeling heartache.

  "Fatherly love? Ou Jie Feng, don't you think what you're saying now is just like nonsense? She doesn't need a father like you, it's humiliating for her, so just pretend Ou Lan isn't your daughter."

  "Korean thinks the word 'dad' is so unfamiliar and distant for Oulian."

  "After all... just let me see her... when I miss her..." Ouyang Feng didn't dare ask for anything more.

  "You didn't need to, you also took away my child and I never saw her again. Didn't you think about my feelings when you did that? I'm the child's biological mother, what was the point of doing that? Hmph, forget it, let's just say I gave away a dog! Han Shi Ya didn't want to show weakness in front of Ou Jie Feng, she only wanted to prove to him that she was fine now."

  "I know that thing was our fault, now we're all in the same city, if you want to see Jing Xuan anytime, he's as big as Ou Lin now..." Oujie Feng looked at Han Shi Ya, not wanting her to be sad.

  "No, no need to, I have Ou Zhen alone is enough, Ou Jingxuan is now just your son and has nothing to do with me, and I won't recognize him again, so please rest assured." Han Shiya only wanted to let Ou Jiefeng be at ease.

  "Alright, since you insist, I won't appear in front of Oulian again from now on, so as not to bring trouble to you. What you said is right, I don't have the face to say that I'm Oulian's father, and when she grows up and finds out about me, she'll feel ashamed too. I don't expect anything, just hope to see Oulian's photos, so I can know she's growing up healthy and well." Ou Jiefeng let go of everything, only hoping for Oulian's well-being.

  "Alright, this can be settled. From now on, just avoid meeting Oulian and I won't mention to her that you have a father like me. If nothing else happens, you can leave too."

  "Keep this bank card, there's 100,000 yuan in it. I'll deposit a fixed amount every month for you." Ouje Feng handed the bank card to Han Shiya.

  "Hmph, what's the point? Keeping a mistress and raising a daughter outside?" Han Shiya never wanted to get entangled with Ou Jie Feng like this. They used to be so close, but now they could only become strangers.

  "Just compensation." Ouyang Feng didn't want to say anything.

  "I won't use your money, my current job is paying well, keep it for your wife instead." Han Shiya smiled and threw the bank card to Oujei Feng, she really didn't need any compensation.

  "Don't do that anymore. If Oulian grows up and finds out what you're doing, how will she think of you? Have you ever thought about Oulian's feelings? You're a mother now."

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  "What about Eul's feelings? You're also considering Eul's feelings now, then what kind of image are you supposed to be? Compared to your ruthless abandonment of me, the mother who earned money with her body to raise you, shouldn't that be great?" Hanyeol really didn't want to hear him say anything more about considering Eul's feelings, it sounded so thin.

  "I'm not arguing with you about anything now, the path of life is in one's own hands, what you're doing now you should be very clear about, I'm not a kid anymore, think carefully about the road ahead."

  "What if I said I'd be like this for the rest of my life? Be a miss forever?" Han Shiya looked at Ouje Feng coldly, wanting to be a miss forever?

  "Heh, if you really don't listen to anything, then suit yourself. Maybe you've really changed." Oujie Feng didn't know how to respond and could only brush it off like that.

  But he didn't know that his perfunctory words were actually the most sincere blessing for Hanyi Ya.

  "Hehe, if it's really like that, then wouldn't you feel like you owe me nothing? Wouldn't we be even? It's just that you betrayed me first and I betrayed you later?" Hanyi said seriously.

  "Yes, it's even." Ouyang Feng just perfunctorily replied.

  "Alright, I'll make your wish come true." Hee-seo-ah smiled as if she had made up her mind about something.

  "The password for the bank card is my birthday." Ouje Feng didn't take Han Shiya's words just now to heart at all.

  "Forgot, when's your birthday?" Han Shi Ya picked up that bank card and asked with a smile, knowing she was also asking in pretence.

  "My memory isn't as good as it used to be, ah, my birthday is the same as yours, have you forgotten?" Ou Jie Feng smiled wryly, his heart suddenly aching, he realized that being forgotten felt like this.

  "It's been so long ago, who would still remember it, haha." Han Shiya sneered.

  She still remembers that every time they had a birthday, the cake would be written with "Ou Jie Feng & Han Shi Ya forever together..." What about now? Since breaking up with Ou Jie Feng, she hasn't celebrated her birthday alone again, because it makes her think of too many good memories, because as a woman she can't bear to cry so much, because she wants to forget, wants to live like a normal woman...

  "Now that I know, it's fine, so I'll go back first, if you need money just call me"

  Ou Jie Feng handed a business card to Han Shi Ya, his eyes filled with reluctance that Han Shi Ya no longer wanted to see.

