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The calm pool water, the bright venue, and the time like washing sand, gradually settled all the hardships of the past, purified the lotus heart, and some memories that shone like gold reappeared. It's strange, everything recently has been forgotten, but it's impossible to forget the ancient times, those people and things in Mingwan Liria. Even the pool water would deliberately provoke her thoughts, floating out the silver whale group and the shadow of the whale king in the water.
Whale King, those two ghostly words have appeared again. Blue Sea·Yi, dear Whale King, what is he doing now? Has he forgotten her? Luo Lian hates herself for being a nostalgic person who can't forget like people who change lovers frequently. She asks herself if the man's abandonment can't stop her love? Unintentionally, she sees any scene and can find Whale King in it. He is so loving to even a small fish, how can he not cherish the people around him? But why is this loving person so ruthless to her? Abandoning her without explanation or even a greeting. Luo Lian finally couldn't sleep at midnight, tears wetting her pillow, missing Whale King more and more. She often sees him in her dreams, wakes up crying, sometimes with puffy eyes that can't be opened.
The times no longer allow this love to continue. She tried to convince herself that her life was a train ride, where some people got on at one station and off at another, going far away, and Whale King was the same, belonging only to a specific era. And she could have such an "era", fulfilling her sensibility, fulfilling her aestheticism, and should be content with it. Time would surely dilute everything, and the reason why it hadn't faded yet was that time wasn't enough, so just let go.
She tried to convince herself, but it didn't make her forget Whale King, instead it made her more painful. If her love for him could be easily transferred, how could she believe in true love again? In the spring, who would pick flowers and weave flower crowns for her? Who would accompany her to ride the waves? Who would carry a bag of stones back for her from afar? Who could understand and deeply know her heart that loves freedom and comfort? Why can everyone else move on from a lost love except you? Is "being stuck in the past" referring to yourself?
She found it impossible to make herself forget, so she might as well think freely. After all, the one she loved was also an illusory shadow, from the very beginning, and had never been real. She was willing to believe that she didn't love Qi Wang as a person, but rather the life he represented. As long as it was someone living that life, she would pour her emotions into it. Therefore, indulging in her thoughts wouldn't be too humiliating for her.
She continued to guard this memory, thinking about it over and over again. But the more she thought, the more confused she became. The Whale King had been so good to her, but when it came time for their wedding, he suddenly disappeared. Luolan thought back to his various reactions, wondering if he had ever really wanted to marry her? How could his previous kindness be explained? And what about Fan Lian, why did she refuse to say anything about Luofan Chen and Blue Sea Meng from start to finish? Even her grandfather died suddenly when she mentioned them. What was going on? Luolan's recovered headache began to torment her again, and she dared not think any further.
