Yin and Yang Lovers

  I've never been so heartbroken, I've never cried like this before. I didn't know that even crying required so much physical strength. Soon I was exhausted. I was squatting by the sofa, after crying enough, I thought of standing up, but at the moment I got up, a sharp pain hit my abdomen.

  It can't be helped anymore.

  Maybe he found something wrong with me, Su Jinan immediately came to my side, looking at my pale face, he finally became anxious, "What's wrong?"

  I bit my lip and endured the pain, shaking my head, but couldn't say a word.

  He lowered his head and took a look, his face also turned pale.

  I followed his gaze down and saw that the ground was covered in blood, flowing down along my thigh, still trickling down bit by bit.

  "I'll take you to the hospital!" Su Jinan also stopped pretending to be calm, her face full of heartache and anxiety, "Hold on! Liang Pei, hold on, I'm taking you to the hospital."

  I gritted my teeth and said nothing.

  If everything is my fault, then I'd rather die in pain like this now.

  But Su Jin'an didn't listen to me, he had already tightly hugged me in his arms and quickly walked away.

  Although the pain was unbearable, I never fainted. This punishment was really good, I could feel the pain clearly, but had no way to faint.

  I was sent into the emergency room at the hospital.

  The doctor checked and scolded Su Jinan severely, "How can you be someone's husband! You didn't even know she was pregnant! For the first three months, no sex is allowed, nor strenuous exercise, nor emotional excitement! Look now, the child has miscarried! Women have to suffer so much!"

  After hearing what the doctor said, I was stunned!

  Su Jinan's face was also stunned.

  "She... is pregnant?"

  "Not even the wife knew she was pregnant, these young people nowadays are really something!" The doctor seemed to have seen this kind of thing many times before and looked very impatient. He said to the nurse and assistant beside him, "It's nothing serious, take her for a D&C and put up an anti-inflammatory IV."

  Su Jinan was driven out like this, and I was pushed into a small, dark operating room.

  My heart was filled with fear, and the nurse said, "The D&C cannot be done painlessly, it will hurt the uterus, just bear with the pain later, if you can't bear it, say so."

  I am like a fish on the chopping board, at the mercy of others.

  That surgery didn't just hurt, it also completely destroyed one's dignity and privacy.

  I just silently shed tears, pain can no longer stimulate me.

  As soon as he came out of the operating room, Su Jinan immediately came up and asked with a worried face, "How are you?"

  I gave him a look full of hatred and turned my head to the other side.

  He didn't give up and asked the nurse beside him, "How's my wife?"

  "It's nothing, there are many such days. But you must pay attention to take care of her, this is a small confinement."

  The nurse was also fierce and terrifying at first, but probably because she saw Su Jinan looking handsome and had been asking her questions all along, she finally spoke up.

  It seemed that Su Jin'an had let out a sigh of relief after hearing him say that, and said, "Alright, we're at the ward now. You can just take care of her IV drip, I'll take care of her."

  The nurse heard this and naturally couldn't ask for more, only reminding her, "Just don't let her touch the water."

  "I'm sorry." As soon as the nurse left, Su Jinan leaned over my bed and took one of my hands in hers, bringing it to her lips for a gentle kiss. She spoke with a full heart of apology.

  I wanted to break free from his grasp, but I didn't have the strength, so I just told him, "Get lost."