Chapter 48: The First Time in Life

  I hastily walked up the stairs with the woman in my arms, I didn't need to turn around and just listened to the footsteps to know that Fast Knife and Butcher had already arrived behind me. I was afraid they would say something "unpleasant" again, so I quickly quickened my pace, excitedly holding the woman's hand and using a bit of force to pick her up and run upstairs. I was afraid that if I ran too slowly, the two of them would catch up with me and humiliate me!

  But just as I was about to rush up the stairs, the butcher's sinister voice came from behind me: "Brother! Do it well... It's your first time in life, don't be nervous, or you'll easily leave a psychological shadow that will affect the quality of things later."

  This sentence was like a huge stone that slammed into my back, and I stumbled on the spot. Got it! Still being fooled by him... How embarrassing! ...I didn't dare turn around with the woman and continue walking upstairs, but when I pulled her hand, she didn't move. Helpless, I had to turn my head to see what was wrong with her. If I hadn't looked, nothing would have happened, but as soon as I did, I was startled - the blonde woman behind me was staring at me in disbelief, and everyone else in the room was looking at me with the same expression from different angles... In an instant, the room fell silent, and all conversations stopped. Even REDBACK had a smile on his face as he looked at me.

  I feel like my face is burning, I bet my face must be as red as a monkey's butt right now. Looking at their "how is that possible?" expressions, I thought to myself, in China there are many 20-year-olds who are still virgins. It's not like it's an open society like abroad, and this is France! One of the most open countries in Europe! I've even heard that some people hand out resumes on the street. Can you beat that?

  I didn't dare to respond, because seeing the sly smiles on their faces, I knew that if I responded, it would never end and I would definitely be teased to death. So I directly swept up the woman who was standing next to me in a daze and quickly ran upstairs to the second floor, the scent of Chanel No. 5 wafting from her body into my nostrils.

  "LILU! Take good care of my friend! You've earned it! Oh...... Wooooo!......" The person behind shouted shamelessly again.

  "Haha!" The woman in my arms was very understanding and didn't respond, she just covered her mouth and lowered her head to laugh quietly. I looked down at her and saw that she had a look of having found treasure on her face, it's really frustrating! But it also deepened my determination to get rid of my virgin status, damn it! If this matter isn't resolved, these cheap women will eventually let the whole world know that I'm a virgin, can't lose face in front of foreigners!

  I ran up to the second floor, until I rushed past the corner of the wall and disappeared from people's sight. Only then did a burst of laughter come from behind, accompanied by a few sentences such as "Really?" "No way!?"

  I cursed as I ran forward along the corridor, fortunately it was early now if I came at night, with all the tough guys from around the world gathered here, my talent would really be lost to the whole world.

  I walked for a while before stopping, staring blankly at the countless wooden doors in the corridor. I asked the woman in my arms a silly question: "With so many rooms, which one should we use?"

  "Pfft!" The woman in my arms couldn't hold it in anymore and burst out laughing: "Are all Chinese men as adorable as you? Hehe. Feel free! Use whichever room you like!"

  I really want to slap myself, I'm so ashamed of Chinese men, I hope they don't blame me!

  I casually picked a room and pushed the door to enter, LILU followed me into the room with a smile and gently closed the door behind us. As I heard the soft sound of the door closing, my heart skipped a beat and my hands started sweating! It's finally time to see if I'm up for it, will I be able to do it? But what came out was this ridiculous thought - looks like I'm just an ordinary man after all, worrying about this issue!

  I turned my head to face LILU, I couldn't find a opening line, what should I say at this time? Should I directly take off my clothes or be more civilized and "connect" with her feelings first? My heart was racing like crazy, but the more anxious I got, the less I could speak. As a result, I started sweating all over my back!

  LILU stood there with a smile, staring at me like I was a treasure, her face full of expectation, seemingly thinking something, probably noticing my tension and nervousness. She opened her mouth lightly and said: "You're too tense! It's not good, no need to be so tense, you're even sweating!"

  "Really? Then... then... I'll go take a bath first!" After saying that, she quickly ran into the bathroom, took off her top and turned on the faucet, splashing water onto her face several times. With both hands supporting herself against the sink, she stared at her reflection in the mirror. Although it had been a month since my injuries on my face had healed, my body was still not fully recovered from the several battles I had been through. My originally round and long face when I was in school had now become thin and gaunt, with sunken cheeks and a pointed chin that used to be rounded. Several scars from bullet wounds crisscrossed my face, but my nose, which was quite distinctive of Chinese features, remained as big as ever.

