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Hurt me once again

  Hurt me once again

  Yan'er returned to the camp from the forest without saying a word, Baili Muru looked at Yan'er with concern and a flattering face: "Yan'er, the sparrow is roasted, try it and see how it tastes?"

  Her face smiled at this big boy, all the way she thought a lot, what was she after all, she couldn't even see through herself.

  "Yan'er, I will always protect you. If you don't want to continue... " Bai Li Mu Bai looked at Yan'er sincerely: "I'll take you away, we'll go to a place where no one can find us."

  Is this a confession? Yan'er stared blankly at Baili Muru, she knew that Muru was good to her, it was a kind of fondness, and she also liked Muru, but it was the kind of liking like a playmate, she had never considered this big boy as a man. Yan'er immediately lowered her head.

  "What's with the face?" Bai Mu was somewhat flustered: "I and Shixiong can't be compared, one is high above, one is nothing to speak of, don't mind it, I just said that casually."

  "Mu Bai." Yan's face softened as she opened her mouth: "I know you're good to me, I also like you."

  "What did you mean?" Baili Murong looked at Yan'er with expectation, if it weren't for Shixiong's two times being too excessive, he wouldn't have said such words to make Yan'er and himself leave.

  "I'm...fine." Her face was saying that even if she's feeling extremely sad and hurt by Yuexing, but thinking about leaving with Mubai would make her feel even more painful than what Yuexing did to her.

  Baili Muru remained silent for a long time, then put down his serious face and smiled at Yan'er: "Since you've decided this way, I agree too. But you have to be happy, I'll always be by your side, guarding you, roasting sparrows for you, come, try some." Baili Muru pushed the plate over.

  "Ah, thank you, Mubai. You're a kind person." Yan'er tore apart the sparrow meat in small pieces according to Bailing Mubai's intention and ate it with an expressionless face, but she still looked particularly happy while eating.

  Baili Muru's eyes were moist as he held back his tears, "Qianer, eat slowly, I'm going out." He escaped from the camp and ran to a big tree, punching it hard. The autumn wind blew away the leaves that fell from the tree, scattering them in all directions...

  Face down on the roasted sparrows: "Ah..." Lying on the table, not caring about the greasiness of his fingers, he quietly wiped away tears.

  The door creaked open again.

  "Mu Bai, I haven't finished eating yet." She turned around with her back to the door and hastily grabbed a sparrow.

  The people who came listened to her words without making a sound, and silently stood behind Yan's back.

  Her face was definitely a hundred miles away, frantically wiping away tears, her sobbing voice: "Mubai, thank you, thank you, really, I'm fine, I just got too excited for a moment, having roasted sparrows is just too happy."

  The newcomer shook his head slightly.

  Her face said that after tearing open the sparrow meat, she put it in her mouth: "Hmm, delicious!" She hastily gnawed on a small sparrow, and Yan'er's mood seemed to have improved a lot due to the food. She calmed down: "Mu Bai, no matter how Yue Yang treats me... my heart has long been filled with him. Your thoughts Yan'er are not unknown, it's just that I can only pretend not to understand. You are like Yan'er's older brother, hoping that Mu Bai can always protect your younger sister."

  The person behind suddenly put both hands on Yan's shoulders, and Yan was startled. He turned his head to scold Baili Muru.

  "Pan Yueyang?" Yan'er casually turned her head, she didn't want what she had just said to Bai Limo to be overheard by Pan Yueyang, and... facing Pan Yueyang, Yan'er didn't know what kind of emotions to show, was she supposed to still reveal affectionate feelings in front of someone who had hurt her so deeply?

  "Face." Pan Yu Yang had just heard that remark from Yan Ruo Shu, and was extremely displeased. He tightly gripped Yan Ruo Shu's shoulder to control his impulse.

  "Is something wrong?" She turned her head around, not even looking at him.

  "Let me take a look at you." Pan Yu Yang didn't know what kind of attitude and expression to use in their conversation now, perhaps he had been too excessive just now...

  "You saw it." Yan's eyes blinked, and the tears that had just been held back were about to flow out again.

  "That's good, you should rest early." Pan Yu Yang let go of Yan Er's shoulder and turned to leave, leaving Yan Er staring at his back with a hint of resentment.

  Pan Yu Yang had originally intended to ease the emotions of the two, but seeing Yan's evasive expression, he knew that Yan was avoiding him and he had already done his best, so should he still apologize to her?

  This is something Pan Yueyang would never do, he had risked his life for a woman three times already, which was the first time in his life. Pan Yueyang took three steps and made two strides to walk directly into Baili Muxue's camp.

  "Mo Bai." Pan Yu Yang smiled lightly as she looked at Ba Li Mo Bai who had a dejected expression once again.

  Baili Muru saw his senior brother and did not get up or speak, expressionlessly staring at the water cup on the table.

  "I know you have a grudge against me because of what happened today." Pan Yu Yang sat beside Bai Mu Wei, just like when they were young, and held his hand. He smiled slightly, the little kid from back then was now an adult, this pair of big hands was no different from his own, it was no longer the small hand that used to be held in his.

