Endless entanglement of thoughts and years

  The Emperor's decree: Pan, you have won the battle of Moon City without losing any of my soldiers. The city has been recovered and I am deeply grateful. I hereby order you to return to the Imperial City immediately. I will reward your achievements and allow you to marry your beloved daughter...

  I didn't hear what he said afterwards, my face was already numb, my brain was buzzing with blood, I didn't expect it to happen so quickly...

  "Milady?" Just after kowtowing in gratitude, I saw her face slowly fall to the ground.

  Pan Yu Yang hastily scooped up Yan Er and rushed into the camp tent.

  Her face was somewhat sober, and she looked at Pan Yueyang: "Get out."

  Pan Yu Yang didn't say anything and really walked out.

  "It seems I'll be returning with General Pan." Mu Qianxue glanced at the camp, that incompetent woman. Men having three wives and four concubines was normal, indeed a rural woman.

  "Then please take your luggage, princess." Pan Yu Yang really disliked this woman.

  "General Pan~" Mu Qianxue walked in front of Pan Yueyang: "Qianxue has always admired the general, now looking at the meaning of that imperial edict... If Yueyang wants, Qianxue would not hesitate to trade Tianfeng for him." Mu Qianxue's charming eyes measured him up and down.

  "Hehe, Pan Mou doesn't have that skill, it's still wise for the princess to consider herself more." In Pan Yu Yang's heart, he was filled with Yan Er's ruthlessness towards him, and really didn't have the mood to care about Mu Qian Xue.

  "Oh? Now, wherever Qian Xue goes, she is a deposed and abandoned princess. Qian Xue understands, but Moyang, do you know why Guan Canghai left me behind? And why did he seize the jade seal?" Mu Qian Xue looked at him with piercing eyes.

  This sentence reminded Pan Yu Yang, with his understanding of Guan Canghai in these days, that the man's unruliness would not be afraid of the world's scorn and would take down Tianfeng. However, he never made a big move, it's impossible to just be for a jade seal so simple? If he wanted to, he could directly create a new jade seal from scratch and change the dynasty!

  "Oh?" Pan Yu Yang suddenly became interested.

  Mu Qianxue smiled coquettishly: "The reason why Tianfeng's national treasury is full and the people are happy, that's naturally Tianfeng's good fortune, not his good fortune from watching the vast ocean." Mu Qianxue deliberately kept him in suspense.

  "Speak directly." Pan Yu Yang hated people who beat around the bush.

  "The Emperor has already locked up the entire national treasury in a secret chamber at the time of crisis, and the Tianfeng jade seal is also related to a huge treasure of Tianfeng! And this jade seal... is the key to that treasure." Mu Qianshuo leaned close to Pan Yuanyang's side, speaking softly with gentle words.

  Pan Yu Yang's mind quickly reacted, with a subtle smile at the corner of his mouth. No wonder Guan Canghai didn't make a move on Mu Qian Xue, killing her would be easy as pie. He wanted to use himself to seal the treasure.

  "How is it? Does General Pan have any interest?" Mu Qianxue saw Pan Yueyang's changed attitude and knew that her treasure was indeed a good bet.

  "Pass down the order, the army prepares to return." Pan Yuanyang directly gave orders to the soldiers.

  In an instant, the entire Dragon Plateau army broke camp, packed up their gear, and began preparing for a march.

  Her face was lying in the carriage, her heart had already died. Why did she need so much? Like a puppet, she had never stepped out of the carriage half a step. Only the soldiers who delivered food every time took away the untouched meals and replaced them with new ones. Those meals that were brought in each time had not been touched at all.

  Her face was cold and detached, her actions desperate to the point of seeking death, leaving Pan Yueyang somewhat at a loss for what to do to comfort this woman. He lifted the car curtain and sat down across from Yan'er.

  "Do you still want to be so stubborn?" Pan Yu Yang looked at Yan Er with concern, the woman was leaning against the carriage, her eyes had lost their luster, she seemed to have been drained of all energy, it pained him... Yan Er's state made his heart ache.

  Her face slowly turned to look at Pan Yu Yang, with even deeper hatred.

  "What on earth do I have to do for you to eat obediently?!" Pan Yu Yang clenched her fists, wishing she could smash the horse carriage into pieces.

  She turned her face back, ignoring him, and her eyes returned to their usual dullness, staring at one place.

  "If you want your family in Suzhou to be safe... I advise you to listen to me obediently!" Pan Yu Yang would never use such a threatening tone towards Yan Er if it wasn't to make her recover.

  Her face changed color, she raised her eyes full of anger and stared at Pan Yueyang, unexpectedly he actually used his own parents as a threat!

  "How's that? Think carefully! I'll be watching your performance!" With that said, he turned around and got off the horse carriage.

  Her chest felt like it was being pressed down by a huge boulder, and she couldn't catch her breath. She clutched at her chest, gasping loudly, but every time she inhaled, the air would only reach her chest before the pain forced her to exhale again. Her rapid breathing was accompanied by tears that flowed like a burst dam, flooding her eyes.

  Since Pan Yu Yang got out of the carriage, Yan Er had three meals a day as usual, although the amount was small, but she would eat something every time. Pan Yu Yang felt a little relieved and walked towards the carriage.

  "Let's go for a walk." Pan Yu Yang said and lifted the car curtain waiting for Yan.

  Her face was pale as she got off the horse carriage, her feet touching the ground a bit unnaturally, and Pan Yueyang quickly supported her to prevent her from falling. Yan'er coldly withdrew her arm, wasn't she supposed to take a walk? She slowly walked around the carriage like a puppet following orders, Pan Yueyang looked away.

