Twenty-two, commitment, is there a time limit?
The news of Fang Jixin being invited to study abroad has also spread among his classmates.
People were talking about it.
These days, Han Yu's mood has been very messy. She doesn't know how to deal with this problem.
Good friend Wu Juan probed her several times, making her mood even more annoyed.
Fang Ji Xin in the center of the whirlpool was acting as if nothing had happened, doing whatever he needed to do.
He had also come to a realization that neither his body nor his life belonged to him, and he was fundamentally unable and unqualified to make decisions.
The country and the superior's decision is his decision, he only has the duty to obey, unconditional obedience is his bounden duty.
Think about it, the country has spent a lot of effort to turn this death row inmate into a living person, and he's already lived for nearly two years, so he's made a profit. Moreover, he's also tasted the best thing in life - love. Although it's not complete yet. That kind of heartbeat, adrenaline rush, can be said that for Fang Jixin at present, it's already the ultimate goodness.
What more can one ask for? One cannot be too greedy!
As soon as the bell rang, students began to pack up their bags and prepare to leave. Han Yu didn't move. Her gaze remained on Fang Jixin in the front row of the classroom.
Wu Juan pushed her. Han Yu said a sentence: You go first. Then ignored her.
Wu Juan took a glance at Fang Jixin's back and turned around to leave...
Fang Jixin didn't move, he was still thinking about the theory that the professor had just explained. Matters in class were digested in class, and only when the remaining time was squeezed out could he recharge himself, which was a good habit he had cultivated.
After figuring it out, he packed up his backpack and stood up, only to see Han Yu standing beside him, not knowing when he had arrived or how long he had been waiting.
Except for a few classmates who were watching the excitement, there was no one else in the classroom.
Follow me.
Han Yu's tone was devoid of any emotional color, yet left no room for doubt.
Fang Jixin unconsciously did as he was told.
All the way he was also puzzled, how did he become so indecisive.
Two people walked into a McDonald's restaurant and sat down by the window. Han Yu ordered two sets of meals. Throughout the process, she didn't let him lift a finger.
The two of them ate silently and tastelessly, neither speaking. Han Yu ate very slowly and little, the atmosphere was very depressing.
How have you been lately?
It was Han Yu who broke the silence. She knew that if she didn't speak up, Fang Ji Xin would never say a word first.
Class, library, sleep.
Answer briefly.
Is there anything else you'd like to talk about? For example, thinking of certain people?
Han Yu was hinting. She blushed a little when she said this.
There's father, mother, sister, and... you.
Of course, it's still you the most.
Fang Ji Xin spoke his mind. He didn't realize the special meaning of this sentence, and the shocking chain reaction it would cause in the hearts of young girls who had just fallen in love!
Really!
Han Yu's heart was sweet and her face flushed with excitement.
This kid is still pretending, I think he's putting on an act, how long can he keep it up? I just don't believe it, am I not attractive at all, does this girl have no charm?
She began to feel somewhat complacent.
Do you think I allowed you to pass through me?
With one success, the little girl's spoiled nature was revealed.
Fine, if you don't want to, then don't. I'll listen to you.
Fang Jixin is so naive that he's almost stupid. This can't be blamed on him. Who made him have no experience at all before? If he had, his performance would be much better.
I'll let you think about it for a moment, remember, just a little bit.
Han Yu dodged slightly.
With a good start, things are easier afterwards. The atmosphere between the two of them improved a lot afterwards.
Two hours passed unknowingly. Han Yu deliberately avoided today's purpose.
But some things can't be avoided and must be faced eventually.
She endured for a long time and finally spoke out.
Is that true?
What's wrong?
Are you going out?
I don't know.
There was a hint of confusion in Fang Ji's eyes.
What do you think?
I...
Fang Jixin didn't know what to say.
If I had to say before, I wouldn't hesitate. But now...
What's wrong now? Is there anything different from before?