  Han Shiya took the card, glanced at it and threw it on the bed. Oujie Feng didn't say anything else and left. Han Shiya felt that his back was very long... even though he had been gone for a long time, she still felt like he was behind her. She let out a deep sigh and sat stupidly on the bed... Ou Zhen seemed to have understood something too, but seeing her mother's expression, she didn't dare ask anything, just quietly sitting there. How could a child understand the complex characters and emotional relationships in the adult world?

  "Shi Ya jie... are you okay?" Dai Mei Chuo also stood there for a long time before daring to approach the Shi Ya jie in front of her, it was the first time she saw her so desperate.

  "Ahh? I...I'm fine..." Han Shi Ya slowly regained consciousness, but her voice was weak and breathless.

  "Haven't you had breakfast yet? Do you want me to go out and buy some for you?" Dài Měi Suō sat down, looking at Hán Shì Yǎ with concern.

  "It's okay, Meichao, thank you, but I don't have an appetite and I'm not hungry." Han Shiya seemed to be more tolerant of hunger than before. In the past, she would always cling to Oujie Feng and complain that she was hungry and wanted to eat something delicious... Now, even without being coquettish, she wouldn't feel hungry...

  "So...that man is actually Oulian's father..." Dai Meiqiu sighed.

  "Hehe, I guess so, but it's just his type." Han Shiya smiled and spaced out.

  "I know Sister Shi Ya definitely doesn't want to mention those things, so let's just forget about them, anyway we're all doing great now." Dai Mei Liu smiled, hoping that Han Shi Ya could cheer up.

  Han Shiya looked at Dai Meiqiu and truly wasn't the first time she felt admiration for this little girl, really impressive.

  "Uh, I've already forgotten about that, now we have Ou Zhen." Han Shi Ya looked at Ou Zhen, this was her best smile.

  "But Shiya sister, does your bank card really have that much money? Did you really...?" Dai Meichao wanted to know if it was true.

  "Uh, Mei Liao, I can only do that, you know that Ou Zhen's medical expenses are impossible to afford with just my salary, and she needs surgery now, the doctor says the sooner the better, I have no choice..." Who did Han Shi Ya want to explain to? Dai Mei Liao? Ou Zhen? Herself? Or that Ou Jie Feng who had left a long time ago?

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  "I know, I know, Shi Ya sister, no one will blame you, and no one will dislike you..." Dai Meiqi hugged Han Shi Ya, as if crying out her own misfortune.

  "Mei Liu...... I, I will also do that in the future......" This is Han Shiya's decision.

  "Isn't it unnecessary, Ya Jie? You now have the money to treat Ou Lin's illness, and that man also promised to give you money every month, didn't he?" Dai Mei Cui still wanted to prevent this from happening.

  "You don't understand, I've already made up my mind. It's not because of the money, but because I don't want him to feel like he owes me too much. He also said that if I do this, then all the feelings between us will be wiped clean and evened out. That's what he wants, and it's what I want too - he'll never owe me anything again." Han Shi Ya seemed to be starting anew, full of confidence.

  Dai Mei Liu still didn't understand, she was just a young lady and had no right to advise anything, she just wanted to go along with her. As long as she felt satisfied, that's all that mattered, and she could still pretend that nothing had happened every day when receiving guests. Only the body was dirty, but our souls were intact, beautiful, and pure...

  Ou Zhen's surgery was very successful, which is what I'm most relieved about. Ou Jie Feng only came once and never came again, as I had instructed him. I really didn't want Ou Zhen to have any impression of him, or else when she grows up and asks about herself, she won't know how to answer. I don't want to ruin Ou Jie Feng's reputation, nor do I want his daughter to know what he looks like.

  That Shen Junao guy would often come here to visit Oulian, and he was very enthusiastic about it. However, I don't know why Oulian just didn't like him. He also never mentioned anything about marrying me again after that day. I think he was just being impulsive at the time, but then he actually told me he wanted to keep me as a mistress. I scolded him right away - even though I'm a lady, it's not like I'll let you have your way just because you're offering money. He said his wife is pregnant and there's no way they can get divorced so he can marry me instead. I told him to go live his life well, but he said his heart was with me and he couldn't face that woman when he went home. I thought he was just talking nonsense - of course, he was using his lower half to talk to me... no, it was a transaction. I don't need that anymore.

  Soon, Ou Zhen was discharged from the hospital. My mother and I rented a room at Mei Cui's place. Although it was very simple, it was fine as long as Ou Zhen was with us. Moreover, Ou Zhen could see her beloved sister Mei Cui every day, who knows how happy she was.

  Shen Jun Ao seems to not understand why I refuse to accompany him. I'm just a prostitute, and he pays so much each time, but I won't sleep with him. I don't even understand myself, why I can't get past the money. Prostitutes aren't supposed to have feelings for clients, or else they're done for.

  Chapter 49: Hanyaseya's Alternative Life Route (End of Chapter)