About VIP

  About VIP

  Actually I don't want to, but I have no choice...

  A very straightforward and simple question. I'm also human, I need to live. No money means no food, no food means starvation, and if you starve to death, you can't write books anymore. I'm only 20 years old, a high school graduate, currently working at a large nightclub. Note! I'm the front desk receptionist, not anything else... After more than a year of work, there's been no change, and for this job, I've lost all enthusiasm. Life is dull, repetitive life numbs people. Although the salary isn't high, it won't starve me to death either.

  I hate this life, I hate going to work on time every day, I hate getting paid on time every month, I hate seeing others embezzle public funds, I hate seeing the bosses fawn over one person today and another tomorrow. And I also hate my own numbness. All I want is to find some change. A life that's never been experienced before, a quiet life that belongs to me alone, a life free from anyone else's control. But I know it's impossible. As long as people are still alive in this world, every minute, every second is being managed.

  Alas... it's a pity that I'm unable to grow up. And also afraid of growing up. Because after growing up, I will have to face many things that I don't want to face.

  Maybe I'm off topic, but all I want to say is that I've decided to grow up! / Finally made the decision and feel much more at ease. I'll be leaving my job soon, leaving behind everything I hate. I'll quietly sit at home and complete this. Complete one of my dreams.

  If possible, I don't want to go VIP, my original intention was just to let more people see my story, the stories created by myself. But reality is reality. My family opposed me doing so, my friends opposed me doing so, my colleagues and neighbors also opposed me doing so, my supervisor told me: "Is anyone reading books online now? That's a dead-end path..."

  They are right, I am also right. What is wrong is society, social norms dictate that if you don't work, there's no money, and without money, you can't survive in society.

  In a few days, I will be an unemployed vagrant. I will devote myself wholeheartedly to my writing, no matter whether I will continue to write in the future or not, at least "Sniper King" I will definitely complete it. It's not my article, but my child. A child that I take seriously!

  Now I've joined VIP, relying on my own children to support myself. My requirements are not high, as long as I can maintain my basic living, that's enough. Never thought of getting rich from it...

  That's all I'm going to say...

  Whether it's a brick or a flower, my child will still grow up...