In the past, I used to be carefree and could just pick up my backpack and leave whenever I wanted. Now, there's someone who makes me... unable to let go.
Fang Jixin, who had always been taciturn, was unaware of the destructive power his true feelings had on girls.
Han Yu felt a little dizzy. A sense of happiness spread throughout his body.
Is that person so important?
Yes, she was my first time.
When he said this, Fang Jixin was also a little dazed.
No more words were needed at this moment, silence was more powerful than sound.
It's a romantic night.
This is a night that Fang Ji Xin often thinks about in his new life.
The moonlight, starlight, cool breeze and the girl by his side, two people silently walking on various major roads in Beijing for a whole night. A whole night!
Han Yu was tired, but neither of them stopped moving forward.
At this time, Fang Jixin would squat down and let her lean on him, carrying her on his back, singing nursery rhymes to her, like coaxing a little kid, letting her eliminate fatigue in his own voice, on his not-so-broad shoulders.
He was willing to do so. When Han Yu took the initiative to put her small hand in his, letting him hold it and making him understand what a woman's tenderness and weakness were like, he made up his mind to accompany her for life.
Compared with nowadays' straightforward and casual relationships, this classic way of loving is more touching and memorable.
This night would become an eternal memory in both of their lives.
With dew on his head, he sent Han Yu to the girls' dormitory door, and the sorrow of parting filled the air.
As soon as she turned and entered the door, Han Yu suddenly returned and gave Fang Jixin a tight hug. Then, with a red face, she rushed into the gate.
Whistles echoed around, it wasn't just someone who saw this scene, expressing their astonishment in this way, perhaps blessing...
If there was any regret for the entire night, it would be that Fang Jixin still owed her a hug. Han Yu didn't want to leave anything incomplete. In that instant, she abandoned her feminine reserve and used her actions to make up for this incompleteness.
If she knew this was her last chance in life, she would prolong this hug for a longer time, perhaps for all eternity!
I want to stay. I must stay!
A cry from his heart stimulated his nerves, and Fang Jixin had his own idea for the first time.
He had just returned to his dormitory when Fang Jixin received an order. Someone wanted to see him. The leader of the National Security Bureau wanted to see him.
Fragrant Hills in Beijing.
In an old villa, Xu Fu met his leader, Huang Guang, the head of Chinese special agents.
To be honest, wearing gold-rimmed glasses with a yellow glow, no matter how you look at it, he doesn't seem like a special agent, but rather a professor from some university. If not for the sharp glint that occasionally flashes in his eyes. Xu Futown suspected that the other party had used a stand-in.
The conversation didn't have many complicated procedures. After simply asking Xu Fu about his learning situation, Huang Guang directly stated the General Bureau's opinion.
Xu Fu must go out.
Xu Fu's heart ached. The indescribable pain made his face turn pale, more painful than being tortured. This was the news he least wanted to hear.
Do you have any opinions?
Huang Guang noticed Xu Fu's change. His tone was more intimidating than concerned. In task allocation, there was no room for negotiation.
This is discipline. Iron discipline.
Nothing.
Xu Fu replied weakly.
Xu Fu's recent situation is known to Huang Guang.
This kid seems to be in love recently, letting him go is no different from separating a loving couple. What can you do about it?
From the bottom of his heart, Huang Guang, who was familiar with Xu Fu's situation, still sympathized with Xu Fu.
If it weren't for fate's prank, perhaps the little boy in front of me would be living a peaceful and stable life in Wuhan. He didn't lack money, maybe he lacked nothing, but what he lacked was love, lacking care. Now that a warmth has finally appeared before his eyes, it will disappear in an instant.
From human to ghost, and then from ghost back to human, it's already a huge ups and downs filled with twists and turns. Now, he still has to face an even greater challenge, the unpredictable challenge of life and death. Am I being too cruel?
But there's no way around it, national interests come first. To borrow a line from a movie, with great power comes great responsibility.
