Chapter Thirty-Two: The Letter Blurred by Tears Flies into the Sky

  Lin Xiaoyu opened the package wrapped in a layer of pale pink paper, inside was an album and a black Sacramento Kings jersey with the number "55" printed on it. Above the number was the name "Williams".

  Lin Xiaoyu slowly flipped through the album, and one by one, the photos evoked a beautiful moment in Lin Xiaoyu's mind...

  Two people by the Jade Belt River, Lin Xiao Yu with a radiant face holding up the small fish they had just caught...

  There are more solo photos of Lin Xiaoyu in the album. There are many times when Lin Xiaoyu didn't even know that Murong Huimin had picked up the camera beside her...

  Lin Xiaoyu was a little angry with herself, angry at why she was so careless, and why it took her so long to discover that there was an angel-like girl deeply in love with her. After all this happened, why did it have to be so short-lived...

  The last page of the album was a photo of a Ferris wheel, and on it was a frozen Ferris wheel. Lin Xiaoyu couldn't help but think of the kiss she shared with Murong Huimin on that Ferris wheel, the feeling of her body and soul slowly floating towards the sky, a memory that Lin Xiaoyu would never forget in her lifetime.

  Next to the Ferris wheel photo was a piece of paper, which Lin Xiaoyu pulled out and saw that it was a torn page from a yearbook with Mu Rong Hui Min's small but neat handwriting.

  My beloved Xiao Yu:

  This is the last page of my yearbook, everyone in our class has finished writing except you. I originally wanted to keep it until graduation day and give it to you to write. I had planned to muster up the courage to confess to you when you wrote in the yearbook, but unexpectedly we became a couple before you even wrote this page. This is the happiest thing that has happened to me in my life, now, in the future, and forever will be.

  Every time I'm with you, I feel happy. Just looking at your face makes me feel like I'm blessed. You might not remember this, but back in elementary school, there was a classmate who always bullied me. It was you who beat him up and he never dared to bully me again. And because of that, you were punished by the teacher to stand outside for an entire afternoon. This incident may be nothing to you, but from then on, I already considered you as my prince, and even now, you are still my prince.

  You may not remember the first football match you kicked, I handed you a can of drink. When you drank a few mouthfuls and asked me if I wanted to drink, my heart felt like you were asking for a kiss. After you left, I sat alone in the audience seat, holding that can of drink against the place where you drank from, and I finished drinking that can of drink. At that time, my feeling was as if I had kissed you, and my unattractive face turned red like fire. From then on, I liked this drink called "Heart Mood", and the can of drink has been kept in my small box with my treasures. I always regarded this can of drink as a medium for our first kiss, just like those vows that were pressed down, I left a kiss on this can of drink called "Heart Mood".

  In my small box, there are still many of your treasures. That blue beautiful shell is what you picked up at the seaside and gave to me, it was the first gift you ever gave me, when I received it, my heart was jumping happily all the time. In the box, there are also two movie tickets, during that movie, I was always by your side looking at your face, even now I don't know what the movie was about, but I think you were more attractive than the movie. My box also has several diaries I wrote, do you know, in these diaries, the word that appears most is "he", you should know who this "he" refers to, right? Originally, I wanted my sister to give you my diaries too, but I couldn't give them to you, because on the days when you are not by my side, these diaries can help me slowly recall those beautiful memories of us being together.

  This is a secret between you and me, I haven't even told my sister.

  I still miss the days when I brought you breakfast every day, watching you eat what I brought for you, it felt more delicious than eating myself. The money you gave me for breakfast, I gave it to dad and asked him to buy your favorite basketball star's jersey, I originally wanted to give it to you on your birthday, but I couldn't wait that long. So now I'm giving it to sister to bring to you. I know you'll like it.

  That rainy day, the first time I sat in your car, that feeling really made me unforgettable. Your warm chest made me feel warm in that slightly cool autumn wind. And you let me listen to the song on the CD, Lao Lang sang "Model Love Letter", when I heard those beautiful lyrics describing love, I felt like I knew there was a shadow of mine in your heart, and how happy I was!

