Chapter 50: The Badge in My Pocket

  "We didn't know you were in the back then, fortunately the fire was small and was put out quickly, was it discovered by the second class leader?" Zeng Yu turned her head to ask, the back of the bus seat was too high, she was short, kneeling on the seat could barely make eye contact with Xi Xi behind.

  "No, it's Chen Yan" Xi Xi shook her head, and as soon as she said the name, she regretted it. This girl had always been quick-witted, who knew what kind of idea she would come up with?

  Zeng Yu did not disappoint her expectations, cleverly blinking her eyes and sighing with deep meaning: "Wow, hero saves beauty!"

  The long tone of his words was lingering, and Xi Xi unconsciously felt a little flushed.

  "By the way, where's Chen Yan?" Zeng Yu shook his head and looked around, but didn't see the so-called "hero".

  "No, it's Lu Dongqi" Xi Xi subconsciously tidied up the denim jacket that belonged to Lu Dongqi and draped it over herself, habitually putting her hands in the pockets.

  Her fingertips touched a sharp object, "Ah!" A sudden pain came, like being stung by a wasp. She involuntarily inhaled a breath of cold air and reflexively stretched out her hand.

  A small red dot with a bead of blood remained on his belly, XiXi pouted and opened the pocket of his jacket to see what had stabbed him.

  With the faint light coming in through the window, she saw that the "culprit" was a small white badge on the inside of his pocket. She took it out and held it in her palm to examine it carefully. When she finally made out the pattern on it, she couldn't help but stare blankly.

  A white badge with a blurry sakura wood grain pattern, originally smooth and clean printing surface has become rough due to age, a circle of white edge is faintly visible from the worn-out bottom plate.

  An old brooch, so old that even Xia Xi herself couldn't remember when it was given to Lu Dongqi, but the pattern on it evoked her distant memories.

  When the slam dunk was popular, Xia Xi's class was divided into two factions because of this animation. One faction was dominated by girls and supported Rukawa Kaede, while the other faction was represented by boys and supported Sakuragi Hanamichi.

  The frenzy pursuit of their respective idols brought a not-so-small "war" between boys and girls in the class, and it seemed that the boys had found the best way to attract girls' attention overnight - loudly speaking ill of Liu Xuanfeng during class breaks.

  The faith of primary school students is so pure, once they hear someone say half a bad word about their idol, they will attack in unison. The boys are always successful, and even make it the most interesting activity during recess.

  So every time during class breaks, the classroom often sees a boy running in front shouting "Rukawa Taiga is an idiot" with several girls chasing after him.

  Natsuki was one of the most staunch supporters of Nagarekawa, and during those days, she would ask everyone she met: "Are you for Nagarekawa or Sakuragi?" And based on their choice, she would decide how to treat them.

  Gu Xuan was gentle and always followed Xi Xi, supporting whoever she supported. However, Lu Dongqi was different, when his thoughts disagreed with Xi Xi's, he would insist on his own ideas. As a result, the two people had their longest cold war since they met due to their "different values", lasting for a whole week, during which they didn't speak to each other.

  This week, Xi Xi slept unstably, ate tastelessly, and even seeing the anime character Rukawa Kain couldn't lift her spirits. Then she realized one thing - Lu Dong Qi was more important than Rukawa Kain.

  This small badge with a cherry blossom pattern was her gift to Dong Qi, but she didn't expect that after all these years, he still kept it close to his body.

  Xi Xi held the badge in her hand and rubbed it for a long time, then put it back in its original place. Her heart was filled with mixed emotions, unable to tell whether she felt sad or happy.

  Originally thought Lü Dongqi didn't care, but actually he did. Thought I would be happy, but I wasn't.

  She clutched the small badge tightly in her hand, and a sudden surge of resentment welled up inside her.

  She resented Lu Dongqi, resenting that he was clearly interested but never spoke out, just watching her jump up and down like a joke, tormenting herself for not being able to see through his thoughts, hating that he missed the timing when she liked him the most, and then suddenly popping out to provoke her when she had sunk her thoughts into the depths.

  But she hated herself, that heart which was originally beating for him had calmed down so quickly, the person she had been thinking about for so long, said to let go and really couldn't pick up again.

  If I express my feelings openly and you accept them calmly, won't we be happier than now?

  Xi Xi gently pushed Xun Miao, who was meditating with her eyes closed, and let out a sigh before speaking, which unexpectedly amused Xun Miao: "Look at your deeply wronged expression"

  "Xianmei, have you ever had this feeling? You really, really want something but can't get it. Then one day it suddenly falls from the sky, and you find that you're not actually happy." She thought about it for half a day before tactfully saying it out loud.

  "It's only the things you can't get that are the best, maybe it's just something you want but don't necessarily like," Xun Miao replied, her thoughts were clear and she immediately guessed what Xi Xi was actually referring to, but didn't say it directly. She paused for a moment before continuing: "Of course, it's also possible because something you like has appeared."

  Do you like it? A figure flashed before his eyes and was immediately denied by Xi Xi.

  She found out that she couldn't see clearly wasn't just others, but also her own heart.

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