Chapter 72 Monologue

  Sheng Xue thought she was particularly brave because she finally moved Su Lin Yu's heart, he finally let go and the two were still together.

  However, Su Lianyu's mother Jiang Lan found Sheng Xue one day and begged her not to have any more contact with Su Lianyu. In fact, Sheng Xue could also understand Su Lianyu's mother, after all they were still high school students, and early love affairs would affect their studies. But Jiang Lan said it was all Sheng Xue's fault that her son couldn't walk normally like a normal person. Later, Sheng Xue became confused and slowly drifted away from Su Lianyu.

  But one day, Sheng Xue heard the girls in her class say that they often saw a boy with crutches waiting outside the gate of Qi Kai Girls' High School.

  Upon hearing this, Sheng Xue was naturally delighted. She hid in the corner to observe and indeed often saw Su Lin Yu, but she didn't dare to appear, didn't dare to show up in front of him again.

  One day, Sheng Xue finally made up her mind to go see Su Lian Yu. The two of them could ignore everyone else and bravely be together.

  But that day, when Xue finished school and hastily walked out of the school, she didn't see Su Lianyu's figure. From then on, she never saw him again at the school gate. She knew he must have given up.

  Actually, on that day, Su Lianyu went there. At that time, he really wanted to see her and tell her that he was fine and could go to school the next day. However, he didn't wait for her, so he had to leave. They never got to meet at the crucial moment and never got to explain clearly.

  It was that day when Cen Yanqiu first saw Su Lianyu, and of course, Cen Yanqiu did not know about the story between Su Lianyu and Sheng Xue.

  On the way back from Riverside Park, Cen Yanqiu remained silent, unable to understand one thing - what exactly is emotion? Is it like his relationship with Mo Fei? Su Lianyu did so many things for Sheng Xue without a word, which was unimaginable to Cen Yanqiu. In his heart, Su Lianyu had always been a low-key boy, even a bit arrogant. How could such a person wait for the girl he likes every day after school and write scripts for her? Cen Yanqiu couldn't help but sigh inwardly, thinking that he already knew Su Lianyu well, yet still couldn't understand emotions.

  Mo Fei walked beside Xin Yan Qiu, holding his hand and non-stop talking about the things she did with her girlfriends yesterday while shopping. Xin Yan Qiu didn't listen seriously, he couldn't calm down to listen to those boring things that girls talk about. He just quietly looked at Mo Fei, wanting to imagine if he could also do something silly for her sake.

  "Ball, don't you think that the relationship between Xue and Gai is very complicated?" Mo Fei suddenly asked.

  Cen Yanqiu didn't like to pry into others' emotions, let alone his friends'. At his age, he couldn't truly understand emotions, so he didn't know if Su Lianyu and Sheng Xue's feelings were complicated. However, he greatly admired Su Lianyu for being able to find someone who treated him sincerely, someone he could devote himself to.

  Without waiting for Xun Yanqiu's response, Mo Fei started talking on her own, "I think their feelings are very complicated. What's the big deal? If two people truly like each other, they should just be together. I don't think there's anything to be afraid of. I believe emotions should be brave and not timid."

  "Aren't you also timid?" asked Cen Yanqiu, who actually still remembered that pink diary.

  "Me?" Mo Fei raised her hand, pointing to her own nose, looking at Cen Yanqiu with confusion, and said: "Where did I shrink? I think I'm particularly brave!"

  "You're so brave, why do you like someone but not dare to confess?" Xun Yanqiu looked at the adorable Mo Fei, and couldn't help but feel a little smug. How could she still be pretending to be clueless? Didn't she know that her diary had already betrayed her?

  "Who likes someone but doesn't dare to say it? Do you think only you are brave enough to confess? I was in junior high school, and I had a crush on a boy for just one day. The next day, I confessed." Mo Fei said this with a proud smile.

  Cen Yanqiu couldn't help but chuckle lightly. A weak and delicate girl like Mo Fei, how could she possibly go confess her feelings? And it was even in middle school, that diary clearly remembered, Mo Fei had been secretly in love with Cen Yanqiu since middle school, how could she possibly go confess to someone else.

  However, as they spent more time together, Xun Yanqiu began to suspect that the diary might not be Mo Fei's after all. The content didn't match Mo Fei's personality at all. Although Mo Fei was a gentle girl who might secretly harbor a crush, she also had a stubborn and proud streak, which made it unlikely for her to be the type of person who would secretly pine for someone.

  Mo Fei's smile didn't fade, and she looked at Cen Yanqiu again, only to find that he was looking gloomy. She thought he was jealous, and then she couldn't help but feel a little excited. "Don't worry, I'm fooling you! I've never confessed to any boy before! I just wanted to see if you'd get jealous or not!"

  "Huh?" Hearing this, Xun Yanqiu's face was filled with confusion. He had just been thinking about the diary and hadn't eaten any vinegar at all. Mo Fei seemed like a self-directed girlfriend who spoke her own words and thought her own thoughts. She thought he would get angry, but he wouldn't. She thought he would be jealous, but he wouldn't.

  Cen Yanqiu suddenly felt a bit uncomfortable, thinking to himself how despicable he was, deceiving others and deceiving himself. He thought that perhaps he needed time, needed to slowly learn to care for her, to like her. Cen Yanqiu admitted that he was a slow-burning type of person, also a late-to-realize type of person, so what he needed was time.

  Mori smiled gently, originally holding Xun Yanqiu's hand, but at this moment she couldn't help but let go and instead held his arm, she liked the feeling of being close, because it could bring them closer together, both physically and emotionally. Of course, this was Mori's girlish sentimentality, which later made her unable to help but mock her younger self.

  "I like brave girls, who not only dare to express their feelings to the one they like but also strive to win them over. After all, life is too short, and no one knows what will happen next. It's better to cherish the people in front of you and express your emotions."

  Mo Fei smiled faintly, raised her head, and looked at the side profile of Cen Yanqiu. Suddenly, she felt extremely happy. The words she had just spoken were not only for Cen Yanqiu but also for herself.