Chapter 32: Her First Time Was Gone

  "Qingqing, I'll go with you. Use the viewer to read millions of books, completely ad-free!" He Zhengdong was used to playing the role of a porter in any situation, perhaps due to being the class monitor for too long. This time, Pei Na said pretentiously, "Okay, I'll go too."

  Everyone knows she has a crush on He Zhengdong, just saw He Zhengdong drinking with Gu Xi in the corner, feeling not good, making an excuse to pour wine, and passing by, this small room was messed up like this.

  "Hey, who just said they weren't going?" Chen Shaoze had been quietly drinking on the side, but suddenly blurted out a sentence that startled everyone.

  "Can't change your mind? Let's go!" Pei Na got up with a flirtatious expression, made a face at him, and then pulled up He Zhengdong beside her.

  Gu Xi couldn't help but sneer as she carefully observed that there were many classmates in the class with unclear relationships, "Hey, you little brat likes **?"

  "Like her? Who says I like her." Chen Shaoze somewhat disdainfully swapped out the empty bottle in his hand, grabbed a bottle of Erguotou and gulped it down, as if he was drinking plain water.

  "Alright, Master Chen is really good at pretending, when everyone else is a fool?" Pumpkin's words were especially numerous, commonly known as Big Mouth, no matter how busy, still didn't forget to mock people with a few sentences.

  After a while, the pumpkin and bald head started playing rock-paper-scissors, while Gu Xi's body was very heavy. He hadn't slept well for days, so he fell asleep on one side. Chen Shaoze was drinking alone, with a hint of intoxication, and fell asleep on Gu Xi's thigh.

  The pumpkin and Baldy were playing with excitement, without any worries. Suddenly, they heard the sound of knocking on the door, and Baldy got up with some fatigue, "You're back so soon?"

  He stopped the busy rock-paper-scissors game and saw Gu Xi lying beside him, his hand started to itch. He was born with a rogue's face and wiped the corner of her mouth for her. Although he liked to tease girls usually, he didn't have very serious behavior, especially towards Gu Xi, whom he secretly admired.

  The moment the door opened, a man in a suit and tie, with a serious expression on his face, had already cast his eyes on the messy bed inside.

  Looking at the charming figure lying on top of a man, is this an old friend gathering? There was only one girl, and she stormed in.

  "Hey, you're going the wrong way!" The bald man rushed in, surprised, and saw that he had pulled Chen Shaoze away with one hand, so he picked up Gu Xi.

  She had just opened her eyes and saw the enlarged pupils, an expression that seemed to devour her. This man was really a lingering ghost, wherever he went, he would find her.

  "Come home with me, what a bunch of pigs and dogs are you hanging out with?" Ling Hao Yu looked at her disheveled clothes, feeling very angry, glaring at the few men beside her.

  "Go home?" Everyone woke up and said in unison.

  "How did you get here?" Gu Xi said calmly.

  "How did I end up here? Do I have to wait until dawn?"

  "Hey, don't be too excessive!" The pumpkin's words had just fallen when the other two brothers clenched their fists and prepared to smash them into Ling Haoyu's face.

  "Stop it! Scram!" Gu Xi rushed over to separate them with great effort, looking at the man in front of him, destined to be inseparable no matter what.

  "Get out!" Chen Shaoze's face turned red with anger as he pushed Ling Haoyu and shouted loudly.

  "Give it back to me, what's going on here?" Before he could finish speaking, Ling Haoyu forcefully pulled Gu Xi off the bed and ran out the door without even putting on his shoes, slamming the door shut behind him.

  "Hey, let go! Let me go! It really hurts!"

  He seemed to be infuriated by her, his mind constantly replaying the scene of her sleeping with men. With both hands gripping the steering wheel, he was struggling mentally, and then fiercely pushed her into the car, got in himself, helped her fasten the seatbelt, and started speeding away, driving erratically. Fortunately, it was late at night, so there weren't many cars on the road.

  "Are you following me?"

  After a long time, the car was still speeding wildly. In the dark of night, with few people around, it felt desolate. Unconsciously, she broke the silence, her right hand propped against the window frame, with an expression of disdain.

  He remained silent, as if speeding up even more. The fully bloomed three-cornered plum blossoms in the courtyard shone brightly through the roadside, their red color lovely to behold. At night, dewdrops peeked out, and the wet grass emitted a refreshing earthy aroma.

  He was no longer gentle, stopping the car at the iron gate and pulling her out. His footsteps were swift, pulling her hand with force, the wet grass soaked the hem of his pants.

  She didn't leave until she opened the door and slammed her onto the sofa. She had only been away for two or three days, but this home already felt very strange to her. Everything was still in its original place, but the glass table in front of her was piled high with cigarette butts. The messy state shouldn't be appearing in a luxurious villa, and wasn't there a maid who cleaned up at any time?