  "Alright then, leave with your face intact." Pan Yu Yang helplessly looked at the hand that was roughly the same size as her own.

  "She won't come." Bai Li Muru finally spoke up.

  "Hmm." Pan Yu Yang let go of Bai Li Mu Bai and stood up, this was the answer he wanted, his mood improved a lot, Yan'er wouldn't leave him.

  "If she were to leave, I would have long ago not allowed her to suffer such pain by your side." Ba Li Mu Bai spoke again.

  "I will protect her from now on." This time it was just an accident, for the sake of the latter sentence, Pan Yu Yang still didn't say such a shirking responsibility word.

  "Big Brother!" Bai Mu was excitedly standing up, his rarely serious face.

  "Say it." Pan Yu Yang had only come to verify whether he would take Yan Er away or not, now that she had gotten her answer, she regained her usual arrogance.

  "Treat her well, don't let her suffer again. Otherwise, whether she likes it or not, I'll take her away with me!"

  Pan Yu Yang didn't say a word and walked out straight away, turning around with anger gradually building up in her eyes!

  At this time, it was almost evening, and the cooks in the camp were busy making dinner. Today, Baili Shao had caught a mountain chicken, which he planned to cook for his wife. The cooks were happily singing their hometown tunes, and the soldiers passing by also joined in with joy.

  The war ended without any losses, which was the best thing that could have happened for every soldier. It was said that the Emperor had already sent someone to take over the Moon City, and they would be able to return home soon. The soldiers who were not on patrol duty gathered around the cook's cauldron by the fire, and even those standing aside couldn't help but join in the joyful singing.

  This private little party was directly strangled when Pan Yueyang stepped out of Baili Mu Bai's camp.

  "What are you doing!" Pan Yu Yang was already furious.

  ……

  For several days after that, the entire camp seemed to be shrouded in anger. Everyone carefully served their master, and the general was always expressionless, but those eyes that were about to spit out flames and burn people to death made the soldiers lower their heads and dare not look at him.

  The lady occasionally saw him taking a walk, but every time he was lowering his head, wondering what he was thinking about. What's even stranger is that every time she inadvertently saw the general, he would turn around and leave immediately.

  Baili young master almost never left his tent, the night before last they saw Baili young master step out of the camp, the beautiful youth who always wore a smile that night only made everyone feel that this big kid had grown up, his face no longer showed the smiling expression that everyone was used to, and became distant.

  The old man shook his head, these young people have lived a big life, and at the sight of these few little masters, they are troubled by love: "Go send this meal over."

  "Li Lao Tou, what's going on with the masters?" The little soldier looked curiously at the camp.

  The old fellow tapped a spoon on the soldier's head: "I don't understand what you young people are up to! Be quick and careful, don't provoke the general, or your head will be in danger!"

  Today's meal is a bit different, the chef has prepared three portions for the masters. Of course, Bai Li Mu will eat one portion in his own tent, Mu Qian Xue this proud peacock will eat one portion, and the remaining two portions are sent directly to Yan Er's face.

  Pan Yu Yang looked at the time and felt it was about time for a meal, but didn't see anyone coming up: "Someone come."

  The old servant came in: "Old slave is here." The servant secretly looked at Pan Yueyang: "The general's meal has been sent to the madam's camp."

  Pan Yu Yang didn't say a word, gazing calmly at the old comrade who had been in the army for many years: "Go down." Knowing his intention, Pan Yu Yang didn't want to say anything more, stood up and stepped out of the camp.

  Her face looked at the food on the table, really had no appetite, and every day in her ear kept thinking of Guan Canghai's words that children would not be born. The ones she loved were all leaving her. Yan'er walked out of the camp, the coolness of early autumn made her more calm to see her fate clearly.

  The feeling of being stared at by a pair of eyes, her face followed the gaze, and she fell into Pan Yueyang's eyes, she had lost weight.

  Qian Er turned her head and went in, Pan Yueyang followed Qian Er in. Qian Er's coldness made him unsure of how to interact with this woman. Perhaps as a man, he should make the first move: "Let's eat." Pan Yueyang had already sat down and picked up his chopsticks.

  Her face watched this man's natural movements with disdain and smiled, getting up to leave but her wrist was caught.

  "You've lost weight, eat something." Pan Yu Yang didn't look at her.

  "I'm not hungry." The face struggled to loosen the bound wrists.

  "You're not hungry but the child will be." It seems that this child's life is really big, and several times he encountered danger, the child did not suffer any harm.

  "My affairs are not worth the general's concern." Yan'er's heart skipped a beat, this child, born of her observation of the vast ocean, would only bring her greater pain at birth.

  "Qian Er!" Pan Yueyang put down his chopsticks, he intended to have a good talk with Qian Er today.

  The imperial edict has arrived——

  Just as Pan Yueyang was mentally preparing to confess to Yan'er, a eunuch's strange voice came from outside the tent. The two of them and everyone in the camp put down what they were doing and walked out to kneel down and receive orders.

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