Chapter Thirty-Six Do You Miss Me Zhan Diamond

  "I've been thinking." I looked up at him, "Every moment, every second, Ji Luan, you're finally back."

  "But I can't have you anymore." Ji Luan lightly kissed my forehead and smiled slightly, "You're married to Sun Wen."

  It was as if I had been suddenly awakened from a dream. Ah yes, I am already married to Sun Yat-sen.

  "He has always been taking care of me..." I said with a guilty conscience.

  "He also took care of those results I left behind, didn't he?"

  "Can you see everything?" I recalled that day when he, as Su Jin'an, had resolved Sun Wen's experimental problem.

  "Yes, I can see that. Sun Wen is a good man." Ji Luan smiled with the corner of her mouth, "If I really couldn't come back, marrying him would be a good choice for you."

  "But you're back." I muttered softly.

  "What do you want to do?"

  "I want a divorce." I said resolutely, "Even if you no longer love me because of my betrayal, I still want to divorce her. I was wrong, but I can't make one mistake after another."

  Ji Lian seemed somewhat taken aback, not expecting me to say something so resolute. "Are you willing to leave him now?"

  "I have to leave him. I don't love him."

  "Do you love Su Jin'an?" Ji Luan suddenly asked.

  My heart skipped a beat, although Su Jinan was actually Ji Luan, but I didn't know that at the time. However, I still liked that Su Jinan - lively, mysterious, and full of excitement, I liked it.

  "I don't love him..." I thought to myself, but my mouth was speaking nonsense. I knew that Ji Luan had a strong sense of possessiveness, and he might be able to accept me being with Sun Wen for practical reasons and not loving him, but he couldn't accept me truly falling in love with Su Jinan - even if Su Jinan were himself.

  "Really?" Ji Luan's eyes indeed showed a hint of relief.

  "Alright."

  Ji Lian tightly hugged me again, "Liang Pei, I've missed you for three years. Every moment, I wanted to hold you in my arms, kiss you, tell you not to be afraid, and tell you that I'm by your side... but I couldn't... because I died..."

  When I heard Ji Lian's words, it was like a tear bomb had exploded, and my tears fell like broken pearls.

  "By the way, what happened to you? When I heard the news..." I suddenly remembered something and asked Ji Luan.

  "When you heard the news, you fainted and were sent to the hospital. For several days, you didn't get out of bed. After returning home, you were heartbroken and hid in your room, even skipping my funeral."

  You've been crying in the house for a long time, and no one can comfort you. You've lived alone in this house for two years, and every day when you hear my voice, you think it's an illusion. Finally, after another two years, you were moved by Sun Wen and married him.

  The princess said with a treasured tone.

  My family is like a burning fire. No matter how sad I am about his death, I will eventually get married.

  "Li Pei, do you know what I was thinking when I saw you put on the wedding dress?" Ji Lan suddenly laughed and asked.

  "What?"

  "What a beautiful bride, exactly as I imagined in my heart, that's my bride. But this bride is not mine."

  "Never mind, Gilan. Never mind."

  I stood on tiptoe and kissed his mouth.

  In the past when we were together, whenever I did something wrong, he would point it out to me, and when I didn't want to listen, I would use this trick.

  But this time, it didn't work, and he gently pushed me away.

  "Lián Péi, can't go back."