First Love (1)

  Monday, April 19, 2010 Light Rain

  The living always misinterpret the meaning of us dead people. On TV, they are always sadly saying that if we don't avenge XXX's death, he won't be able to rest in peace... Believe me, the deceased person who loved you would feel pain for his own death, but he wouldn't want the living to cling to hatred and give up happiness.

  Wei Xingyun, if you're feeling guilty, then honestly remember me forever, and I don't need you to do anything else.

  However, it seems that the more I don't want him to do something, the more he wants to do it.

  He lay in bed for a while before getting up, wiping his face with a hot towel, and then went to the company to resign.

  He started his internship here in his sophomore year and is actually an old employee of this young but constantly growing company.

  His boss looked up from the computer, "Wei Xingyun, I know you've been out of sorts lately, I can give you a long vacation."

  "Wei Xingyun pressed her lips together, 'No need, I have some things that can't be avoided.'"

  Seeing that he had no room for maneuver, the boss stood up, walked to his side, patted his shoulder and stopped forcing him. "If you need any help, come find me anytime."

  For the rest of the time, Wei Xingyun quietly finished the last task at hand, completed the handover with his colleagues, and finally, when he got off work, he went to have a farewell dinner together under the invitation of his colleagues.

  At the dinner table, some people were reluctant to part with him, others were unwilling to let him go, and still others congratulated him. Faced with cup after cup of wine, Wei Xingyun did not refuse, and drank them all down.

  He drank without changing his expression, but I was shocked and frightened at heart.

  Naturally, he was eventually sent back by his colleagues. Fortunately, he had a good drinking capacity and didn't make any noise or speak after getting drunk, like a little kid, very obedient, so his colleagues didn't have to use too much effort to send him upstairs.

  Looking at Wei Xingyun who was lying drunk on the bed, I couldn't help but smile bitterly.

  With such poor wine quality, you still dare to welcome guests without refusal.

  Wei Xingyun, you're really an idiot.

  I leaned over beside him, gazing at him quietly for a long time, then stretched out the hand that he couldn't feel and gently stroked his cheek.

  After high school, he actually didn't change much. If his eyebrows weren't furrowed so tightly, his face wasn't so red, and the lines of his mouth were a bit softer, he would still be vaguely recognizable as Wei Xingyun from high school days - a silent and awkward big boy.

  Not sunny, not gentle, not good at understanding people. From a learning perspective, surprisingly clever, but from an emotional perspective, stupid to the point of making one want to stamp their feet. Always silently standing in the corner, pretending to be mature, but inadvertently revealing a childish gaze... This is my beloved, one and only Wei Xingyun.

  That year, facing Zhuo Er, he simply turned around silently.

  Today, he can retort without hesitation.

  Wei Xingyun and Zhuo Er's first meeting was on that winter day.

  That day, I walked out of the school gate with a shiver in the cold wind, and suddenly someone called me, "Xia Mi Mi!"

  I've been listening to this voice for years, but I looked around and didn't see Xia Bing anywhere.

  "Look over here!" A voice came from the opposite side, followed by a person wearing a brown down jacket getting out of an off-road vehicle on the other side. The next second, someone else pushed open the car door and got out from the other side as well. They stood there, one to my left and one to my right, smiling at me.

  I was overjoyed and ran as fast as I could with my clumsy body, "Zhuo'er Gege!"

  Xia Bing let out a mournful howl, "Xia Miomiou you stinky little brat with your elbow pointing outward, can't you tell who's close and who's distant?"

  However, I rushed to Zhuo's front, grabbed his arm and said with a smile: "You've been on winter vacation, when are you coming back?"

  "Uh, your brother came back last night, and I returned this morning." On a winter evening, Zhuo Er wore a woolen plaid scarf, smiling warmly, with white mist flying out of his mouth, making his face look even softer and more blurred.

  I was stunned for a moment, and then I thought to myself, why would I like Wei Xingyun, that ordinary-looking guy with a personality similar to Sha Wujing's, when I know such a handsome and excellent Zhuo'er?

  I was about to continue speaking when Xia Bing interrupted me, "It's cold outside, let's talk in the car."

  Zhuo'er helped me open the rear car door, and I suddenly found that, opposite us, Wei Xingyun, who had just walked to the school gate, was staring at us.

  Then I did something which seemed delightful at the time but proved to be incredibly stupid.

  "Wayne," I said with a bright smile, "this is my brother, and this is his friend Zhuo Er."

  This is the first thing I said to him after 103 days of cold war.

  The ostentation of red fruit

  Wei Hangyun quickly withdrew his gaze and finally nodded before turning around and walking away.