  I patted my own face and said to myself, "Xing Tian! Look at your behavior! Can't even handle such a small matter, are you still a man? Go out and work hard, let her know your strength!" After saying this, I felt a bit more at ease, not as tense. It's just that I feel a bit nauseous, didn't think I could say something so disgusting.

  I stripped off my clothes and opened the shower, washing away with a hot bath. The warm steam slowly relaxed my nerves, after all, it's not like I'm going to die on the battlefield. After finishing my bath, I wrapped a large towel around my waist and walked out of the bathroom in a bad mood, looking around and finding that LILU was nowhere to be found. No way, I've been holding on without running away, and she's actually playing hide-and-seek with me?

  I walked slowly towards the bedroom with the edge of the towel pinched in my hand, and when I pushed open the door, my hand accidentally loosened and the towel fell to the ground. My "little sky" was suddenly exposed to the air. I bent down to pick up the towel on the ground, but a snow-white foot stepped on it instead. As I looked up along her leg, I saw slender legs like jade, a smooth and clean abdomen with six-pack abs, a delicate steel ring on her navel, and plump breasts standing proudly in mid-air. But when I finally saw her face, I was stunned - because she wasn't LILU, but REDBACK.

  I just stood there stupidly, and when I realized I was stark naked in front of her, the towel had already been kicked who-knows-where by REDBACK.

  "How did you end up here? And... where's LILU?" I stuttered, covering my crotch with both hands as I looked around for something to hide behind. REDBACK, on the other hand, had an expression of disdain, staring me up and down in a way that made me feel very uncomfortable. She was only wearing her underwear, which made me too afraid to look at her directly, and just catching a glimpse of her devilish figure made my crotch stir with excitement, scaring me into keeping my hands firmly over it.

  "What? Am I not good enough? Not to your taste?" REDBACK's face showed an expression as if I had insulted her.

  "No... no... no... you're great! Just what I needed!" Looking at her expression and the current situation, my mind went completely blank and I had no idea what I was saying.

  "What's the point of saying so much nonsense? You see, it's more honest than you!" REDBACK reached out and grabbed my disobedient little sky with her hand, stroking me, and intense pleasure spread throughout my body. I involuntarily moaned and was pulled onto the bed by her.

  Lying in bed, I watched as a naked REDBACK approached me, my eyes widened! This was the first time I had seen a real woman. The naked REDBACK was like a white jade carving of a goddess, beautiful and sexy, overwhelming.

  Slowly, REDBACK sat on my lower abdomen, then stretched out his fingers to gently stroke the scar on my shoulder, and then stretched out a pink little tongue to lick along the scar, that wet feeling mixed with an unbearable stimulation spreading throughout the body through the subcutaneous nerves, making me involuntarily tense up all the muscles in my body.

  Gently holding REDBACK's tongue that had come over, I curiously used my teeth to lightly bite her tongue. REDBACK let out a "yelp!" and trembled all over, then also bit my tongue, but her bite wasn't light, it hurt so much that I groaned in pain. However, I felt extremely stimulated and immediately retaliated with another bite.

  The two of us gnawed at each other for half a day, with saliva dripping from the corners of our mouths to our chests before we finally parted our lips. I gently picked up the ivory-like lump on her chest and put the delicate small grass mushroom in my mouth, using my tongue to wrap around the small bean and lightly rolling it while gently grinding it with my teeth. As I listened to her moans, I felt a sense of comfort spreading throughout my body.

  I felt myself slowly entering REDBACK's warm and tight body, the sensation of being tightly wrapped in her was just transmitted to my back when she grasped it with a swoop...

  "Ow!" I didn't expect the one crying out in pain to be me... because REDBACK had bitten down on my shoulder, and blood mixed with sweat flowed down. I didn't think I'd "see red"! REDBACK wrapped her arms around my neck for a moment before launching into a "stormy attack", and since she was riding on top of me, it gave me the feeling of being raped.

  Dry! No way. To counterattack! I suddenly flipped over and pressed her under me, and then I began to carry out my "revenge" plan...

  My lower back felt a wave of numbness, an intense pleasure shot to the top of my head, and all my strength was devoted to the passionate "passion" on my body. I slammed into REDBACK's wet back, drenched in sweat. I wrapped my arms around her, pressing her onto me, not wanting to come down. Along her back curve, I gently licked down to her lower back, where there was a bright red tattoo! I lightly drew along the tattoo with my fingertips on her buttocks, it was a strange angel tattoo, an angel covered in flames nailed to a cross, its wings spread out behind had begun to rot, half of the feathers had fallen off revealing black wing bones.