  Perhaps it was because he smoked too frequently, that several glass ashtrays were piled up in a row, with cigarette butts scattered all over the place. The dim lighting made her realize that only the corridor lights were on, and the hall was filled with an eerie atmosphere. She broke out in cold sweat as she scrutinized the man beside her, whose eyes were wide open like a cow's, his wheat-colored tie was torn on one side, and his hands were clasped together, standing motionless in front of her.

  "What do you mean?"

  "What do you mean? What does it mean to sleep in a pile of men?" He pressed his hands on the sofa, his entire body almost covering Gu Xi. The dim light cast a reflection on the wall, showing two figures at odds with each other. At this moment, Ling Hao Yu was no longer the man who had always been accommodating towards her.

  Ling Hao Yu's every word made her break out in cold sweat, and her stubborn personality would not be easily defeated by others. What's the big deal about men? Isn't it just a small matter between good friends who drank too much and leaned on each other? How did it become shameful when he said it? And what does it have to do with him anyway? Who is he to her?

  "Are you crazy? Get out! Reborn City Tyrant! I love whatever I want!"

  Gu Xi angrily stood up, but was pushed back onto the sofa by him. At this moment, in his mind, she was no longer a pure and innocent first love girl, but an immodest girl.

  At that moment when everything he had paid out was about to go down the drain, he became even more frantic. "So, is it true that you sleep with several people? Can't you just tone it down a bit?"

  "You're crazy, right? I love sleeping for ten or eight hours, that's my business, get out!" Her breathing became more and more urgent, with some effect of the alcohol, she couldn't even compete with a big man in terms of strength.

  "Right! I'm crazy, so what if I am?"

  The dim light had never revealed the extent of his angry expression, and yet each word was like a knife that forced her to swallow. No matter how hard she struggled, he seemed to have cast a spell on her, pinning her legs tightly together with an eerie sound, the tearing of clothes echoing in her ears.

  "Don't... let me go!"

  Gu Xi's entire body was unable to exert any strength, and even her mouth, the only source of sound, had its voice stolen by his lips. Those strong and rough hands tore open all her clothes without reservation.

  She continued to struggle, using her teeth to bite his lips into bright red blood, only to hear a low hum, still continuing, with more violent movements.

  She passed through a dense forest, moaning in agony, her subconscious still resisting, but hot tears uncontrollably flowed out and dripped into his mouth before she finally let go.

  As she struggled to get up, stark naked, a strong smell of blood made her even more disgusted. Dazed, she picked up the broken clothes on the ground, covered her private parts, and curled up in the corner of the wall.

  "Ya Tou...... Ya Tou I...... I!"

  That hot tear awakened him. Just as he was about to withdraw his hand, he felt the wet bloodstains. The white sandy beach had several large red flowers printed on it, and he became even more absent-minded, thus losing his rationality and taking her first time away in a rush.

  Just as she was about to reach out and help her up, she was pushed to the ground. The exquisite sofa, the amber-colored handrail on the stairs, even the expensive clock on the wall that ticked away, all made her feel disgusted.

  She mechanically walked up the stairs, to the room that once belonged to her, and dared to turn on the light to illuminate her disheveled body. She walked to the bedside, wrapped the bed sheet around her body, before she was willing to turn on the light. She walked in front of the dresser, looking at her tear-stained face.

  Maybe it was the most serious cry of hers, she gently turned on the faucet and splashed water heavily on her face. Washing away his saliva, anything he left behind.

  Touching her own small face, swollen lips. Thinking of the moment when he was wolf-kissed earlier, she casually picked up a large package of disposable toothbrushes that had been prepared next to her, quickly opened the packaging, and took the toothbrush to brush her delicate lips fiercely.

  "Yātóu... Yātóu, open the door!" Ling Haoyu leaned on the handrail and went upstairs, knocking loudly on the door several times, fearing that she might do something reckless, like jumping off the building. This would make it even harder for him to live with himself. Suddenly, his stomach started aching vaguely, and before he could finish speaking, he collapsed softly onto the ground, leaning against the door frame unconscious.

  The sound of water inside grew louder, and suddenly the faucet's head was twisted off, and no more sounds could be heard from outside. The tears had dried up, and looking beside her was a photo frame, but she didn't know when he had secretly taken it. It was from the last time she saw Lin Xiaorong, when he ran out alone and sat under the shade of a tree, the scene where she hugged him and fed him medicine.

  Damn it, her mind seemed to have lost its soul. It was all memories of Ling Hao Yu's nagging and caring for her, she angrily slapped herself twice. Walking into the bathroom, she turned on the water and quickly submerged her body, then stretched out her hand to squeeze the cow milk French fragrance shower gel next to her, rubbing it onto her own body.

  But in her mind, the scene of him lecherously pouring hot water for her when she first arrived here kept emerging. She now hated herself even more, originally these things were all helping him to get rid of his guilt. How was she supposed to face him and his family?