Roses under the sun fifty-one Shen Xiaoqiu's inseparable

  "I'm crazy, otherwise I wouldn't be standing in front of you now, and I wouldn't be accompanying you as if nothing had happened. I should have added some poison to the porridge, it would be better to poison you to death." Shen Xiaoqiu wiped away her tears with such ruthlessness.

  "Devil, you're truly the most venomous woman's heart. You're a woman with a heart as vicious as a snake's...". Shen Junao didn't want to look at her again and closed his eyes, but tears still flowed out.

  "With a gentle and kind woman, if you treat her like that, she will also become a devil. Do you think I will always be just a tame little cat? She will also be driven to become a fierce tigress."

  "It's... it's all because of me... I..." Shen Junao tightly closed his eyes.

  "What if I were you? If the person lying in bed unable to move was me, how would you treat me? Would you still take care of me like this? Or would you just abandon me?" Shen Xiaoqiu had a clear conscience and didn't feel guilty towards Shen Junhao.

  "Yes, I won't take care of you like you took care of me. I'll even throw you away. Even if I supported you, you would never come back to see me again. Are you satisfied?" Shen Jun Ao opened his eyes and looked at her, not with disgust, but with heartache.

  "I... I knew it, haha, it's just me being silly." Shen Xiaoqiu smiled and didn't hold any grudges.

  "Now... it's time for you to leave me too, Shen Xiaoqiu. I'll give you money... just go, your life is still long ahead of you, you're only 23 this year, you're still young, you shouldn't spend the rest of your life taking care of a cripple like me... I will never be able to make you happy... sorry, sorry..." Shen Junao's tears were tears of remorse.

  Shen Xiaoqiu looked at him, the apology she had been waiting for all these years finally arrived, but the result was somewhat disappointing. Nevertheless, she felt relieved and satisfied, at least her efforts had earned this man's remorse...

  "You should rest now, the masseuse will be here soon." Shen Xiaoqiu stood up and picked up the plate, ready to go out.

  "Shen Xiaoqiu! I told you to leave, didn't you hear me clearly?!" What does he want? Does he want this woman to make a promise to him that she will never leave his side for the rest of her life? Yes, he thinks, very much so.

  "Not now, you won't pose any threat to me anymore. At most, you can only scold me. For someone who can only move their mouth and eyes, I won't be so ruthless."

  "You also look down on my current appearance, right? Also think I'm annoying? Then leave me! I didn't ask you to stay by my side, you can leave anytime, there will always be a day when you've had enough, there will always be a day when you meet someone you like, there will always be a day when you leave me... might as well leave early..." Shen Junao sighed.

  "What are you worried about? Worried that one day I'll leave you?" Shen Xiaoqiu looked at him.

  "Can't you? Shen Xiaoqiu, won't you leave me? Won't you leave this useless person?" Shen Junao was so eager to know the answer, no matter what it was.

  "Maybe? I don't dare guarantee what will happen in the future." Shen Xiaoqiu smiled and didn't take it to heart.

  "What? Shen Xiaoqiu, what do you mean? Do you want to leave me? You want to take my money and run away, is that it? Is that right, Shen Xiaoqiu?!" Shen Junao started yelling again.

  Because of this sudden change, Shen Jun Ao's temper became more and more eccentric, but it was also understandable.

  "Isn't this also what you wanted? You want me to leave you and be carefree by yourself." Shen Xiaoqiu followed his words, provoking him.

  "Heh, yes, people's hearts can change...". Shen Junao had nothing to say and couldn't think of a way to win back this woman's heart. His only hope was that he still had a child, perhaps Shen Xiaoqiu would take care of the child for his sake...

  "By the way, I forgot to tell you, I'm going to the hospital this afternoon." Shen Xiaoqiu opened the door and said before leaving.

  "What's up?" Shen Junao was already starting to feel sleepy.

  "Miscarriage, I made an appointment with the doctor yesterday afternoon."

  "What?! Shen Junao wanted to jump up after thinking for a moment, but he could only open his eyes in horror and stare at Shen Xiaoqiu."

  "This is also what you wished for, you said it yourself, that this child would not come into this world, now all your words will come true." Shen Xiaoqiu smiled weakly.

  "You... you're not the one who loves kids the most? How is this possible... how can you be so heartless? That's your own flesh and blood! Shen Xiaoqiu, have you gone mad!" Shen Junao started yelling again.

  "Yes, I used to say that too, but aren't you also being very heartless? We're now the same, Shen Xiaoqiu has become just like Shen Junao, a beast."

  "Xiaoqiu, are you leaving me? Don't go... I was wrong, it's all my fault in the past. I'm not human, I'm a bastard! But please don't leave me, okay? I'll definitely change from now on. I won't look for other women again, I'll just stay home and take care of you. Let's spend the rest of our lives together, okay Xiaoqiu? Forgive me... Shen Jun'ao wanted to see Xiaoqiu again, but Xiaoqiu had already closed the door and left..."

