Chapter 35: Yang Shou's End 4500 More! Big Chapter!

  "I am Ji Luan, no mistake. I'm not Su Jinan." Ji Luan spoke up, his first sentence was obviously directed at me, and the second sentence was an explanation to Zhou Yin.

  Zhou Yin suddenly stood up excitedly, "Then where did you take him?"

  "I don't know where he went either."

  Zhou Yin was about to rush over, I pulled her back, "You listen to him finish first."

  I hadn't spoken much before, so suddenly speaking up had a somewhat stunning effect on her.

  She hesitated for a moment and finally decided to listen to me, then sat down again.

  "I never left, Liang Pei. The voice you heard for the past two years was me talking to you. I originally wanted to keep talking to you like that, but I didn't expect it would cause you trouble. It turns out you wanted to drive me away." Ji Lan looked at me with a gaze full of sadness and said.

  I burst into tears all of a sudden, and it turned out that I had been pushing Ji Lian away all along!

  "You've always thought of me as your illusion. But you don't know that I'm actually by your side. I know I'm dead, and you're still so young, you'll definitely have another life, will fall in love with someone else again, but I never thought you'd be with Sun Wen."

  "Never mind! I..." My throat was choked with grief, and I couldn't get a word out.

  "It's nothing, really." Ji Lian smiled wryly. "I was too selfish. You should have had a new life by now. I died... I couldn't accept it and didn't want you to either. It was my fault. If I had left from the start, maybe you'd be happy now, possibly even with kids."

  The more Ji Luan spoke, the more distressed I became, but I couldn't explain it. I had always thought that voice was my hallucination, and later Sun Wen also told me it was a hallucination, so I drove away Ji Luan's voice.

  Unexpectedly, Ji Luan had never left...

  "Liang Pei, don't think you owe me an apology. It's my own fault for not protecting myself well enough. I've caused you so much harm."

  "Did someone play a trick?"

  "There's nothing." Ji Lian immediately changed the subject, "I've followed you for three years, unable to let you see me, unable to touch you, unable to let you feel me, unable to make you persist for me."

  I couldn't bear it anymore and burst into tears in his arms, "Sorry, Jilu."

  "I don't want to hear you two being so affectionate, speak quickly, how is Su Jin'an?"

  "If he were still here, could I have climbed over his body?" Ji Lanyu said disdainfully to Zhou Yin.

  Zhou Yin's whole body began to tremble, "You're saying... he's dead?"

  "He's dead." Ji Luan said bluntly, completely disregarding Zhou Yin's painful expression. He ruthlessly spoke the words that Zhou Yin least wanted to hear.

  "But... but why can't I see him?" Zhou Yin finally burst into tears and shouted at Ji Lan.

  "He had lived out his life, it was time for him to leave this world, but I'm not like that, I am...” Ji Lian said up to here, looked at me with a deep and meaningful gaze, and finally said, “I have too much resentment, my attachment is too strong, so I couldn't enter the cycle of reincarnation. You shouldn't be sad for him, he left peacefully."

  Zhou Yin stood up and roared at Ji Lian, "You occupied his body, got reborn yourself, of course you'd say something so cheap! But my Jin An is gone!"

  She gave a cold smile, "I occupied his body? I didn't. At that time, I was by Lang Pu's side, the moment the car accident happened, I was sucked into his body. You should think about it this way, if not for me, you wouldn't even be able to see this shell of his now, and he would have long become a rotting corpse."

  Zhou Yin's chest heaved violently, and finally slowly calmed down. She paused for a moment and said, "Since you didn't leave, Jin An must not have left either. He must be somewhere, I just haven't found him yet. Since you're using his body, take good care of it. If anything goes wrong, I'll never let you off the hook. Also, three days later, his parents will return from America and will definitely see you. If you don't want to be exposed, come find me tomorrow. This is the address."

  She finished speaking, dropped a note for Ji Lan, glanced at me, and left.

  Now there's only me and Gilan left in the house.

  I have so many words to say to him, so many questions to ask him, but now they all become speechless and choked. I just quietly look at him, wanting to go up and hold his hand, but dare not. I don't know if I still have the qualification to do so.

  "After a long while, Ji Lian said, 'Liang Pei, I'm sorry. I wasn't good to you for a period of time.'"

  Yes, some time ago, when I didn't recognize him, he used Su Jing'an's identity to torture me brutally, and even made our child with Sun Wen disappear.

  But even so, I still feel that everything is what I deserve.

  "Never mind! I..." My throat was choked with grief, and I couldn't get a word out.

  The more Ji Lianyu apologized to me, the more I felt sad. I've heard that when people die, everything around them is dark and they can't see anything. If they can stay in the world of the living, it's because there are still unfulfilled wishes in their hearts, so they stay by the side of their loved ones.

  I am his greatest hope left in this world! But I pushed him away!

  What was he doing in the following year? I dare not imagine!

  I have no face to meet Jiyan, and can only bow my head and cry.

  Ji Luan finally walked up to me and wrapped his arms around me, "Liang Pei, don't cry, tell me, do you miss me?"