  Last week was the happiest time of my life. From that passionate kiss on the Ferris wheel, I felt like I had melted into happiness. That suffocating kiss on the Ferris wheel, it felt like I was floating on clouds, and I felt like I wasn't in this world at that moment. Did you have a similar feeling? It turns out that's what kissing feels like, and I think this might be the magical power of love.

  Ever since I became your girlfriend, every day sitting on your bike back home, lying on your chest, I often complain why my way home is so short, I wish to lean on your chest for a lifetime. Although after getting off the bike, I can get your deep kiss.

  You always pick a rose for me after evening study, I see you remove the thorns from the stem before giving it to me, and I'll take the courage to kiss your cheek, don't know if you've seen my blushing face under the streetlight. I've been prone to blushing since childhood, but it's gotten worse when I'm with you. I used to think your eyes were like scorching sun, I didn't dare look into them. Now that we're together, can you feel my love for you in my gaze?

  The night before last, I was sleeping with my sister when she told me about her past loves. At the time, I didn't think that those painful loves would happen to us two. But yesterday, Dad suddenly told me that our whole family is going to live abroad, and only then did I feel the bitterness in our sweet love. Everything happened so suddenly, just like a movie. When I heard the news, my heart felt empty, and it was as if I had died.

  I don't want to go abroad, and I even more don't want to leave you. But our family has already made all the preparations to go abroad. I originally wanted to see you at school, but Dad asked me to handle those annoying formalities, even though I was crying all the time, but Dad still didn't have time for me to go to school. Because after finishing the formalities, school had already dismissed classes.

  I called your home, but you weren't there, probably because you were at school. I really miss seeing you, sitting on your bicycle leaning against your chest smelling your scent, being lightly kissed in your arms...

  But those things that used to happen every day just a few days ago are now so far away from me, Xiaoyu, I really want to see you again, I don't want to live without you.

  Sister comforted me, saying that we will meet again in the future. I believe what my sister said, she won't lie to me. When I finish studying abroad and come back, I'll come find you. You have to wait for me, don't forget about me.

  Xiao Yu, I really want to be kissed by you again. I left a kiss on the spot where I wrote my name on this paper, let this paper serve as a medium between us, just like I drank that can of drink called "Mood".

  Xiao Yu, I will love you forever. I'll take the little bear on my bedside to foreign countries too, every night before sleep, I'll recite your name in front of it, thinking of your face... This is what I've been doing all these years, and I'll continue to do so, until forever.

  Xiao Yu, don't forget about me, okay?

  Forever loving Xiao Yu's Murong Hui Min

  Lin Xiaoyu carefully read the letter written on the notebook paper several times, feeling something stuck in her chest. Especially when she saw the blurry words on the paper, Lin Xiaoyu knew that those words were stained with Mu Rong Hui Min's tears of sorrow... Lin Xiaoyu felt a sharp pain in her heart, like it was bleeding. Every time she finished reading the letter, this feeling became stronger. And Lin Xiaoyu's vision also became increasingly blurred, because his eyes were filled with unshed tears.

  Looking at the Jason Williams jersey on the table, Lin Xiaoyu's heart didn't have a single thread of excitement despite getting what she had always dreamed of.

  After a long time, Lin Xiaoyu lowered her head and lightly kissed the four words "Murong Hui Min" at the end of the letter. Lin Xiaoyu seemed to smell a faint jasmine fragrance on this name...

  Good things seem to be short-lived, Lin Xiaoyu remembered a line from a movie: "God will always take away the best things around us to remind us that we have too much."

  PS: Today is Father's Day, don't forget to wish your dearest father a good day or give him a call. Although I'm reminding everyone, I haven't had the courage to press the dial button yet. I've found that my conversations with my father are getting fewer and farther between, each phone call lasting no more than two minutes. In this brief time, there's still an awkward silence on both sides. Ah, paternal love is wordless... I'm really sorry to my father, but I also love him dearly. Here, I wish all parents in the world eternal happiness.