  "Mu Bai has left." Pan Yueyang didn't look at Yan'er, instead stroking the horse tied to the carriage.

  Her face didn't stop moving, taking a step by step stroll around the horse carriage.

  Watching her face, there wasn't a single ripple of emotion after Bai Li Mo Ye left. Pan Yue Yang let out a bitter laugh. He should be happy that she didn't have any feelings for his junior brother, but how could he be happy? This woman no longer had emotions towards anything.

  "I'm tired," she said. With that, her face turned away and she stepped up into the carriage, the curtain falling unfeelingly behind her.

  Her face leaned against the bed in the carriage, I'd rather you left...

  After an unknown number of days, the army finally arrived near the imperial city. Pan Yu Yang recalled that day when he set out on his campaign, Bai Li Mu rode a horse with Yan Er to this small hill to see him off, with a warm smile at the corner of her eyes, she handed over the reins.

  "Qian Er, come out and get some fresh air." Hearing Pan Yueyang calling her from outside the carriage, Qian Er obediently got up and descended from the carriage.

  With a surge of strength, Pan Yueyang lifted Yan'er onto the horse's back. Yan'er panicked and grabbed Pan Yueyang: "Ah, what are you doing!" Although she had ridden on horseback more than once before, each time she was very frightened.

  "Shh, hold on tight." Pan Yu Yang found that this woman was getting lighter and lighter as he lifted her onto the horse.

  A loud crack of the whip, the horse received a strong stimulus, let out a long neigh and galloped away.

  "Ah!" Yan'er turned around and didn't look at the front galloping, desperately clinging to Pan Yu Yang, tightly hugging his body.

  Pan Yu Yang smiled evilly as he looked at the overly tense woman in his arms: "Don't worry, I'm here, nothing will happen."

  This soft voice suddenly made her face stiff, looking at herself still tightly hugging this cold-blooded man. Her face stubbornly shook off his body, the horse's speed almost threw her out, a pair of big hands fiercely wrapped around her.

  "Let go!" Yan's face struggled to sit on the horseback, she was very suspicious that Pan Yu Yang was intentionally letting the horse run so wildly.

  "Let go and you won't be afraid of falling?" Pan Yu Yang's lips lightly brushed against her cheek.

  Her face originally wanted to argue with him, but was suddenly kissed by someone, and the emotions that had been suppressed for many days rose again. She blushed and grabbed Pan Yueyang's collar tightly.

  "I remember when I went to war, Mu Bai brought you to the front hill to see me off. Although it was just a distant glance, no one had ever seen me off before. Every time I went into battle, only my father's words were in my ear." Pan Yueyang had already ridden his horse to the hill, the horse quietly lowered its head to graze, and the two sat on horseback, the woman in his arms still bowing her head.

  "What did he say to you?" Yan's curious inquiry, from the moment she knew Pan Yueyang until now, had never seen his father. In the face of such a comfortable moment, she temporarily put aside her indifference to Pan Yueyang.

  "Only allowed to return with achievements." Pan Yu Yang spoke as if she was talking about something that had nothing to do with her.

  Her face suddenly lifted her head, looking at Pan Yueyang. At this moment, he didn't look at himself, but kept staring forward, wondering what he was thinking about.

  "My father never told me to come back safely, he only taught me to win, or else I'd have no face." Pan Yu Yang smiled, his eyes falling on Yan's face.

  "So..." Her face seemed to understand something.

  "So I've become very ruthless, going to the battlefield at 16 years old, experiencing too many life and death situations, but every battle must have one result - only victory!" Pan Yu Yang rubbed his little head.

  Perhaps it was this kind of upbringing from a young age that made him willing to sacrifice himself for his enemies, Yan'er smiled bitterly.

  "Face, forgive me." Pan Yu Yang's apology was still so condescending, her tone didn't change at all.

  Her heart had a solid fortress that was crumbling, she liked Moon Yang, loved Moon Yang, just like earlier on horseback, she didn't want to get close to this person at all, but when it came to the moment of crisis, she could unhesitatingly want his protection and care, this feeling would never change no matter what. Yan'er stroked Pan Moon Yang's face, his resolute cheekbones forever filled with a domineering air.

  Pan Yu Yang stroked Yan Er's belly: "It's already three months, what a brave little thing." Yan Er was originally a lady from a secluded chamber, and the things she had experienced with him in these days were something that would never happen to a woman like her in her lifetime. Yan Er's body had always been weak, yet she was able to keep this child safe and sound all along, it was destined that this child would become someone great!

  Reminded by Pan Yueyang, Yan'er quickly glanced at her belly covered by Pan Yueyang's large hand. A sense of unease surged up in her heart: "I think I have nothing to do with you, and I hope General Pan won't treat me so lightly."

  Pan Yu Yang stared at Yan's face in shock, just a moment ago, the warmth that flowed out of her eyes was all fake? How could this woman become so cold-blooded in an instant.

  "I hope General will be able to relax and be himself after returning home." Yan'er tightly grasped her own skirt, not daring to show weakness! If Moyang were to find out on the day of childbirth that the child would... it's better not to let him suffer, let Yan'er bear all this herself.

  "Do you know what you're talking about?" Pan Yu Yang's face turned dark.

  "I'm tired." She turned her head and gazed at the distant view.

  Pan Yu-yang tightened the reins with all his might, whipping the horse into a gallop: "I was going to tell you today, even if I died, you would always be my woman! You - never think of leaving General's Manor for the rest of your life!"

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