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I am mentally ill

  Am I mentally ill?

  "Hey, Old Zhou, don't say such absolute words. We're all tied to the same boat; if anyone falls into the water, it's not good for everyone. Xiao Shou's face sank, and his eyes flashed with a hint of evasion, but there was no sign of fear."

  Maybe I'm seeing things, but this kid's wings have hardened and he actually dares to shout at Zhou Baihe.

  Zhou Baihe is even more difficult to talk to than Qi Xie, at least Qi Xie is a gloomy character, not like Zhou Baihe, who threatens people with that flying knife as soon as he's unhappy.

  Provoking such a character will eventually lead to trouble.

  The thin monkey looked at me and said, "I never thought of harming you, this time either. Letting Master Jiu leave my sight is impossible, he's so stupid that he'll get himself killed."

  I'm going to get him, this little brat is clearly scolding me.

  "You're the one who's crazy, damn it..." My face sank, and I immediately kicked him with one foot.

  "I didn't say you're crazy, I was just protecting you." Little Skinny Monkey hastily accompanied him with a smile.

  "You're the one with a problem, your whole family has problems. I'm such a big person, do I need you to protect me?" I didn't give him a good look, if we weren't on the bus, I would have definitely beaten him to death.

  "Xiao Jiu Ye, you'd better be mentally prepared later." Shou Bo turned his head around and gave me a glance, reminding me.

  I nodded slightly and responded with a simple "uh-huh."

  Where are we going? I have no idea, but seeing how serious they all look, I'm trying hard to adjust my own mindset.

  Then the whole car fell into a dead silence, as if waiting for something to happen.

  The car was shaking and swaying, just like a cradle. Before long, I dozed off against the window.

  Just woke up, there are many things in my head that are expanding, and even thinking can't keep up. Enough rest will allow those things to slowly calm down.

  I slept very soundly, I don't know if it was because I was too tired or because they were by my side, I didn't have any dreams and there were no signs of insomnia.

  I don't know how long I slept, until the shrill voice of Xiao Shou Hou woke me up. I rubbed my eyes and opened them suddenly.

  "I'm hoarse from shouting, and I slept like a pig." Little Skinny Monkey complained as he slammed the car door shut.

  I didn't care about him, got off the car by holding the door handle, closed the door and stretched my limbs vigorously to loosen up my muscles. The feeling of sleeping while sitting made my neck ache terribly.

  After I stretched my limbs, I found out that where I was standing was a hospital.

  Really!

  At this moment, I think so in my heart, feeling that the construction of the hospital is like the Pentagon, too grand.

  "There's a doctor inside, I reckon today's diagnosis will be out soon, and there are videos too." Zhou Baihe threw down these words and walked in directly.

  Right after that, we found the doctor. The moment he saw me, his face was shocked and he couldn't say a word. Finally, he calmly opened his mouth and said, "I didn't expect you to recover so quickly, I thought you were beyond saving."

  Now it's my turn to be surprised.

  Is there no hope? Did I come back with severe injuries?

  I don't have a big wound on me, I had a small injury before and it has already recovered.

  "Director Zhou, you're here for the medical records, right? Follow me."

  "Dr. Huang, thank you for your trouble..." Zhou Baihe said politely.

  Dr. Huang led us into his office and picked up a medical record book. I opened it and took a look.

  The more I looked down, the more my heart sank. Finally, I threw that medical record away and glared at Dr. Huang with eyes blazing with anger, gritting my teeth and asking: "Who told you to write this? You're the one who's mentally ill, your whole family is mentally ill! Do you have a medical license? If not, hurry up and go find a school to study, or I'll shoot you dead!"

  Before I knew it, I had passed by Xiao Shou and grabbed Dr. Huang's collar with a ferocious expression.

  The thin monkey grabbed my arm and said loudly, "How did you suddenly become so powerful? You really want to kill people openly and honestly. If you want to go to jail, you don't need this trick. What exactly did you see?"

  Zhou Baihe and Qiu Bo also hurriedly pulled us two apart, they both knew what was written in the medical records.

  "Master Xiaojiu, this is true." Shou Bo's voice was getting softer and softer, but he said it with great conviction.

  "How is this possible?" My eyes were like they had been soaked in blood, staring at them with a reddish gaze, shouting in disbelief.