  "Who is it?" Xia Bing asked.

  "Just a classmate." I replied nonchalantly.

  Zhuo'er's eyes flickered and he patted my head, "You really get along with anyone."

  I think I just can't get along with him.

  Actually, from Xia Bing's friends' mouths, I can tell how crazy they usually play. Sometimes I'm also curious about what they're doing when I'm not around. However, it seems that every time they bring me along, it's just eating and drinking. Xia Bing complained to Zhuo Er: "I really don't know why you brought this little kid here."

  I punched him without hesitation, "Xia Lao Da, you heartless and ruthless guy!"

  "Dare to hit me? Haven't I disciplined you for too long? Take this!" Xia Lao Da swiftly extended his magical palm towards Xia Xiao Er.

  "Ah, Brother Zhuo save me~~~~"

  Concentrating on driving, smiling silently.

  I was teasing and arguing with Xia Bing on one hand, while secretly observing Zhuo Er on the other.

  Hair as black as coal, skin smooth and lustrous, arms slender and long, fingers fair and white, plus a smile in her eyes, gentle and refined, and on top of that, she's studying medicine - a bright future ahead of her, a beautiful young woman with both talent and looks. I just can't understand why someone like her would spend all her free time with Xia Bing?

  I thought so in my mind and it slipped out of my mouth unintentionally.

  Suddenly a mysterious smile floated onto her face: "You've finally discovered it... In that case, I no longer have any need to hide it. Actually... he's been my person for a long time now!"

  With a "bang", the mineral water bottle on Zhuo Er's side ruthlessly smashed onto Xia Bing's forehead.

  "My darling... I know that even if you hit me, your heart still loves me!" Xia Bing covered her forehead and shouted coquettishly.

  I laughed so hard I fell over in the car.

  Zhuo slammed on the brakes and flexed his wrists, "Get out of the car."

  As they got back on the bus, Zhuo'er looked refreshed and revitalized, while Xia Bing's face was twisted in a scowl.

  He suddenly grabbed my shoulder, "Old two, brother will tell you the truth, don't look at that little guy in front of you who seems serious on the surface, but actually his heart is rotten to the core, I don't know how many big and small girls' feelings he has toyed with, that's just a black mountain demon wearing human skin, specializing in absorbing yin energy to supplement yang..."

  "Summer! Ice!" Zhuo'er's face was cold, and she spat out two words fiercely.

  Xia Bing hastily changed to a flattering expression, "Haha haha, just kidding, Xia Xuan you don't understand, do you? You're so stupid, of course you wouldn't understand."

  My face turned red, and my face twitched with a spasm. I didn't know whether to refute that I'm not stupid or silently admit that I'm indeed stupid. Should I really pretend that I actually understand what "adopting yin to supplement yang" means?...

  Disheveled in the wind...

  After the car stopped, Xia Bing pushed open the door and jumped out first. When I slowly got off the car, Zhuo Er was already standing outside.

  "Where are we going?" I asked.

  "Follow the fool." Zhuo Er pointed at Xia Bing's back, then he suddenly touched my head, "Talented and handsome, a perfect gentleman?"

  I suddenly petrified, feeling that even the roots of my ears were burning, and I didn't dare to lift my head to look at Zhuo Er's face. Suddenly, a loud shout came: "Xia Bing, wait for me!"

  While pretending to be calm, I quickly chased after Xia Bing and heard a faint laugh coming from behind me, which was Zhuo Er's soft laughter.

  Xia Bing's return thawed me out, and life seemed to be filled with fun again. When he was not around, although I and Zhuo Er were in the same city, we only communicated by phone, but when he came back, it was as if he wanted to make up for the half year of not playing, day and night revelry, rushing to performances every day.

  Although he never says it out loud, I can feel that for the past half year, he has also been thinking of me. Otherwise, someone who used to avoid me would not come to pick me up from school every day.

  Sometimes it was the two of them who came over, sometimes they took turns coming over. During that time, the eyes of my classmates around me were different, and there was a rumor in school that I was very popular outside, wandering between two college students, with one on each side...

  I told this as a joke to Xia Bing, the next day when they came, he suddenly dragged Zhuoer down from the car, hugged his neck, and almost hung himself on him. What's rare is that Zhuoer had a blue face, but didn't resist.

  Afterwards, when classmates looked at me, their eyes were filled with sympathy...

  Only Wei Xingyun walked past me with his eyes straight ahead, his spirit soaring.

  Me, who was also pretending to look straight ahead, screamed in my heart: Wei Xingyun, I hate you!

  I'm so useless...

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