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After marrying Iron Anchor, she quit her job at the swimming center and moved into her husband's big house to become a full-time wife. The gossip about her had also subsided somewhat. What made Luolan even more angry was that Fanrui secretly went to find Iron Anchor and asked for her help in finding a rich man for Luolan, asking if Jin Erhuang had any other brothers. Iron Anchor hesitated: "There is indeed one, he has a 31-year-old older brother Jin Daxun, but he's already married, and there's also a 20-year-old younger brother Jin Sanxun, who's still in school." Fanrui said that among Jin Erhuang's friends, there must be many rich people. Iron Anchor hesitated: "There are indeed some, but they all want beautiful women." The implication was that Luolan wasn't "beautiful" enough, at least not by Iron Anchor's aesthetic standards. Fanrui repeatedly lowered her dignity and finally convinced Iron Anchor to agree: "I'll try, but I can't guarantee success, especially with young people."
After a few days, Tie An really found a so-called "rich man" who was almost fifty years old. Fan Lei came to tell Luo Lian with great enthusiasm. Luo Lian was unhappy, and Fan Lei had never recognized what a "rich man" was. This one might not even be someone she met by chance. After so many years of hard life, Fan Lei's values had changed. If someone was labeled as wealthy, it would make her especially fond: "This person is rich! He is Tie An's husband's friend. If you follow him, you won't have to worry about money in the future. Don't look down on his age; many 21- or 22-year-old girls are with men in their 40s and 50s. You're not being taken advantage of..." Luo Lian refused to listen anymore, let alone meet the man. She tightly locked her door. Fan Lei shouted loudly outside: "You're still not happy? The other party hasn't even said they like you yet! Although he's a bit old, it's okay to make do for a few years. It's better than being single like me all your life..." Luo Lian covered herself with a quilt and plugged her ears in the room, feeling that she was living a very embarrassing life. She didn't want to hear words like "boyfriend," "dating," or "marriage." She wouldn't listen to them anymore! She would persist in being herself under Fan Lei's distorted education, just as she had for so many years.
If she were still working at the biotech trading company, Lian might have gone to find him, and at that time, she was indeed struggling with survival. But now, she has a stable income every month, although not much, but she is not greedy, can support herself and this family, just contented, does not want to be a rich wife. Moreover, her past with Aron had already left her with psychological shadows.
Lian was being tormented to death by this kind of forced marriage life, she wanted to escape, wanted to escape from the current environment and flee to a place with blue skies and vast oceans. However, as time passed and she grew older, she became more and more afraid, thinking that such thoughts were childish, and wondering what terrifying unknowns would appear if she were to escape. She felt her own cowardice. But perhaps for her, the greatest cowardice was not being afraid to escape, but being afraid to face her own life, unable to improve her current life as she wished, yet only fantasizing in her heart that her true nature did not belong here. If a person lacks the ability to live, they probably can't be happy anywhere.