  The little monkey grasped me tightly and wouldn't let me get any closer to Dr. Huang.

  "Hey kid, just say what you want to say. It feels like I'm talking to a different person." Little Skinny Monkey didn't know where I was going with this, he just pieced together seven or eight parts from my words.

  "Look at that, I told you not to let him know..." Dr. Huang frowned and began to complain discontentedly.

  "You quack doctor, what are you saying?" I kicked my feet hard in his direction, but unfortunately the distance was too far and I couldn't reach him at all. Moreover, Shoubo and Xiaoshouhou held me down tightly, and I couldn't shake them off. Both of my hands were grasped firmly by the two of them, otherwise, I would have definitely pulled out the gun from my pocket and shot him with one bullet.

  For some reason, a surge of indescribable anger in my heart has been unable to find an outlet, unable to erupt, and the suffocation is making me extremely uncomfortable. I feel like I'm going to die from the rhythm that's being drummed into my ears over and over again, with that sound still echoing in my ears, letting out a scream.

  It's more unbearable than being submerged in water and unable to breathe. Wanting to float up to the surface for air, but having no strength at all.

  "Xiao Jiu Ye, that's just the previous data, you haven't seen what comes after. The data afterwards is normal." Shou Bo hastily stretched out his hand and patted my cheek, speaking in an extremely serious tone, trying to make me sober up a bit.

  "I think he's still not fully recovered, seeing past cases will only drive him crazy." Dr. Huang didn't know when she sat down on the chair, continuing to fan the flames.

  As soon as I saw his arrogant appearance, a surge of anger rushed to my head, and there was always a voice swirling in my mind: shoot him with one bullet.

  "Shut up!" Zhou Baihe, who was standing beside him, couldn't help but glare at Dr. Huang, his face looking extremely unpleasant.

  Dr. Huang was startled by the shout and immediately took off running out of the office.

  "Don't you dare run..."

  Zhou Baihe hastily interrupted me with a dark face, and with a hiss from his sleeve, a flying knife immediately plunged into the ground beside my foot, scaring me so much that I didn't dare to shout again.

  "For crying out loud, calm down, don't make a big fuss over nothing and shout here, aren't you afraid of losing face?" Zhou Baihe's face was as dark as the bottom of a pot, his eyes were about to spit fire, that appearance was scary.

  I've always been quite afraid of Zhou Baihe, he won't stop until he sees blood.

  A flying dagger suppressed the unexploded anger in me, leaving only a sense of fear, an endless sense of fear.

  The little monkey didn't know when he picked up that case, just as I wanted to take a look, he was snatched away by me and stared at him fiercely.

  Right after that, I finished reading the rest of what I hadn't read yet. After finishing it, I admitted to myself that I wasn't calm enough earlier and was scared by the diagnosis from the previous few pages.

  "What did you write?" The thin monkey leaned his face over, full of curiosity. I slammed the medical record shut and pushed his face away, scolding: "What are you looking at? It's not your business."

  The thin monkey looked disappointed and muttered: "Not even a hint, let you little devil go crazy..."

  Can I not lose control? If anyone else saw those words written on their medical record, they would collapse too. I'm just an ordinary person, and I haven't become strong enough to handle it yet.

  Zhang Ji was initially diagnosed as suffering from mental illness.

  Damn it, isn't this saying I'm a mentally ill person again?

  Mediocre doctor, absolutely mediocre doctor.

  I was a perfectly normal person, all physical indicators were normal, and intelligence tests were also normal. How did I end up in this hospital and get diagnosed as a mental patient?

  If I were a nervous person, seeing flying knives would scare me.

  This is clearly misdiagnosis.

  This has a great impact on people and will affect the quality of my life in the future.

  Zhou Baihe has already found the CD and played the video on the desktop, and our attention was immediately drawn to it. I found a good position and stared at the screen with my eyes fixed.

  The scene that jumped out was me, wearing a loose white and blue striped hospital gown, with no expression on my face, just like a dead person.

  "I'm shocked, I've never heard of a hospital recording patients' videos, isn't this an invasion of privacy?"

  I look confused on the screen, unexpectedly with open eyes, seemingly without any consciousness, just a pair of hands repeating an action non-stop.

  "Are you possessed?" The thin monkey's eyes stared at the screen, feeling like they were about to stick to it, and muttered in surprise.

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