  Shen Xiaoqiu returned to the bedroom, locked the door, and walked to the bedside before flopping onto the bed. Shen Junhao's confession had torn her heart apart, but if it weren't for this incident, Shen Junhao would never have turned back, and she really didn't know whether to thank Shen Junhao for changing or hate heaven for being too cruel to him. Shen Xiaoqiu only promised herself that she would take care of Shen Junhao like a machine, as for whether she would leave him or not, even she didn't know, maybe not. But she also wouldn't give her heart again, because it had already died and could never be revived...

  Shen Xiaoqiu cried for a while and also came to her senses. She wiped away her tears and touched her belly, thinking about how much she wanted to give birth to this child, who was already so big. Unfortunately, it was an ectopic pregnancy, and she had done all she could. She could only save the fetus up to this point, and she was powerless to do anything more. The doctor said it was a boy, but she didn't tell Shen Junhao the baby's sex because there was no need to anymore. She also didn't tell him about the ectopic pregnancy because she didn't want him to feel sorry for her along with herself. Let Shen Junhao think that she was a bad woman who wanted to get rid of the child, and he wouldn't feel so pitiful. She didn't need anyone's sympathy, especially not Shen Junhao's. Just let him keep thinking that she was a bad person... just like what she had fabricated earlier. Even though it wasn't her original intention, if admitting it would make Shen Junhao feel better, she was willing to be the bad guy. Only then would Shen Junhao not feel so guilty when facing her.

  That afternoon, Yún jiě said someone was looking for me. I thought it was a man, but unexpectedly the person sitting at the bar was a woman? Hehe, sister had no experience with women and wasn't interested, but her gaze towards me didn't seem like she came to look for pleasure. That sorrowful gaze made an unforgettable impression on me.

  "You... are Han Shi Ya, right?" The woman looked at me for a moment.

  "Excuse me, who are you? Do you have business with me?" I also didn't have a good impression of this strange and eccentric woman.

  "I am Shen Junao's wife, Shen Xiaoqiu." Shen Xiaoqiu looked at me again.

  Is she Shen Junao's wife? Only then did I start to take a closer look at her - what a good-looking woman! Why does Shen Junao always mention his wife with such annoyance? How can he not go home every day with such a wife? This woman should be younger than us, and her clothes are very ordinary, unlike those young married women in big cities who wear heavy makeup and luxury brands from head to toe.

  "You... is there something you want from me?" After all, it's still a bit awkward for someone like me to be talking to her.

  "Has Shen Jun'ao come looking for you during this time?" She took a sip of tea, seemingly as if nothing had happened, inquiring about someone else's husband.

  "Yes, yes, I won't let him come again, I know he has a family, I'm just a miss, not a mistress." I also promised her with great dignity, I never thought of destroying her family.

  "Ah, really good, can talk and looks pretty too, no wonder Shen Junao is dead set on marrying you, every day he's been telling me about divorce, it's so annoying." Shen Xiaoqiu smiled, that kind of praise made my whole body feel creepy.

  "I'm the same, he always yells at me to marry him, but I've never agreed, and it's equally annoying." I also had a face full of indifference, because that's my true feeling, Shen Junao was annoying from the start.

  "What? Don't you like him at all? Don't want to marry him? Marrying him means you won't have to be a mistress anymore, and you'll live a good life as a rich lady's wife, isn't that better?" Shen Xiaoqiu asked in doubt.

  "If I had to marry someone I didn't love, I'd rather be a prostitute." I smiled.

  "Why? Why don't you love Shen Junao, he's so devoted to you." Shen Xiaoqiu was getting a bit anxious, her reaction surprised me. Logically speaking, she should be scolding me and telling me to stay away from her husband in the future, but why is she suddenly speaking up for Shen Junao? I looked at this woman again, really can't understand...

  "What exactly do you want to say?" I didn't have the patience to listen to her beating around the bush.

  "Something's happened to Shen Junao." She took another sip of water.

  "What's going on?" Although it has nothing to do with me and I'm not very concerned, there is still a need to ask.

  "It's a car accident." She gave me a glance, and those two words came out very lightly yet heavily, I couldn't describe it.

  "What's wrong? Are you hospitalized?" Judging from her appearance, it seems like nothing serious is going on, or else she wouldn't be sitting here so elegantly with me, sipping tea and chatting about these unimportant topics.

  "It's okay, I'm already home." She smiled.

  "Ah, okay then." I nodded.

  "After this... he won't come looking for you again." She looked at me.

  "Ah, this is for the best, I wish you both well." I said with a smile, as if relieved.

  "We will, our children are already so big now." She said with a smile, rubbing her belly, full of joy about becoming a mother.

  She didn't even touch me, but I could tell she was a bit bulging, it turned out that his wife was pregnant so he didn't come over, but this is good too, finally can calm down, no matter how many women outside are charming and call out loudly in bed, they won't go through the ordeal of giving birth to a child for you after ten months of pregnancy, so, just go home and pamper your wife more.