Chapter 082: The Freedom I Want

  Xu Mufeng's siege tactics didn't stop due to her trembling, the loose dress was easily pushed down and pressed under her body. Her young body in the orange light seemed to be emitting a warm glow like beautiful jade, without any flaws. The girl's shyness added a light dusting of powder to this beauty, looking like a bud waiting to bloom, and in Xu Mufeng's hazy drunken eyes, she looked more beautiful than usual.

  A bright light flashed from outside the window, followed by a deafening thunderclap. The desk lamp's light went out in response, and a torrential rain poured down from the sky.

  Can't see Xu Mu Feng's eyes, but instead made Xuan Mo's heart slightly calm down. Compared to his gaze, she was more afraid of seeing her own appearance in his eyes, that licentious, arrogant and even shameless appearance, making her feel strange and ashamed.

  Her inner struggle was no match for the underlying **, she succumbed to his advances, feeling his movements in the darkness, the sound of his large hands rubbing forcefully or the rustling of clothes falling off, all left her at a loss.

  At this time, Liu Xuanmei's mind was a complete blank.

  The storm raged and thundered, she clung to his naked body, as if grasping a piece of driftwood in the vast ocean, the tearing pain waves surged forward, she bit her lip tightly, not letting out a sound, letting him gallop through her body, letting him run wild in her heart.

  After a fierce movement, Xu Mu Feng heavily pressed down on her body, his long arms wrapped around her waist, and slowly entered into a dream.

  Her sweaty body stuck together, feeling the scorching body temperature of her opponent, but Xian Miao's heart was surprisingly cold. The rationality that retreated after passion made her whole person suddenly panic, enduring the pain in her lower body, struggling to sit up, and in the darkness, she turned her back on Xu Mu Feng who had already fallen asleep, put on her clothes, and left his bedroom as if escaping.

  The heavy rain outside showed no signs of stopping, but she couldn't care less, her mind set on escaping, and so she rushed into the rain alone. No matter how calm and wise she usually was, she was just a seventeen-year-old girl, and when faced with the person she admired leaving, she was willing to give up everything, even if it was just one last encounter in her life.

  Large raindrops fell on her body and face, stinging painfully. Xian ran in the rain, letting the water hit her body, as if this could wash away the marks on her body and make herself thoroughly awake.

  Xia Xi was dragged by Chen Yan to the rooftop on the top floor. She shook off his hand and stared at him in confusion: "What are you doing? Want to jump off the building?"

  Chen Yan nodded and jumped onto the parapet of the rooftop, which was over a meter high. The wall was less than a foot wide, with sparse iron railings that had rusted from age and were on the verge of collapse. Chen Yan stood at the edge, waving at Xia Xi, "Do you dare to come up?"

  It's that bold move again. This trick has been used many times, and Xia Xixi is already familiar with it. She learns some of Chen Yan's tone and looks up at him: "Do you dare to come down?"

  Chen Yanyu smiled but didn't answer, turning his body to gaze into the distance. The lights from the building below twinkled like stars, and the people walking by looked as small as ants, giving one an illusion of standing at the pinnacle of the world. He asked: "What is your dream?"

  "Be a good student, a good daughter, respect teachers and elders, be filial to parents, love the motherland, love people, and live every day with diligence." Xia Xi replied.

  "It's just like swearing an oath under the national flag." Chen Yannuo sneered at her simple dream.

  "And you?"

  Chen Yan stood facing the scene before him, his arms outstretched as if to embrace the countless lights that twinkled like stars in the dark night sky. He shouted towards the vast expanse of heaven: "Freedom!"

  "What is freedom? Is there absolute freedom in this world, as long as you still have a breath of life, asking for the gifts of all things, you are not free." Xi Xi listened to his declaration of freedom, and retorted with a sneer, mocking her dreams as too simple, she also mocked his pursuit as too illusory.

  She knew Chen Yan was a bit drunk, otherwise with his personality, he would never utter such frivolous words so freely. She took two steps closer to his side, somewhat worried that in this state, he might accidentally fall down.

  "You're too extreme, it's either this or that. Is there anything in this world that is completely pure and unadulterated?" Chen Yan's gaze was fixed on Xi Xi.

  "You can do whatever you want, anyway there will be someone to clean up after you." Her tone was tinged with sarcasm. "If even you, a privileged class, feel restricted, then who is free?"

  Chen Yan sneered, the cold intent in his eyes extinguishing the warmth in his gaze. He was being treated as if he had done something wrong just because of his privileged status? It seemed that this was how she saw him - a despicable figure under Chen Bin's shadow. Almost all his efforts were overshadowed, and everything he had worked hard for was reduced to one sentence: "He only got it because of his family's influence."

  "That's not the freedom I want." Chen Yan sighed, and under the influence of alcohol, he said more than usual, "My birth is not something I can decide, and Chen Bin's success has nothing to do with me. All these things are shackles for me, the freedom I want is to escape their halo."

  "What you call shackles, many people can't get them even if they want to. Only a young master like you who has never worked hard in his life would..."

  The words had barely fallen when the strong wind swept in, bringing sand and dust with it. The iron fence shook violently, emitting a loud metallic crash. Xia XiXi subconsciously supported Chen Yan, who was still standing on the wall, and shouted loudly at him: "Hey! A storm is coming, hurry down!"

  Chen Yan seemed very satisfied with her anxious expression at the moment, standing high up, still in a calm and unhurried manner. The strong wind stuck his clothes tightly to his body, revealing the outline of his young and robust chest. With great effort, he opened his eyes in the sandstorm, gazing steadfastly at the place where the wind was rising.

  "Can't you change into a better outfit? Come down quickly." Xi Xi urged again.

  As lightning flashed and thunder shook the sky, Chen Yan jumped down from the wall with his daughter and quickly hid in the building together.

  As soon as she stepped into the stairwell, a torrential downpour came pouring down. Xia XiXi listened to the loud rain outside and was relieved that her actions were quick enough. She gave Chen Yan an unhappy look, thinking that this guy should be left outside to get soaked in the rain. Opening her mouth to complain, "Don't you have any common sense? Seeing the weather change and still standing on the rooftop, wanting to become a lightning rod early? Luckily I reacted quickly and called you down, or else you would've gotten drenched."

  "I didn't ask you to call me." Chen Yan leaned on the handrail of the stairs, looking down at her with a hint of disdain, but his heart was actually filled with joy.

  Yes, she could have just taken shelter from the rain herself, why did she have to drag him along? Like a housekeeper, nagging and pestering, that guy only reluctantly came down from upstairs, still with an ungrateful expression on his face. What a silly brain for going to bother with him.