It's his own fault if he is to be blamed, for it was his impulsive behavior that allowed others to discover his extraordinary abilities.
Originally, he didn't have to work so hard!
Impulsiveness is the devil! He must understand this principle.
When am I leaving?
Xu Fu knew he had no room for bargaining. A man in the world, his body is not his own. He just wanted to know how much time he had left.
The day after tomorrow.
Xu Fu suddenly felt dizzy and everything went black. Was it too fast?!
Two days later, on a plane flying to the United States, a Chinese boy sat by the window. There were tears in his eyes.
As he walked into the cabin and turned back for a last glance at the land that had nurtured him for many years, Xu Fu burst into tears.
This was his first cry since birth.
When his father gave him a strict and almost cruel training, he didn't cry;
In the midst of his enormous life upheaval, he didn't cry;
When parting with a beloved girl, I also held back tears;
But at this moment, he burst into tears, sobbing uncontrollably.
The wanderer, from now on, is a wanderer in a foreign land. The wanderer's emotions can make every Chinese person who misses home unable to hold back their feelings.
No one saw him off.
He didn't inform Han Yu. Nor did he tell his own departure. He couldn't imagine having the courage to leave under the tears of his beloved girl.
He will betray for the tears of his beloved girl, he will betray his own responsibility. To hell with that damn mission, let it go to hell.
Such thoughts had flashed through his mind, but were ultimately suppressed.
He knew he wasn't a noble person, an unselfish person, someone who had abandoned base desires. He just wanted to be an ordinary person, a common person. But he couldn't, because he wasn't an ordinary person. Living an ordinary life was an unattainable luxury for him!
Maybe, in a few hours. The gift he had entrusted someone to deliver would be handed over to Han Yu's hands. A ring, he wanted to put it on her hand personally, and then look at her with a face full of infatuation, a face full of happiness.
This scene had replayed in his mind many times. A ring, a promise. The lyrics of "Love and Promise" flashed before his eyes. "Love and promise, like rings and flowers..." Was he making a promise to her?
I don't know. Promises are to be tested, the test of time, it is effective. Can you wait for a year or two, or even a lifetime? Can she?! Is it too cruel to let a girl wait for an unknown number?!
Xu Fu began to regret his impulsive actions. If he wanted a girl to be happy, he shouldn't have done it that way.
Alas, I am so selfish!
Xu Fu's behavior caught the attention of the flight attendant. In recent years, many young Chinese people like him have flocked to that so-called golden country, each with a happy and excited face, unlike him, crying like a little boy. How interesting!
Perhaps out of maternal instinct, the girls in the unit took good care of him. They asked about his well-being and helped him with chores. They also told him some things to pay attention to when living away from home in the future. Xu Fu benefited a lot from this.
During his brief training as a special agent, these were his weaknesses. However, this also had some advantages, which was consistent with his identity. A student who is too sophisticated may easily reveal his true nature.
Out of consideration for his safety, Xu Fu would not be contacted by anyone and no one knew that the National Security Bureau had a person like him during his life in the United States. He was only accountable to Huang Guang.
Before he left, at a secret location, he had once been brainwashed and some memories that might expose his identity were deleted.
What surprised Huang Guang was that during the entire brainwashing process, Xu Fu's EEG showed a straight line. In other words, external physical stimuli had no effect on his brain. The same was true when using drugs for control.
Monster! Yellow light pierced through the tongue.
He didn't know that Xu Fu had been using the Turtle Breathing Technique throughout the entire process. He didn't want the beautiful or ugly memories of his life to be forcibly erased by others. His life was already incomplete, and he didn't want it to be even more imperfect. He didn't know if this was good fortune or bad luck.
Huang Guang gave Xu Fu a satellite phone number, codenamed "Mother Fox". In case of emergency, he can contact him directly. He never turns it off. Unless he's dead, this number is always valid for Xu Fu.

