First Love (5)

  Although I tried to restrain myself in the last few days before school started, on the first day of school, I still brought my round face and meat on my waist, which made me very regretful.

  The first day of each semester is always lively and fresh, the campus is filled with enthusiastic greetings, girls can't wait to gather together to chat, boys rush to the playground in groups, I am absent-minded, searching for Wei Xingyun's figure everywhere.

  The next moment, I saw Wei Xingyun and Li Xue walking side by side. Li Xue was still so beautiful, elegant and refined, talking and laughing with ease, attracting the attention of many people. Wei Xingyun also had a rare smile on his face.

  It seems that from the third year of junior high school, Wei Xingyun has been growing taller and taller. In just a short vacation, he grew even taller again. The person who used to be about my height is now almost half a head taller than me. And probably due to psychological factors, I think he looks even more handsome. The two of us walking together, surprisingly still match quite well, making the small flame in my heart burn fiercely, as if it's about to spew out fire.

  Actually, during the winter break, I had already learned from Zhou Shuangshuang that Li Xue already had a boyfriend from another school. Although she tried to keep it secret, there were some rumors going around, so I had already eliminated this imaginary enemy. However, I'm just such a petty person, and as soon as I saw the two of them together, with Wei Hangyun smiling in such an annoying way, my heart felt unbalanced.

  I think I should reflect on myself and not be distorted by jealousy. Maybe I can make friends with Li Xue.

  Thinking so, I took a deep breath, fantasized that I was a brave female warrior, and made a big smile, walking in front of the two.

  "Hi, Wei Xingyun, Li Xue, good morning!"

  Perhaps it was too long since they had a face-to-face conversation, Wei Xingyun's face was slightly uncomfortable, but he still nodded and smiled slightly, "Good morning."

  Li Xue smiled and looked at me, "Xia Mi Mi, you've become prettier after one winter break."

  In front of Wei Xingyun, my face suddenly turned red and I didn't dare to look at his expression. "No way, you're kidding me! If anything, I've gained weight, it's true! After the New Year, my whole face has become round, I must lose weight!"

  "You're fine just the way you are, no need to lose weight. Oh, although it's great to see everyone so happy, I really don't want school to start yet, haven't had enough fun."

  It's hard to see that a good student like Li Xue would have such thoughts, but if I put aside Wei Xingyun, I'm actually not very willing to start school either.

  When girls want to chat, there are always endless topics to talk about. In just a few words, I chatted with Li Xue and got along well. Wei Xingyun naturally wouldn't join in and walked away on her own.

  My eyes caught the figure of Wei Xingyun leaving, and I regretted it to death. Hey, don't go! Do you think I really wanted to chat with Li Xue? What's the big deal about saying a few more words?!

  However, I'm still quite satisfied that I can separate them.

  After saying a few more words, Li Xue suddenly realized that Wei Xingyun had left. "Huh? Has Wei Xingyun gone?"

  I pretended to have just realized, "Oh yeah, when did he leave? I didn't even notice."

  "I guess I'll go sign up first."

  "He didn't even say hello, ah, Wei Xingyun has always been like this since he was a kid, never considering others' feelings."

  Li Xue nodded, "Indeed, he is sometimes quite selfish."

  I remained calm on the surface, but secretly rejoiced in my heart.

  I'm despicable, I know, but as long as Wei Xingyun is good to me, it's enough that I understand him. It's best if everyone else thinks he's bad, then he can be mine alone.

  Even if the whole world doesn't like him, I will forever and always stand by his side.

  Now it seems that I was really childish and annoying at that time.

  Be careful, selfish, overbearing... If it weren't for me, Weixingyun might be with Li Xue or some other girl right now. That person may be excellent or ordinary, but without a doubt, Weixingyun would definitely have more happiness and less trouble with her.

  I stubbornly got him, but then left him, it's me who wronged him.

  I and Wei Xingyun have returned to a lukewarm relationship again.

  We would greet each other when we met, occasionally exchanging a sentence or two, although I was very enthusiastic, but we never regained our previous closeness and could only be considered ordinary classmates.

  And yet we all seem to be very careful, afraid that if we're not careful, we'll destroy this friendship again.

  Zhou Shuangshuang didn't think much of our relationship, "At this rate, I reckon it'll take another fifty years for you two to get together. Mengmeng, why don't you just give up? There are plenty of better guys than Wei Xingyun out there."

  At that time, Zhou Shuangshuang had already met a boy from their school through Lu Minran's introduction. The boy was average in appearance but made up for it with his sweet talk and quick thinking. I gave him the codename Little Bear Winnie because he would spout out sweet nothings one after another, just like he had eaten honey. Sometimes sweet, sometimes sorrowful, he coaxed Zhou Shuangshuang into a state of infatuation.

  I've read the letter he wrote to Zhou Shuangshuang, and his writing is so good that it doesn't seem like a boy's at all. I reckon that if he were around today, he'd definitely be able to become a leader of the Qingxin school.

  Looking at Zhou Shuangshuang's sweet and loving appearance, I didn't want to tell him that one time after school, Yang Can and I were walking together and happened to see her boyfriend. I excitedly pointed him out to Yang Can: "Quick, quick, look! Zhou Shuangshuang's boyfriend!"

  Yang Can glanced at him with great disdain and turned his head away, using a very strange word to describe him.

  Cut, one big cucumber.

  I feel very relieved about Zhou Shuangshuang's superficial understanding of Wei Xingyun, but I still shake my head and resolutely reject her suggestion.

  I'm still young, maybe in the future I'll meet many more people, but will there be one who can captivate me like Wei Xingyun?

  There are countless good men in this world, but only one named Wei Xingyun moved me at the right time!

  I didn't want to reveal my heart too early to Wei Xingyun. In my plan, I would study hard, attend the same university as him, fall in love, graduate, pursue a master's degree or work, and then get married. As we are both only children, we can have two kids, preferably one boy and one girl, with the boy resembling me and the girl also resembling me... Wei Xingyun would accompany our daughter to learn piano, while I would accompany our son to take taekwondo lessons; we would have gatherings every week and go on trips twice a year.

  These plans were almost written on the last page of every textbook, in a language or drawing that only I could understand, entertaining myself, and never getting tired.

  At that time, I naively thought everything was a matter of course, without realizing that I couldn't control Weixingyun's heart, nor could I control the trajectory of life.

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