  "Is that why they call you REDBACK?" I asked her while lightly scratching the tattoo with my fingernail: "What does it mean?"

  "Ah! That's why they call me REDBACK. This picture represents my fate!" REDBACK trembled lightly with each stroke of my hand, but she seemed to lack the strength to turn her body towards me.

  "Is this Archangel? But why is it nailed to the cross?" I can guess some clues from the picture, but I still want to hear her say it herself.

  "Yes, this is the Seraph. The Seraph is an angel in charge of punishment and also responsible for eliminating all sins that blaspheme God! This picture means something very simple: when good angels start killing, even if it's Satan who seems evil, they are no longer innocent. Once stained with blood, the angel also becomes evil and a demon, and will ultimately be judged. And this is my fate, I have been killing to protect God's dignity and God's people, but even in the name of justice, I am no longer pure, I have borne countless sins. I have become a demon and will eventually be judged, but I cannot stop, because if I do, more innocent children of God will be harmed." REDBACK said this slowly, turning over in my arms, looking up at the sky: "Since we are destined to become demons, why not enjoy the pleasure of being a demon?"

  I looked at her without speaking, because discussing the issue of faith with me is meaningless, as I don't believe in God! And REDBACK was obviously a more devout believer, although this belief had deviated from the normal path. But I didn't think I had the qualifications to teach her how to position herself, because at least she had found an excuse for killing, and I hadn't even found my own position yet. What am I fighting for? This question has also been troubling me for a long time.

  I looked into her sky-blue eyes and stared at her for a while before asking a question that had been stuck in my mind since earlier: "Why me?" I meant to ask her why she chose me and went to bed with me. The two of us shouldn't have such a deep emotional foundation to make her make this decision, I knew she wasn't the kind of girl who did things casually.

  REDBACK didn't respond to my words. She just stared blankly at the ceiling and murmured, "I fell in love with a man when I was nine years old...". The situation between us two is quite strange now. I'm holding my first woman, yet listening to her talk about her past lover. Although I don't feel jealous, it's not comfortable either. Suppressing that awkward feeling in my heart, I didn't interrupt and continued to listen to her story.

  Here is the translation:

  "At that time, our Northern Ireland army was losing strength, and that man joined us. He was also an Irishman with golden hair and a handsome face like Apollo's. He was very knowledgeable and skilled in gun tactics, and under his suggestion, we won several victories over two years. At that time, he became the star of our army, the white knight in every woman's heart, and I fell in love with him too. But at that time, I was too young, so I made up my mind to marry him when I grew up. Just as I was dreaming about my future, my white knight went to a gathering of resistance organizations with my parents, who wanted to introduce him to other high-ranking leaders. But he never came back...

  "My mother returned alone, carrying my father, who had been shot three times and was dying. He struggled to say something until his death but didn't close his eyes. Later, I found out that the white knight in my heart was actually a spy for the British government. He had been hiding here for two years just for this day, and under his tip-off, many police surrounded the gathering place, killing many high-ranking leaders of the organization. Two of the three bullets that hit my father were shot by him, so he died with his eyes open. Later, because my parents introduced him to the resistance army, my mother was expelled from the army. With nowhere to go and being chased by the British, she accidentally stepped on a landmine and died. In the end, I didn't even get to see my mother's complete body..."

  REDBACK's voice still showed no emotional expression, as if she were talking about someone else's story.

  I didn't know how to comfort her so I just held her hand. It turned out that her first love was so early and yet so tragic!

  "It was a year later when I saw him again, at the door of his home in London. I saw him and his beautiful wife, as well as the Ferrari that my parents' comrades had exchanged with their blood. He smiled happily because his wife was pregnant and he was about to become a father. He was still so handsome, smiling just as elegantly..."

  "What did you do?" I didn't think she would let him off, but what could an eleven-year-old do? Still in the capital of England.

  "I used my father's pistol to smash that face I loved, as beautiful as the sun god!" REDBACK said, pulling out her P210 handgun from under the pillow: "And it just so happened to be my eleventh birthday!"

  I've been listening for half a day, and I still can't figure out what this has to do with me. I think that apart from showing she's quite mature, it also shows she's quite ruthless! An 11-year-old girl in China is still in elementary school, but she's already started shooting and killing people!

  "What does this have to do with me?" I couldn't help but ask, is it that good-looking men are unreliable? So they found me, who looks relatively ugly? Although I don't look handsome, I shouldn't be considered ugly either!

