Chapter Thirty-One: Taking Care of Little Snow Diamond
"Sorry." Su Jin'an completely restrained his own momentum, just like a child who had made a mistake, speaking softly.
"Get out."
"I won't leave. I'll take care of you."
"Call Sun Wen over. What makes you think you can take care of me?" I said coldly.
"If he asks you why you had a miscarriage..."
What Su Jinan said is also what I'm worried about, but what can I do? Do I really have to confess my infidelity and betrayal to Sun Wen and ask for his forgiveness?
I'm not afraid of him knowing, but I'm afraid he'll be heartbroken if he finds out.
One misstep leads to another. I made a terrible mistake, if Sun Yat-sen knew that because of my error, his children were all gone, would he still be with me?
Thinking of this, I retreated.
Just then, Sun Wen's phone call came in. I hesitantly picked up the phone and before I could think of what to say, I heard his anxious voice, "Liang Pei, the institute just sent out a sudden notice, our group has to go to Xinjiang for low-temperature endurance experiments, we're leaving right away. It'll be for quite some time, and for now, I don't know when I can come back. You take good care of yourself at home, okay?"
Sun Wen's "How about it" was not asking me, but informing me.
I reluctantly replied, "Alright, be careful outside."
"Alright, goodbye wife. This time when I come back, I'll make it up to you."
He hung up after finishing speaking.
"He can't come, right?" Su Jin'an asked me calmly, looking at me without a change in expression.
I didn't say anything, turned over and fell asleep with my back to him.
Heaven is indeed good at playing jokes, my acquaintance with Su Jinan was because he had a car accident, I suddenly had a great kindness, wanted to help him, and finally became a destined fate, now, it's me lying in bed, and he's taking care of me.
The next day, I insisted on being discharged from the hospital.
He also insisted on taking me to the house that Ji Luan and I shared, or rather, his house now, since I still had a key and he hadn't asked for it back.
Actually, I don't really want to go back there either, it's good here too.
Let me feel the breath of Gilgamesh for the last time.
I didn't expect Su Jinan to be such a meticulous and considerate person, he took care of my life very well, probably for about a week, not letting me get out of bed, as long as I wanted to go down, he would hold me back and call me "listen".
I certainly wouldn't listen to him, but his tone of speaking was exactly the same as Ji Lian's when she told me to "listen" in the past, even the expression was the same.
Ji Lian is a few years older than me, so he's always like an elder brother or even a father to me. He often jokes that I'm his daughter and that he'll take care of me for the rest of my life.
Su Jinan, not to mention compared with him, even compared with me, is much younger in age. However, what he shows is completely not the stability and mind that a person of his age should have. Even taking care of me is done with ease and familiarity.
I was almost recovered and then I thought about going home.
But he always detained me.
It's no longer like before for me either.
It seemed to have shrunk a bit in front of me.
The last night I stayed in his house, if I hadn't discovered this secret, I'm afraid my life would have taken a completely different path.
But people who are destined to be together, even if they are separated by life and death, or blocked by yin and yang, will ultimately come together due to fate and the will of heaven.

