Chapter 1: The Strange Occurrence on Guard Spirit Night

  "What can you do? I've heard that your dream lover, Zhuang Junfan, is also here. He never participates in our class activities, so this is a rare opportunity for you to grasp it well!"

  Hearing her words, I immediately retorted in a huff: "Don't talk nonsense, what dream lover, am I the kind of person who would indulge in secret crushes?"

  "You think I don't know about your little tricks? You deliberately dropped the elective course and chose the same one as him, and in other classes where he's not present, you're like a castrated eggplant. I heard he likes women with shoulder-length hair, so you went and cut off the long hair you'd had for four years overnight. Originally, I wasn't interested in your little habits, but you're being way too obvious about it. It's gotten to the point where I can't even ignore it."

  It was all said by Ling Shan one by one, I knew that making excuses was useless. I met her in the vocal music supplementary class in high school, and later we were admitted to the same art college, for five years, it can be said that we have been inseparable, so there are few things that can be hidden from her.

  As for her mentioning Zhuang Junfan, he is indeed someone I secretly have a crush on.

  He is my classmate, because of his good looks, high musical talent and a born star face, he was signed by a very good entertainment company as soon as he entered university. At the age of 18, he released his first album, which made him famous all over the world. It's not an exaggeration to say that he is the soul figure of our generation. There are countless girls in school who have a crush on him, but because he debuted early and the company has requirements for him, he has never been involved in any scandal with women.

  However, at the end of last semester, I heard that he was very close to Yao Keqin from the dance department. This girl is another soul figure in school, the principal's daughter, who studies classical dance and has a slender and elegant figure, with an extraordinary temperament, and is extremely beautiful, ranking first among the top ten campus flowers selected online.

  The two of them, if they were together, would truly be a match made in heaven. When I heard this rumor that day, my whole person was so distracted that after finishing the exam, I didn't even participate in the class's group activity and directly packed up my things and returned to Baishan Town.

  This is a kind of escape, now that the whole summer vacation has passed, the dark sorrow in my heart has emerged again.

  I opened the wardrobe and changed into several sets of clothes, trying to dress myself up as stunningly as possible, but in the end I wasn't satisfied with any of them, so I took them all off again.

  It's not that I don't look good after dressing up, it's just that no matter how beautiful I dress up, someone like Zhuang Junfan won't even give me a second glance. There are countless beautiful girls around him, and in the three years of being his classmate, we've only exchanged more than ten sentences, and every time he affectionately calls me "classmate"!

  Classmate! He doesn't even know my name! Even if he deigned to look at me today, even if his brain was flooded with good feelings towards me, what could I do?

  Before this summer vacation, I might still be dreaming like a fool that he would one day take pity on me, but after this summer vacation, everything has changed!

  I've died once already, life has been rewritten, I must remember how I survived.

  As for the spiritual marriage, outsiders' words are unreliable, but my father's words have been deeply engraved in my heart.

  In this lifetime, apart from the man who is tied to me by a spiritual marriage, any other man who dares to touch me will die an untimely death.

  Forget it, I'm destined to never have love in this lifetime!