  "I'm just saying that I'm nice to you not because I love you! I've long given up on such boring fantasies! The reason is that I have a good impression of your style, putting the lives of your teammates first even in times of danger... You're really righteous!" REDBACK said to me in Chinese: "So you give me a sense of security that I haven't felt in a long time, that's why I want to be friends with you. And your style is also very fierce! It won't make me feel like you're a wimp. That's all there is to it!"

  "...I'm speechless. It turns out that brotherly love can also be used to pick up girls."

  "And today is my 18th birthday, I'm finally an adult and can enjoy myself! But the Catholic Church doesn't allow promiscuity. You look quite strong too. So I choose you as a gift to celebrate my coming of age!" REDBACK seemed to think that her previous words were not enough and stepped on my self-esteem again. It turns out she thought of me as a gigolo!

  "Why don't you go find the man downstairs, he looks pretty good too. I'm a Chinese person and I mind this kind of thing very much. After sleeping with me, no matter what, I will take responsibility for you, whether you need it or not!" I withdrew my arm from her embrace, slightly angry.

  "I know this! I'm not just any woman, you're my first man, and I think you're quite pleasing to the eye. If you can keep living, I'll stay with you forever." REDBACK This sentence just reminded me, yeah! We're both mercenaries, we could die at any moment. All those vows of love are useless!"

  According to Chinese customs, I kind of want to say let her change to a relatively easy job and I'll support her. But judging from her strong personality, it's likely that she won't agree unless we have a fierce argument, and besides, she has survived on the battlefield for over a decade, while I'm not even as capable as her. What right do I have to say this? Thinking about this makes me feel disheartened.

  Just as I was thinking of finding some face with actual actions, my phone "ding! ding!" rang. I picked it up and saw that someone else had called me. I got up and dressed, and REDBACK also got out of bed and put on her clothes. Watching her put on her clothes one by one on her slender body, I was again overwhelmed with excitement. My luck is really good! Who cares what reason she has for getting into bed with me, anyway, I've earned a sex partner!

  As we two walked through the entrance hall, I suddenly heard a groan coming from the sideboard. Looking inside through the door gap, I was startled. It turned out that LILU was tightly bound and lying inside, with the door gap directly opposite her eyes, and her gaze was burning with anger. Originally, I wanted to release her, but seeing her gaze seemed like she wanted to bite me, so I gave up on this idea!

  I followed behind REDBACK with a guilty conscience, asking as I walked: "I thought you drove her away, why did you tie her up?"

  "I drove her away, or else everyone would know that you and I are in here!" REDBACK had an expression on his face as if to say "I'm not that stupid".

  I patted my forehead and groaned, "Young lady, if you had just let her go, it's possible she might not have told anyone else. But now that you've treated her like this, she'll definitely spread the word to the whole world."

  "Really!" REDBACK thought for a moment and then pulled out a gun from behind his back, looking like he was going to take care of LILU.

  "Hey, hey! My goodness! Why do you always pull out a gun at the slightest thing? This isn't the only way to solve problems! I'll think of something. I'll think of something!" I coaxed and dragged REDBACK back again. This little girl's temper is not good, if in the future we have any disputes, I'd better take away her gun first... or else I'll be killed by my own ally, that would be a tragedy!

  The two of us went downstairs separately, and everyone was already waiting downstairs. I went downstairs first and called Wang Jing over, gave her a lot of money, and asked her to go get LILU out and give this money to LILU as compensation. Wang Jing looked at me with a puzzled face, very confused about what I was doing. But still followed the order and went upstairs.

  I finally breathed a sigh of relief, thinking I had smoothed things over. But before I could even catch my breath, the conversation between Tiancai and Xiaobai on the side reached my ears.

  "Ouch! Easy does it!"

  "No way!" Little Buck exclaimed

  "They're all bleeding!" The Genius and Little Buck sang in harmony on the edge.

  I hadn't realized what was going on when REDBACK started patting me down, and in two seconds he flipped out a small black piece of paper from under my collar, then stomped it into powder with his foot and gave me a heavy punch.

  "Don't step on it! This is my only sample! Oh no! My heart and soul!" Genius didn't have time to stop REDBACK, so he could only hold the tattered paper piece there and wail.

  It wasn't until now that I realized, what they said earlier was my conversation with REDBACK on the bed! Oh my god! Is it possible?! Am I being bugged?! Then doesn't that mean everything... I don't want to live anymore! Let me die!!!

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